berserk? oO

[Cloud Strife]

Greetings, I had a strange dream 2 nights ago in which I went berserk (animal-like) I didn't feel good in the dream (also in reality), and family kept asking what was wrong. So I pulled back and tryed to get away from them in what represented my room, but people kept asking! So suddenly I snapped and went berserk, I looked human but behaved like a wild beast completely berserk. Like an overly aggresive werewolf would jump around I jumped from tree to tree, thick branch to branch, trying to get away from these people with their personal questions about 'what's going on?'. In reality I have way too much control over my emotions, so much that Í don't have control but the control imprisoned/controls me. So no way I would lose composure in front of anyone, I practicly don't even know myself (my past) edit: Ofcourse I do very much hope that in reality I will finally lose all control and just completely break down and possibly remember things that might have happened... So that finally I can work on it and have some rest..