I am married (11yrs) age 36 female.
For about 10 yrs I have been dreaming about my ex boyfriend. The dreams have continuously progressed throughout the years and it is that, that concerns me.
For the first few years the dreams were in sunny daylight and we were spending the day together as a couple (happy) but there was always a niggle in the back of my mind that I'd forgotten something. At some point I would then remember that I was married. I would be devastated, tell my ex and that would be it. The dreams then progressed to where I would remember I was married, feel the same devastation but decide to not tell him straight away, just have one more day with him and then I would tell him.
These dreams continued for a few years but then progressed to where I would be with him as before but now I was actually going to marry him (sometimes we would even have a house picked out!) but when I got to the end of the aisle it would be my husband waiting for me and I would be relieved because now I had nothing to feel guilty about as being with my husband would be the right thing to do..
I then dreamt that my ex died in a crash (just a one off dream) at which point the dreams progressed to;
where I'm actually married to my ex and we have two children. At this point the dreams are always in the dark. We live in this little house by a harbour and swim in the dark water. I am close to his parents in the dreams and although our house is run down I feel very happy and content and feel like this is where I belong, my husband did not feature in these dreams at all.
Now the dreams have reached a stage where my husband and I decide to get divorced. I am so relieved, finally it is over and my ex and I can be together. The break up seems amicable and my husband moves out into the flat my own father (in real life) moved into when he left my mother when I was a child. My husband throws a party and I go and my ex is there and my husband because a little possessive about me (which I'm annoyed about in case he blows my chances with my ex) and I begin to think that there is a possibility that I was never really married to my husband all this time. My ex looks especially beautiful in this latest dream and like the previous one it is all in the dark. The other odd thing is that over the ten years my ex has actually aged in my dreams too!
In real life:
My husband and I are happily married with two children. The intensity of the dreams and the way they keep progressing is beginning to bother me, I have not seen my ex in years but because of the dreams I feel like it is only yesterday.
Can anyone PLEASE shed some light on this 10 year saga before I go potty!! Even maybe explain how a dream can be like a saga progressing all the time. Thanks
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