dreams about girl

Hi. I have been having many dreams lately, but let me introduce myself first.

im a 16 year old highschool student who is out of place. when i say this, i mean that i feel more like 26 than i do 16, and i am more mature than most of my peers. i am also clinically depressed, and have had suicidal feelings in the past. I have been liking a girl for over a year know, and though she knows it she seems to care but she wants to stay single.

now over the last 3 or 4 months i have had lucid dreams centered around her/with her in them.
they all end with one of two outcomes:
1. we end up together
2. i die

however, the manner of death is usually one that makes her feel guilty for being immature, as an example i get gunned down and she feels guilty that she did not treat me right (stupid random example).

please, let me know what you think/give me some info about this. i am very interested in your replies.

nothing?

Thinking of dreams in the sense that they are wish-fulfillments (and that dreams always illustrate emtions in dramatic and extreme fashions) these dreams may be easy to interpret.

Quite simply, like you said, you really like the girl. Thinking as the dream as a manifestation of ful-filled fantasies then, it can be interpreted that you wish to be with her, or, hope that she would feel terrible for not choosing to be with you; that you'd hope she would feel guilty for saying "no" to you, essentially.

Although, you did not give many details. Is there more? What kind of answers are you looking for? Sorry, it just seems nearly redundant.

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hmm, thanks

its not really that i want her to feel guilty, she just ends up that way (this doesnt reflect my feelings outside of the dream).


but my question i why do i have those same two dreams and only those two dreams this entire time?

well its something that must be on your mind alot...also, you do realize that you may not wish her to feel guilty on an entirely concious level...or possibly you may not want to admit it to yourself (im not jumping to conclusions...just giving an opinion of what may or may not be true)