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:? what could this possibly mean???
I look out my window and see this blue car outside of my house.
I am sitting on my couch and I hear someone walk in the front door.
I think it is my brother and I say his name.
I am wearing some kind of white cotton nightgown.
This dark haired very tall man walks in my living room.
He tries to attack me, I poke his eyes out with my fingers and grab his lower region,
I get him in my kitchen and look for knives.
I grab a bunch of knives, some of the are junk and most of them aren't very sharp.
I push him towards my garbage can and push a knife through his eye.
We fight and I continue to stab him.
I keep stabbing this man violently all over his body, I stab his eyes and through his chest.
Somehow we end up from the kitchen to the top of my steps upstairs.
At the top of my steps I half sever his head off.
His head is like hanging off his neck.
I run away to my neighbors house. She doesn’t want me to call the police.
I want to call my mother, my neighbor calls my parents for me.
I just keep thinking I want to see my parents.
My mother on the phone says she already heard what I did and now I start to feel guilty.
I look over at my house and the front door is ripped off, people are putting plywood on the
windows.
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In a word it's anger. You feel intruded upon, and violated. The eyes must represent either the watching of you or judgement. The knife is hate, and you are filled with anger with or without knowing it.
The fact that you defeat and kill this man suggests that you have no lack of self confidence. Not calling the police suggests you would make no apoligy for fighting back.
The front door being ripped off sounds like you are denied your self defense. The plywood being put over the windows suggests blocked outlook. Hope this helped.
