I had just about the worst dream I've had in awhile..first off I slept horribly and I kept waking up...because the dream wouldn't end. I would wake myself up hoping it would stop but I was unlucky....so...Everyone I know was dying..I was extremely depressed because all of my close loved ones had died already and I knew I was about to die too, but then I kept getting this overwhelming voice (oddly it was Bill Kaulitz's voice from tokio hotel that I was hearing Oo) "what if you aren't going to die and it's just all in your head" of course I dismissed the thought saying it was silly because I just knew I was going to die. I was writing letters about my life in fear that I might end up forgotten..then his voice came back "You aren't going to die, but I know you want to" I thought of it being absurd almost to the point of being ludicrous, but then I began to think about it..all of my family is gone, my friends are dread, and now I'm a miserable wreck...I did want to die, but at the same time I didn't I wanted to hang on to life and try to make the best of it...everything went black, then out of no where some old voodoo lady showed up and was casting spells against me...it was absolutely horrible because it physically hurt me (I don't tend to feel physical pain while dreaming) . AND. along with her were a few (about 10 or so) weird skeletons..some were just skulls and they were also cursing me. I could see what they were saying though, a long strand of symbols that were in some odd language. I have no clue what it would be. Each "person"'s curse(s) was glowing a different color; orange, blue, pink, green, red...and the voodoo lady's curses were glowing purple...she told me if I didn't do what she wanted me to do then she was going to kill me, in which at this point I didn't care whether I lived or died, then I could hear Bill's voice again screaming at me to wake up...
when I did I was dripping with sweat and I have a big black bruise on the back of my leg which surprisingly doesn't hurt at all....although I wouldn't know if that had anything to do with my dream...but some thoughts would really help me out right about now =D
