suicide dream really bothered me!

Ok posted some of this in the newbie thread but have been told to post here. I dreamt last night and it really bothered me. More detail as i read the suggestion at the beginning.

Im walking down the road talking to the man i have been seeing on my mobile, its late and dark and although im not saying it we both know im going to commit suicide. Im pregnant in my dream but for some reason we cant have the baby and I was saying sorry to him because i wanted to keep the baby and the only way i could was to commit suicide, my logic was to go with it. and he was talking to me but the line wasnt great and i could see him in my dream and he was crying and he said love you but i didnt catch it the first time remember thinking that i had misheard him. He was so upset and i was shocked at him saying love you and being so upset. I dont remember anything else just feeling like my heart was going to break for what i was doing to him and me.

This dream shocked me and upset me in reality the guy is restrained and hard to figure and im not suicidal in the slightest. Help anyone ??? would love to make sense of this dream x

I'm not really sure what it could mean...My sister often dreams of commiting suicide or seeing someone else commiting suicide, but isn't suicidal.

I'd see it as maybe you've forgotten or neglected a talent or an aspect of yourself in waking life. Or perhaps you're just scared of losing your significant other for various reasons?

Death signifies change.

Death of yourself can mean that you are leaving some part of you behind and are ready to grow either spiritually or maybe financially or maybe in a relationship. Death in a dream is usually a positive sign.

Pregnancy also signfies growth.

The thought of commiting suicide while talkiing with your boyfriend may mean that you are ready to let go of that relationship.

The fact that your boyfriend is more expressive in the dream than he is in real life, either signifies that he has picked up on your desire for him to be more open and he is ready to make that change, or it is confirmation that he cannot give you what you want.

Growth and transformation is what it means to you. This dream may be an indicator that your relationship and your life are about to soar to new heights, or it may mean that you will soar to new heights, leaving the relationship behind.

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A word on the fact that you didn't quite hear him telling you that he loves you. Learn to be aware of the non-verbal cues that he shows you. He may be showing you that he loves you in different ways, but you do not hear them because they do not come to you in the ways you want to see or hear them.

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Either way you have lots of anxiety. Change is never comfortable, but it is worth it!

Really odd dream, but it's probably not bad. Suicide often means your cutting off something that was apart of yourself. I've heard of some smokers quiting smoking who dreamed of suicide.

What it seems to me is that something big may be growing in your relationship or life. for instance It could possibly be taking your relationship to a higher level then before. But to do this there is some part of yourself keeping it from happening.
So the metaphor stands.
In order to let this thing out that is growing in you, you opt to kill this part of yourself that is blocking it.

Interpret it how you like but that's the best I can see it, maybe your dreams are telling you that if you want this thing to happen you must stop doing something that's become apart of you. Or maybe it's reflecting that your in the process of cutting this off right now.

Hope my interpretation was enlightening
take care