I had a strange dream like this too. I can't remember most of it. but of what i can remember, i hope you guys can help me with.
it wasn't a lucid dream, just a regular dream i guess and i was watching a medical program beforehand about a guy who was on life support after falling off something(he made a full recovery)
so in this dream, i was in a fairly public place ( i think) and EITHER: someone was getting on my nerves, being annoying and talking constantly, and i slit their throat in cold blood without a seconds thought. it almost felt really self righteous, like it was justifiable. the police came for me and i evaded them for a bit. and then gave myself up willingly. almost like i was proud of what i did and even though i knew i would be put to death (in this dream apparently capital punishment still exists:S) i was ready for it.
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again, i was in a fairly public place, and someone I knew was on life support but somehow still semi conscious. like they could see me and hear me, but couldn't talk or move. and i turned off the machine and watched as they quietly died. again, it felt pretty self righteous, but more like the person wanted to die and i was helping them. again, i then evaded the police for a while but then gave myself up, feeling proud as in the other version of the dream. i was then put to death too.
the weirdest thing is, I would totally never think of killing someone whether they wanted me to or not. its soooo unlike me. but what scared me the most was how i felt guilty, but not very guilty at all compared to how proud and self righteous i felt in both cases. almost like they needed to die.... it was also really strange how i seemed to have an emotional connection with both of the people i killed. i loved them.... even the first guy who i pretty much mercilessly killed :S
personally i think i dreamt both of these one after the other, in the same night, as i am prone to many dreams due to depression. i usually pay no attention to my dreams as i get lots and lots of weirder dreams. like honest, you need a interpreter to figure out most of my dreams haha.
any help would be appreciated!
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