Could just be having a nervous breakdown - you said yourself that things aren't going very well for you in life.
One time a friend of mine was under so much stress that he just sort of snapped. For an entire day, he was scarily jolly, walking with a bounce in his step and just seemed deliriously happy for no apparent reason at all. He was literally...and I mean literally...bouncing off the walls. I interrogated him about what could be happening in his life to make him so happy - his replies were something to the effect of "things couldn't be going any worse" and "I've never felt less religious in my entire life", and yet he was totally enraptured. I was pretty spooked, to tell the truth.
And of course, he was back to normal the next day. This suggests to me that there comes a point that when the stress is too much, the body and mind will try to relieve the stress with random outbursts of laughter and feelings of elation and such.
I suggest you take a breather, so to speak, to assess what's going on in your life in order to better cope with it.
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