Pr0n Dream

I was checking my website. For some strange reason, the layout and the content was all mixed up. Some were deleted and some were replaced. As if somebody hacked/censored my website.

And then next scene, I was lying down in a bed and I was watching this porn that sorta looked like a comics on a big TV screen. It was a BDSM lesbian kind of thing. I remember seeing one girl across the lap of another girl and she was getting spanked with a whip.

Then my mom suddenly reprimanded me. I didn’t see her. She was sitting in the floor in front of my bed and wasn’t visible.

I got mad after she reprimanded me. I argued with her. I told her about how porn is a natural thing and how I need to have sexual gratification. That she can shove her stupid outdated religious beliefs up her ass. Something like that. I had a strict Catholic upbringing from childhood to around age 16. Then I later rebelled against it by becoming an atheist. Then from atheism, I’m now more into a combined Christian and “New Age Spirituality” kind of belief system.

Next scene, I was a kid again in my old room in my old house in the Philippines.

I opened my cabinet and I was trying desperately to hide all the stacks of porn I had.

Just in time, my mom popped in, to catch me tidying up the room. Putting my toys back in the boxes. She was happy about it that I’m tidying up my room.

I looked a few things up on www.dreammoods.com for you:

Pornography
To dream that you are watching pornography, indicates your issues with intimacy, power, control, and effectiveness. You may be having concerns about your won sexual performance. Alternatively, you may be afraid in exposing some aspect of yourself.

Childhood
To dream of your childhood, indicates your wish to return to a life where you had little responsibility and worries. It also represents innocence. Alternatively, it suggests that certain aspects of your childhood has not yet been integrated into your adult personality. Or on the other hand, some childhood anxiety has yet to be resolved in your adult life.

Mother
To see your mother in your dream, represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. Some people may have problems freeing themselves from their mothers and are thus seeking their own individuality and development. To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that still need to be worked out with your mother. To hear your mother call you in our dream, signifies that you have been negligent in your duties and responsibilities. You are pursuing down the wrong path. To hear your mother cry in your dream, denotes some illness or affliction.

Secret
To dream that you or someone has a secret, represents hidden power. It suggests that something needs to emerge from your unconscious.