Clearly Alot of Conflict in My Life!

Hi there! I'm new so, hi hi! ;) Been having alot of short dreams as of late, which is good for me cause my memory stinks! :P Anyway, they all seem to be getting at the same thing but I'd appreciate some input.


May 25th:
Dreamt that I was standing in a blank room, fighting with someone I know last night, and they turned to me and said "That's what me & Phénomènes do." Been awhile since I dreampt in French. Pretty sure it means phenomena/phenomenons. Weird.

My opinion: Since I knew the fellow, a guy I've been having some feelings for, I figure it's not a true representation of Self, but I since we're fighting, I figure I'm fighting with him on an aspect within him that is also in me, that I do not like. Him speaking French means to me that I feel he is 'speaking in tongues', so to speak.. I just don't understand. Why the word phenomenons? I don't know that one!


May 26th:
I dreamt about piling garbage in the front hall, hanging out with bums, and sneaking around my Father & his wife's place as quietly as possible but his wife was still pissed off at me for making noise. Woke up feeling embarrassed.

My opinion: Been having some troubles with Dad's wife for awhile, and things came to a head recently. Haven't spoken since. And since I had a dream similar to this when I broke up with a boyfriend a few months back (had an apartment, were cleaning it together, lots of garbage bags piled up, but we could not get them out of the house.. Pretty clear :lol:) I can base it a bit on that. Clearly some issues are just being left and are piling up. Why was I hanging out with bums? Am I not making good friends? The last portion of me sneaking around seems to me that I am trying my hardest to avoid problems but I'm still setting people off. As though I can never win, or atleast feel that way.


I feel there's a connection with the conflict, I'm just not sure whether I should be avoiding it, or if I shouldn't be! Or maybe there's something else there. I do feel I'm missing something. Any additional feedback is appreciate :)