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Not being to this site in several months has had its negatives and its positives. For one thing, I've been in a lot less online internet forum arguments. That's a total positive, the negative side of it being that I haven't been writing down my super-weird dreams or telling anyone about them, and because of this I've mostly forgotten about them. But one I had last night (that was lucid) had me running back to the forums to see what people on here thought (as I got some very good interpretations last time I tried it).
So, that rant being out there and in the open, I guess I should give you the dream.
I was outside at night, the surroundings looked as if it were November or so, but I was wearing a t-shirt. For some reason I was in my grandparents driveway, right by the fence here the dog they used to have was. I was sitting on the ground playing an Xbox, some sort of violent game where the character I was was punching faceless dummies that were holding chainsaws. Just when I died, I stood up, a little frustrated because it seemed as if I'd be stuck at this part in the video game forever.
I then heard a noise, and from behind the TV stepped a bear...thing. It was like it had the body of a bear, but with a head like a squirrel/some other small rodentish animal, or marcupial(sp?) like an opossum. It had brown fur and hair texture like a bear, but was shorter than I am with a very fat body. The head had a snout like a bear, but the eyes were close together and the head had two pointy ears (once again, sort of like..a marcupial, if you know what I'm talking about.) It roared and I started running from it, towards the house. I made it to the house and opened the doorknob, trying to get in the house and slam the door. Unfortunately, the bear caught up behind me and got in the house, and I continued running. At this point I woke up.
TO give you some background:
I'm still mildly suicidal and just weighing the pro's and con's of suicide at this point. I've been writing a lot of music for my many, many musical projects. I'm unemployed and not going to school at this point, and might have to have a surgery (I've had several on my feet and may require another.)
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My best guess would be that the bear represents something in your life you want to get away from, "run away from", but you can't seem to break free.
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Hey,
you are playing the game in a place that you feel some what safe but on your own. You still have the safety or running inside. but the bear thing got in. the bear thing is YOU. you are getting stuck at that part of the game because you need to grow mentaly and spirtuly. the head of the bear thing represent that you have all the other stuff but your head needs to grow but from the inside. forget about suiciside it will not change the fact that you need to grow and change you will only take with you what you need to do. earth is a tough place but it is the best place to change and grow. suicide only makes it harder because you need the phyical plane to to grow. so grow into the powerful bear and tame it to be used for good for you and mankind the bear will be there to protect the week and to and lead others
i hope this helped
if you want check this out on understanding dreams http://www.dream-4-success.com/index.htm?hop=d12qp73
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My intuition tells me to pay close attention to the beginning. The Winter season means it's a hard time, but you're only wearing a T shirt meaning that you are not insulating yourself from the cold (perhaps people saying crap to you.) There are questions about how you got along with your grandparents and their dog, while the house is definitely a side of yourself.
The dream seems to be about anger, the video game is a violent one, and the bear is probably anger. But with the head of a possible squirrel it may also represent the elusive, the things you cannot catch or achieve.
It is then you run inside, a retreat into yourself, but the (anger?) gets in with you and you cannot escape it that easily.
If I'm accurate I guess what you really need in the dream is a jacket!
