Mortally Injuring A Bear And Feeling Pity For Him

This is a non-lucid dream I have had a long time ago, and the one I consider to be the most important to me.

I was walking in the woods where I live, and after a while a bear appeared. Naturally I felt threatened by him, and prepared to be attacked. I had an axe with me, and when the bear attacked me, I hit him several times in the chest and upper body, causing it to bleed alot. I myself did not get a scratch.

The bear fell into my arms, mortally injured and bloody all over his large body. He said a short phrase to me, and I was able to understand it. Now I started weeping, sad that the bear wouldn't be able to survive the injuries I had to inflict on him.

I woke up shortly after in this emotional dream, still weeping in my bed for a while, until I fell asleep again.

Please consider the following:

- How long ago did you have this dream..? How old were you..? How old are you now..?
- Since you first had this dream, do you feel that you have significantly changed as a person..?
- Do you feel that, at one point in time in your life, that you rid yourself of personality traits that you detested..? Did this process cause pain for those around you..? Were you violent in anyway..?

If these questions seem irrelevant, please say so as it helps me to help interpret the dream.

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About 5-6 years ago, when I was 12-13. I'm 18 now.

And there might be a change I have had due to the dream, altough I'm not sure, as the dream might have happened slightly later. When I was 8-13 I was aggressive, and I attacked people if they annoyed me even slightly, while I now am more cautious, and think about consequences that might occur.

I'm still however feeling a desire to act violent on many occasions, and I many times have violent dreams.

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Originally Posted by King

About 5-6 years ago, when I was 12-13. I'm 18 now.

And there might be a change I have had due to the dream, altough I'm not sure, as the dream might have happened slightly later. When I was 8-13 I was aggressive, and I attacked people if they annoyed me even slightly, while I now am more cautious, and think about consequences that might occur.

I'm still however feeling a desire to act violent on many occasions, and I many times have violent dreams.
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Whom do you feel the most aggressive to..? Do you ever have dreams of women..? If so, how are they like in your dream..?

Do you sleep on your stomach more often than otherwise..?

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Not any specific persons as of now, just people in general. And yes, I have dreams of women. Usually they are normal, but sometimes they are horny and I end up having sex with them.

And I usually sleep on the side or on the stomach. Only on rare occasions I lie on the back. I find it more comfortable, and I usually stare into a chair I have got, since I find it easier falling asleep with limited field of vision, and when no lights reach my eyes.