Horrible dream about CANCER, masks and friends
Right this dream at the start i find a bit embarresing yet very freaky but i shall say some more of myself.
Firstly i'm 15 and i go to a all boys school and i have had a very good life so far and i think i'm quiet lucky to have a good young childhood because it acturly has made me very mature and sociable but one thing i hate doing is swearing because i think its abusing the english langauge(not saying i hate people who swear but i don't like people under the age of 11 swearing its dispicleable and don't go saying im posh because i live in a normal average household)i also love drawing manga and comics. I have had very good friends in the past and many have gone and said goodbye. I am also a christian and enjiy going to church and learning more about god.
Right the dream starts off...well im haveing sex with a man, happy i said it(thats really embarresing for me an im not gay plus im very faminen when im around girls its easyer to talk to them that way so you can't put the gay thing on being feminen) oh and i don't know who the guy is ok oh and im still a man in the dream. Any way after wards....i....start ejectulating on a bush(this is embarresing and the bush was in my front garden) oh and i was having sex out side ont the street next to the tree(the tree was infront of my front garden) but no one was there. So after the bush inccerdent i then see blood coming out of my penis(penis isn't a tabbo word) but its like in a watery effect.
After that i thought i had cancers in the testicles and then checked my balls. One of them had split into two and i had 1 big one and 2 smalls ones. I then was sure i had cancer and thought i sould go to the doctors. I then thought wait i havn't woke up yet and found it stranfe that i had three balls even if it was cancer of the testicles. I then knew i was dreaming so i tried a little jump but i suspened in the air for about 2 seconds i then knew i was dreaming. Even though i knew i was dreaming at the same time i didn't and went a long with the dream but i knew i was dreaming but i didn't even think about going along with the dream. So after this i was transported to a clearing in a mountine with lots of people. I then thought that something was going to chase me and i thought the devil would come. Nothing was chasing me and thought it was strange because normaly when i said this or thought it would happen and i also felt the fear in me. I then repeated to myself i'm not scared and the fear went and i then turned around and saw three masks on the gate to my back garden. One i reconised as being the face of an air element from never winter nights. She had an airy sky blue tone and had a pony tail. One of them was black but looked like black bandages and was an earth element who also had a pony tail. The other was a happy mask (u know the ones out of the thearters) and has a sparkly light tone to her face (they were all girls). The light one spoke and said i could ware her and said she could control the element of light
Recently i have been doing draws and a story about a girl who can control light photons.
Anyway i wore her and i then felt a change in my body and was like a stick figure but alot mor bulckeyer. I then toke her off and put her on the gate which then in the middle it revolved and the air mask was on their and someone just put down the earth mask and it started laughing and i put the light mask down. They all moved up and a fire/sun mask come down and landed just beneth the other masks. I then was putting it on and i then turned and saw all my old friends. One was a lot older know and was about in his 20s and his name was jake, one i knew and talk to him sometimes because i live near him but he ges to another school and his name was sean and he goes to the same school as jake. There was another and she moved to america 3 years ago but was very close to my other friends and me. She was tall but was the same age she left england. There were other people as well but i didn't take notice. So when i saw them i took the mash of feeling embarresed. They came up to me and ask if we could have a chat. I then said yes and told them to go into my bedroom. When we got up there my bedroom was a mess and closed the bedroom door on them so i could clean up quickly. There was shreaded paper on the floor and this girl was helping me. The girl looked like sean's little sister but then also looked like my dad's girlfriend's daughter called lucy but then again i felt like didn't recournise her but trusted her and felt like i knew her all my life. So she helped.
My friends then came in and asked them to sit on ther beds(my twin brother has a bed in my room because we share one) and some chairs aparied behind me and so i got them and gave them to my friends.
These chairs were from another dream or from another part of the dream but i don't know were it fits in.
The chairs came from a stage i was leaning up with some people and some friends and we were stacking them up.
So i then asked if they wanted to sit on the beds, sit on the chairs or sit on the beds in my atick, which was my old bedroom.
Jake then shurrgily said we'll sit on the chairs.
My dream then started to fade and it all went white and i awoke. I then felt my balls as quickly as i could thinking i had cancer.
Ofcorse i don't, well in my opinuon(it still freaks me out).
I had this last night and have been scared not to think about sex or anything releated to it because it was so scarey and freaky.
Sorry about the epic novel about the dream i had but PLZ can some replie about it because it was really scarey at the beggenning and seemed strange all the way through.
PLZ some replie and put me out of my misurey and give me hope its not a warning about CANCER
