sad all at the same time? what did it mean?

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07-01-2008, 06:57 AM
BuuumbleBee_

Cute/creepy/sad all at the same time? what did it mean?

First a little about myself, I'm 16 and a gigantic f*ck up with no motivation or social skills (I talk about weird things, I say things that I shouldn't say out loud). I had a rough start at life and I'm pretty emotionally weak. I'm trying to change.

It all started with me watching tv in my room then I heard a knock at my door and this adorable little girl was there, but she was dead. She needed me to help her with something (I don't remember what) so I did.I just needed to finish working on something for my myspace; while I was working on it she told me her name and I thought it was beautiful(I don't remember what the name was )= ) eventually she got tired of me being on the computer and vanished. So, I went back up to my room. I started thinking about how much I loved her name and decided to track her down because I forgot what it was. I was looking all over my house(which looked nothing like my house) and she was standing in the shower just letting the water hit her with her clothes on, she was getting ready for her own funeral. When I saw her I asked for her name and she told me again and she also told me it meant “still beautiful”. Then she started talking about how much she wanted to grow up and live her life. I started screaming " but you're not dead, you still can!" The next thing I knew she was in my arms crying. When I woke up I felt SO sad, I still do. )= I’ve been feeling weird because of it all day.

Throughout the dream I felt like I had this huge connection with her and could feel exactly what she was feeling
07-01-2008, 10:51 AM
Hayden

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Originally Posted by BuuumbleBee_

First a little about myself, I'm 16 and a gigantic f*ck up with no motivation or social skills. I had a rough start at life and I'm pretty emotionally weak. I'm trying to change.

It all started with me watching tv in my room then I heard a knock at my door and this adorable little girl was there, but she was dead. She needed me to help her with something (I don't remember what) so I did.I just needed to finish working on something for my myspace; while I was working on it she told me her name and I thought it was beautiful(I don't remember what the name was )= ) eventually she got tired of me being on the computer and vanished. So, I went back up to my room. I started thinking about how much I loved her name and decided to track her down because I forgot what it was. I was looking all over my house(which looked nothing like my house) and she was standing in the shower just letting the water hit her with her clothes on, she was getting ready for her own funeral. When I saw her I asked for her name and she told me again and she also told me it meant “still beautiful”. Then she started talking about how much she wanted to grow up and live her life. I started screaming "you're not dead!" The next thing I knew she was in my arms crying. When I woke up I felt SO sad, I still do. )= I’ve been feeling weird because of it all day.

Throughout the dream I felt like I had this huge connection with her and could feel exactly what she was feeling

The little girl in the dream is you, you. For whatever reason the girls death is representing something you've lost or are about to lose. This something is "beautiful" but you don't remember it just like you didn't remember her name.

What and why is for you to figure out.

I would classify this as an epic dream.
07-01-2008, 01:08 PM
BuuumbleBee_

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Originally Posted by Hayden

The little girl in the dream is you, you. For whatever reason the girls death is representing something you've lost or are about to lose. This something is "beautiful" but you don't remember it just like you didn't remember her name.

What and why is for you to figure out.

I would classify this as an epic dream.

That's pretty interesting.
07-02-2008, 04:04 AM
Swibbles

I'm myself no expert but I'd say the girl represents your innocence, given thats basically the defining trait of childhood.

You say that you have no social skills, so in that sense you're not mature yet, though it is implied that because of your age you should already be mature. This I think is why you try to remind the girl that shes not dead- you're reminding yourself that you still have some growing up to do.

This is basically what I got out of it, I don't know what your fascination with her name means, except that it further supports my theory that this is you in the sense that people are very egocentric and we want to love ourselves usually, so it shows some sort of self centered focus. Not that thats a bad thing :D
07-02-2008, 09:58 PM
BuuumbleBee_

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Originally Posted by Swibbles

I'm myself no expert but I'd say the girl represents your innocence, given thats basically the defining trait of childhood.

You say that you have no social skills, so in that sense you're not mature yet, though it is implied that because of your age you should already be mature. This I think is why you try to remind the girl that shes not dead- you're reminding yourself that you still have some growing up to do.

This is basically what I got out of it, I don't know what your fascination with her name means, except that it further supports my theory that this is you in the sense that people are very egocentric and we want to love ourselves usually, so it shows some sort of self centered focus. Not that thats a bad thing :D

Thank you, that makes a lot of sense. :)