PLEASE interpret.

i'm hoping for a dream interpretation. i'm gonna write this in the second person cause it's easier for me.

i usually don't like posting my dreams, but this one was THE MOST VIVID dream i have ever had. and it made me felt almost traumatized when i awoke.

background: i was my current age in the dream, at the time 16, i'm seventeen now. my parents had been talking to me about a private arts school, and i didn't want to go. i never went. i use a select few drugs. and i am evan.

evan and his family had gone to find a new school for him. as they walked the area around them was hilly, and looked somewhat like the ireland you see in movies. they finally made it to the church/school, he noticed how odd it looked. it was skinny and relatively tall. probably ten stories. they entered and talked to the many adults about the school and finally the boy was sent to meet the other student. he entered the room that he was pointed at and was suprised to only find about 10 to 15 teens. he was under the impression that there were alot more students. the room was probably 25 x 25, and the students were relaxed and talking to one another as he came in. there were couches and chairs scattered throughout on which the students sat and conversed freely. it seemed to be an equal mixture of boys and girls all about his age. he sat down and they began to ask Evan about himself. they were all incredibly nice. As Evan conversed with them he found they all had similar interests to himself and was suprised to find the conversation turning towards subjects you wouldn't expect christian school students to talk about so freely. they asked him if he ever did any drugs and the subject quickly turned to experiences with different substances. finally it seemed they decided they trusted him enough to show him their little secret. one of the girls pulled a small tin out and told him to lay down on the ground with a pillow under his head. Evan had used a few drugs but nothing so intense you HAD to lay down for. he was somewhat apprehensive but seeing as they trusted him he decided it would be an insult not to trust them. he agreed to try it and layed down. the girl opened the tin and told him to stick out his tounge. he did as he was told and she sprinkled a small amount of powder onto his tounge. as soon as it touched he felt more altered than he had in his life, it was the most unimaginable feeling of highness and so intense all he could do was writhe on the ground. it only lasted what felt like 30 seconds but he couldn't be sure because time was the last thing on his mind as he lay there. they were all smiling and it seemed as if they considered him one of them now that he had par-taken in what seemed almost a right of passage. after that they decided to give him a tour of the building. he realized there were staircases everywhere.

[i don't remember much about the tour except the entire interior was dark stained wood. after this the dream changed dramatically. the second part wasn't as vivid as the first but i noticed my emotions were much stronger in this dream than they usually were. i don't remember near as much of the second part as i do the first. i realize the second part is ridiculously cheezey. blame my subconcious ]

he was married and on his honeymoon. the beach how they stayed in seemed very modern but very cozy. the honeymoon progressed as you would expect the first night but the next morning he woke and discovered his wife had already gotten up. he walked into the kitchen and found her cutting something. [i don't know what it was except it was food]. as he stood there he realized she was positively beautiful and was suprised. [uh... i don't really know what's up with me not knowing my wife was pretty until after i married her but anyway] she turned and embraced him and he was content but almost pissed himself when he heard his mother in laws voice say "well look who got out of bed!" he turned around and noticed the house was bustling with activity and his wife told him about how her family was staying with them. [after that all i remember is wondering if i had done the right thing by marrying her, then seeing her in one of the rooms, i don't know which and knowing i had absolutely done the right thing by marrying this woman]
end of dream.
more background: the really strange thing was how important this girl seemed to me. after i woke up i felt so strange and i thought about the dream [both parts] all day particularly the girl and how she didn't at all seem like your average DC. i remember that she seemed extremely smart for a DC. but i'm hesitant to say i found my dream guide because i haven't seen her since. to my knowledge the girl who gave me the drug in the school and the one i married weren't the same but they could've been and i just didn't remember. anyway i'm extremely sorry this is so long. if anyone ever reads this far that is.

Okay drugs reflect your feelings about the drugs so this psychedelic drug probably represented the frightening unknown. You meet this frightening unknown at school, which usually represents what you've learned about sociel environments, authority figures, etcetera. That notion of trust probably reflects your need to trust someone in order to experience the unknown. It could also reflect early notion of people or places or structures getting shattered when you come into contact with them.

So a wife can represent several things. It can represent your unconscious feelings about intimacy or sexuality, or insight into how the other gender works. Inlaws can represent your feelings about baggage the other side brings into the relationship with them.

your good... very good.