Okay, so last night I had a dream. I think it may mean a lot about my life. So, here it goes.......
I see a car driving down the road, and it's going around a curve. All of a sudden, it gets out of control and swerves off the side of the road. It's hanging by one tire off of a cliff. So, apparently I get out of the car and hop over to one side. Then, family members start getting out of it. I am supposed to help them onto the land. So, my dad is first. I grab ahold of his hand and I pull him up, he's saved. Then, his mom and dad are next and I pull them up to safety. But, then my mom comes, and I have a hold of her hand and then all of a sudden I look down at our hands and smile and just let go, and let her fall and die. Then, I do the same thing with her mom and her dad. I don't feel remorse or anything. And then I wake up.
Now, I don't have a good relationship with my mom at all. Her and my dad got divorced when I was two, and he got custody of me. She didn't really want me. We don't talk much, and she doesn't call me on my birthday or anything like that. For a while now, I had this idea in my head that she actually loved me and we might be able to have a little bit of a relationship. But, now that thought is starting to fade away from my mind. And, I think this dream just signifies me saying "okay, whatever" and just "letting go" of her and that side of my family. What do you think?
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