this dream's been bothering me. help?

a couple months ago my cousin died. previous to that i didnt see him for a year because he lived somewhere across the country but we were pretty close. so the dream is...

i was at my aunt's house standing in the doorway and my uncle said some people were gonna drop off my cousin's trailer. i look out the door and there were all these people. in the middle of the group i saw my cousin standing there. he was smiling and he looked how he always looked. i screamed "no" because he was supposed to be dead. i ran out of the house and started running down the block and my cousin chased after me but now he was wearing a hospital gown with red dots. he fell on their lawn. i cried and yelled "i hear voices. i can't see things too." and that was when i woke up.

To me there does not seem to be much more to the dream than you miss your cousin, and are not yet quite over his death, since he's alive to you, not to mention that your memory of him contorts into an image of death (bloody hospital gown).

My condolences by the way :(