Death Was A Cover Up

**theunseen** · 11-06-2007 12:26 PM

Well the background info first, my boyfriend, John, passed away four months ago. I don't think I have to explain the emotions that brings.

I've only had two dreams about him, the first I barley remember, but it wasnt quite as... depressing.

Kaye, so. I was walking through my old neighboorhood with one of my good friends, and we were talking about John. My friend was his best friend, and has had many dreams about John. He was asking me alot of questions about him, and how I was handling things, and even though I was crying, he kept smiling. (He had papers in his back pockets... totally irrelevant, but I remember that) I don't remember most of the conversation, but when we were close to my old house, he asked me "What would you do if John was still alive", and I just kind of stared at him for a minute, until he pointed to my house. When I realized what he was implying I ran to the house and threw open the front door and John was standing there. I expected him to be as happy to see me, as I was to see him, but he wasnt. He hugged me, but he just.. he didn't seem happy. I don't remember much else, except sitting at a table with John, and two other friends, and through out the whole dream, John wouldnt talk to me, but he would talk to the other two.
I remember my friend saying something about his death being a cover up, and that no one else could know that he was alive.

**Burned up** · 11-06-2007 06:18 PM

A number of possible meanings here. My belief is that we only dream of ourselves, however parts of ourselves may manifest as different characters in our dream.

So when you dream of John you're dreaming of a part of yourself that you are looking for to be happy and whole again. More than looking for, in fact. Yearning would be a better word. When you see that part of you, it was ignoring you and you were unhappy. This suggests to me that you're looking for the wrong thing. What (or who) you're looking for will only being frustration and despair and your expectations and hopes will not be met.

On the other hand, you have a dream companion (the friend) who knows about these things. It's him you need to follow. Think how you felt about being with him in your dream and how "he" may help you guide your waking life.

**theunseen** · 11-07-2007 01:50 AM

Wow... well that certainly seems possible. More than possible really... I'm not sad that he's gone, I'm happy for him, because he's happy. But... it still left me with, well not alot.

And yearning.. well I'm yearing to be back with my friend, the one who was in the dream, and my other friends. I moved from that town a few months ago.

Thank you, that definatly gives me something to think about. Maybe even reconsider a few things.. many things, have been telling me that this move back is going to be a bad idea, I guess even my subconcious.

Thanks again.

**Moonbeam** · 11-07-2007 04:11 AM

Burned up, you're really good at that. You should be the official DV dream interpreter.

**Burned up** · 11-07-2007 05:15 PM

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

Burned up, you're really good at that. You should be the official DV dream interpreter.

Thanks for the vote of confidence Moonbeam. To be fair, there are some dreams that speak with louder messages to me than others.

**Burned up** · 11-07-2007 05:19 PM

Originally Posted by theunseen

Wow... well that certainly seems possible. More than possible really... I'm not sad that he's gone, I'm happy for him, because he's happy. But... it still left me with, well not alot.

And yearning.. well I'm yearing to be back with my friend, the one who was in the dream, and my other friends. I moved from that town a few months ago.

Thank you, that definatly gives me something to think about. Maybe even reconsider a few things.. many things, have been telling me that this move back is going to be a bad idea, I guess even my subconcious.

Thanks again.

No problem Ms Unseen. Don't expect anything in particular from your friend, by the way. The dream is telling you that you have an "internal friend" who can be your companion on your journey through this part of your life. Sometimes it can be as simple as imagining that the friend is there and asking him what to do. It sounds cheesy but it can work if you can find those subtle feelings you had in your dream.

I have this little girl who helps me sometimes!

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