This dream was very emotional for me:
I have recently been having a lot of troubles with depression and pent up anger leading to actual physical pain from the stress... the night before last I was in a very strange dream:
I was in a car which wasn't moving, it was black outside the vehicle, absolutely nothing was outside, but I wasn't afraid or anything like that. I was sitting in the passenger's seat having a conversation with the driver, the DC was asking very probing questions about my anguish which led me into a discussion about my mother, my friends, my current situation in life, and my past... as I was speaking to this person I felt a massive surge of sadness and started to cry (weep uncontrollably, actually) for no reason other than I had to let it out, I cried for what seemed like hours and talked about anything I felt sad or angry about while doing so.
There was very little response from the driver once I actually started bauling and it didn't matter, I just kept talking... the driver was faceless, I don't think I even looked over at him/her and the dream ended before I was even finished talking.
What does this mean? I haven't been able to cry in real life in a long time, even when I felt like crying I physically can't, it's all bottled up.
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