recurring dream - slightly disordered

this is a copy/paste of a dream i had this morning. I wrote it down as fast as I can so it's not completely in order and it's fragmented. be interested to see what you think.

gliding through massive school with bare feet. someone tells me i'm responsible for screwing them up when young. I said I wish people had been more honest about what i was like. I say i don't remember anything. Buying game cube in shop. Strange little man selling .And lady. On esatate. Lady vanishes. comes back. with owner. gives me contract. i put gamecube inbackpack.

somehow come to school. gl;iding down corridors with bare feat and lady teacher says so and so wants to see me in his study etc so i head on my way but i go through a room with people being taught and they are all in old fashioned clothes and i go damn it and double back. they have grain in their pockets. I float back along the corridor, floating past someone of importance but I am disguised and I make sure I appear confident and he doesnt recognise me. I am floating around a balistrade and down a set of ornate stairs when I hear the name of the women who spoke to me previously announced and so I double back, turn left and head down set of white marble stairs towards room.

the room is incredibly large, ornate and white. it has blood red carpets and gold working on the wall. I can hear peoplecoming down behind, some ceremony soon. I run for the likeliest spot to hide which isn't great cover at all. Soldiers come in after me and start lining up around the wall. Some short man in a gold half mask opposite ( quite far due to room) splays his body on an ornate gold star and seems to merge with it becoming hidden, while still being himself and being there.

It's vaguely clear right away that you go through life with a carefree playful childishness. But it also seems to do with the past and guilt.

The school is either the need to learn or your social life, depending on your age. The people in old fashion clothes represent old ways which repel you. The grain in their pockes are emotional nourishment.

The huge white room probably represents the truth. The blood red carpet I don't know, the gold is likely divine. The soldiers coming after you may mean you have hostile relations for reasons concerning the truth.

Overall it sounds like you are childish and carefree but not innocent.