missing the boat

Hi all just wanted to thank you all for the responses to my last post they were great. So I have another one for u :mrgreen: In this dream I am with my baby brother the same brother that was in the last dream ,...my father who always considered me daddy's little girl whom ive loved because he is my father but deep down inside despise. And my uncle who always adored me but i was afraid to be close to him because of my father. Anyone in this dream there are those 3 and myself and we are standing on a dock. Most of the time the water I can see while standing on the dock is murky. Anyway we are waiting for a boat and sometimes it is just a canoe and other times it is a ferry boat. When the boat finally arrives the 3 of them are jumping on the boat just as it is pulling away and I always jump at the last minute and miss it and fall in the water with one foot on the boat. Sometimes my brother is holding out his hand to help me and other times i just fall in the water after losing my balance.

Why do you hesitate to jump at the boat? Is there no room?

no because it is pulling away from the dock and i dont feel as though i will make the jump and fall in the water.

The water is emotion, the murkiness negativity. Standing on a dock means you successfully got through tough times and emotions. The boat is your ability to get through and express your emotions. The father, uncle & brother are your relationships with these.
While you have been able to get through the hardships you are having trouble dealing with your emotions. Your brother at times tries to help you, but you cannot stay above all the negativity you feel inside.