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Burned up
Sorcha
There's a lot of imagery here so I'll stick with a couple of themes for starters. You're right to note the contrast. Both the cuddly owl and the sinister raptor are aspects of you. You are harbouring hurt but you're repressing it with something nice and cuddly in its place.
Yes, you're right, I had hurt that night; I have every reason to believe that my current crush is not interested in me romantically, which is yet another letdown. However, I repress feelings of jealousy, et cetera, because I know that it only leads to hatred. And the person who I would be jealous of is my best friend. And I have no desire to feel hatred towards my best friend; so I feel only pain.
The owl represents wisdom and virtue (according to one dream dictionary) althoug it may mean something else to you. Running with the wisdom interpretation, the owl could be a sign that your wisdom is linked with this contrast of "soft yet hurt".
That is possible. I have often considered myself to be "wiser" than the average teen; my actions are often carefully thought out and I do what I can to be "upright" according to my beliefs. Even in a private Christian school there is a great deal of drama, etc, and I considered myself above that. The owl, being my pet, could represent my cherished wisdom, and how what I thought I had turned against me in this situation. I am reminded of a Bible verse (mind if I quote?): Do you see a man wise in his own eyes? There is more hope for a fool than for him. Proverbs 26:12, NIV. I should have heeded this sooner.
I don't know about blood biology but from what you say, red blood cells in owls will have nucleii. Don't know if that's relevant. But the transfusion seems to be relevant. Blood represents life and also passion. What does it conjour up for you? Because that's what you need to transfuse to get better.
This certainly fits with the theme I am seeing; often I feel that there are NO guys romantically interested in me... (and I don't always use big words, only when writing). Often all I want is to feel loved.
I think there's much more in this dream but maybe these ideas will trigger some thoughts for you or maybe others can offer thoughts?
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