Two...rather confusing dreams

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08-23-2009, 01:43 AM
thetasteofink

Two...rather confusing dreams

Hey all, first post after newbie thread wahayyy.

There are two dreams that I've had recently, that have both bothered me. I know the only person who can truely interprate my dreams are myself so I'll try and add any additional detail away from the dream that I think may relate.

Any help would be really appreciated

Dream One
I was running down the beach, down the center of it, not towards the sea but almost along side it, on the sand, in the center. I was running away from my mum and dad who were both behind me. They were walking slowly next to each other, not talking, not touching. I was holding a kite, high above me. It was bright yellow, the best way to describe it, is that it was shaped almost like a pig. It's face was bright pink and smiling, but it wasnt a pigs face, it looked like it was laughing. There was no sun but it wasnt night, it was overcast and had lots of blues and greys. My brother who is both my mum and dads child and my half sister who is my mothers wern't there also my dads wife wasnt there either. I wasnt laughing, smiling or feeling any emotion, I was just running. There wasnt an end to the beach and I kept looking at the kite. The ocean wasnt calm but it wasnt really wavy and crashing madly either, it was some cross between the two.

My mum and dad split on chiristmas day when I was 12 -Im currently 18- I lived with my dad from when I had just turned 13 in the February of 2004 until about August of '07 when I left his home to live with my mum and go to college. I lived with him briefly when I was 17 for the summer but then left again. My sister was born when I was 15, but I didnt see her for the first year of her life. I had no contact with my mum during the majority of my teenage years. There is alot of conflict in my family, if you put my mum and dad in the same room it'd be a question of who would kill who first. They cant have a proper conversation together, my dad was also fairly abusive to me while I was growing up. I dont live near the sea, I definatly dont own a kite...I dont think I ever have.

Dream Two I had this one last night

I was dating a guy who lives about our hours from me, Im in love with him. We're not dating as I write this. But in the dream we were together, I think we were a few years older than we currently are -eighteen- I dreamt that I found out I was pregnant. Though I didnt take a pregnancy test or go to the doctors, Im not sure how far into the "pregnancy" I was but it was too late for an abortion. I told Sean that I was pregnant and he told me that it wasnt his, he accused me of cheeting on him. I assured him I'd never cheeted on him and the child was definatly his, but he didnt want to know. He went home to Liverpool. I didn't dream the birth of the child, I only had a bump breifly and it wasnt a big one, it didnt appear like I was full term. I wasnt in the hospital, I was in a room similar to mine only with alot more bright pink, and the baby was in a sort of crib next to me, I picked it up and caught the train to Liverpool. I went to his house and knocked the door but his friend opened it and I saw Sean in the background kissing another girl. His friend told me that he didnt want to know me and the baby wasnt his. Even though looking at the child it was obviously his. The baby was a boy. When I got home I didnt want to look at the baby, or hold it or anything. I just wanted Sean, I didnt even name the child. I just stayed in the pink room and my mum cared for it. The baby must've been about two months old and there was a knock on my door, I opened it and saw Sean there. He apologised for the way he'd been, told me he loved me and that he'd acted that way because he'd been afraid of becomming a dad. He then asked me to marry him, I said yes and then he kissed me. He also named the baby Jonathan, it also looked exactly like sean and had REALLY blue eyes, just like his are

I've been friends with Sean almost a year and a half I'd say. I've liked him a good 70% of that time. Last November we fell out, I dont remember why. I'd been so annoyed I blocked him, deleted him, erased his number, got rid of his messages, everything. I didnt want to know him anymore because he'd been so hurtful to me. About three months later I had a missed call on my home phone, there was a message. When I heard his accent my heart lept out of my body, he'd asked me to get in touch with him. Which I did immediatly. He didnt stop apologising for his actions, he told me he'd really missed me and he'd lost such a good friend. He'd regretted what he'd done. He said he'd been thinking of calling me and saying sorry for a while and then -not to sound like a pervert as he put it- he'd dreamt about me. He told me he'd had a dream I'd gone to Liverpool again to see him, that we hung out all day and he kissed me in the trainstation. That had prompted him to call. He tells me all the time that he really likes me, sometimes he tells me he loves me. He told me the other day he dreams about me alot when I asked him what the dreams are about he went...er...kissing you again and seeing you again...as if he was holding back on something he didnt want to say. He's had a few serious girlfriends in the past that have cheeted. Which I think is why he accused me of that in the dream, I also thought maybe the being afraid to be a father thing may have came from the fact he hasnt seen his dad since he was about two years old :( he has a step-dad but he hates him. I cant thin of anything else to add to that, I'd proberbly have understood it if it wasnt for the child.

Ask if anyone needs more information?

Oh and I cant find the spellcheck button so I greatly apologise for any mistakes.

Isabel
xoxo
09-02-2009, 09:20 AM
Baron Samedi

Quote:

Originally Posted by thetasteofink

Hey all, first post after newbie thread wahayyy.

There are two dreams that I've had recently, that have both bothered me. I know the only person who can truely interprate my dreams are myself so I'll try and add any additional detail away from the dream that I think may relate.

Any help would be really appreciated

Dream One
I was running down the beach, down the center of it, not towards the sea but almost along side it, on the sand, in the center. I was running away from my mum and dad who were both behind me. They were walking slowly next to each other, not talking, not touching. I was holding a kite, high above me. It was bright yellow, the best way to describe it, is that it was shaped almost like a pig. It's face was bright pink and smiling, but it wasnt a pigs face, it looked like it was laughing. There was no sun but it wasnt night, it was overcast and had lots of blues and greys. My brother who is both my mum and dads child and my half sister who is my mothers wern't there also my dads wife wasnt there either. I wasnt laughing, smiling or feeling any emotion, I was just running. There wasnt an end to the beach and I kept looking at the kite. The ocean wasnt calm but it wasnt really wavy and crashing madly either, it was some cross between the two.

My mum and dad split on chiristmas day when I was 12 -Im currently 18- I lived with my dad from when I had just turned 13 in the February of 2004 until about August of '07 when I left his home to live with my mum and go to college. I lived with him briefly when I was 17 for the summer but then left again. My sister was born when I was 15, but I didnt see her for the first year of her life. I had no contact with my mum during the majority of my teenage years. There is alot of conflict in my family, if you put my mum and dad in the same room it'd be a question of who would kill who first. They cant have a proper conversation together, my dad was also fairly abusive to me while I was growing up. I dont live near the sea, I definatly dont own a kite...I dont think I ever have.

xoxo

Well, it looks like you would like your parents to at least be able to walk down a beach together without killing each other. I get a sense of general confusion about family relationships, and maybe you wish yours was a simple nuclear family. The kite is symbolic of your happiness. I get the feeling of silliness and simple innocence. You are unemotionally running down the beach, growing up, and becoming independent of your parents on into infinity. Life is beautiful, but sad. The beauty is the beach, the sky, and the ocean, but the gray skies show you feel a general sadness over your life. The seas is your depth of being, and the storminess, is chaos you feel in life, but you know you can handle it.

You can have that happiness whenever you want. Visualize the dream. Think about the whole thing. Think about the sounds, the way the wind and sand feels, and the smell of the sea. Now, reel the kite in. What does it look like now? How does do you feel? It's yours, and you own it.
09-02-2009, 09:34 AM
Baron Samedi

Quote:

Originally Posted by thetasteofink

Hey all, first post after newbie thread wahayyy.

Dream Two I had this one last night

I was dating a guy who lives about our hours from me, Im in love with him. We're not dating as I write this. But in the dream we were together, I think we were a few years older than we currently are -eighteen- I dreamt that I found out I was pregnant. Though I didnt take a pregnancy test or go to the doctors, Im not sure how far into the "pregnancy" I was but it was too late for an abortion. I told Sean that I was pregnant and he told me that it wasnt his, he accused me of cheeting on him. I assured him I'd never cheeted on him and the child was definatly his, but he didnt want to know. He went home to Liverpool. I didn't dream the birth of the child, I only had a bump breifly and it wasnt a big one, it didnt appear like I was full term. I wasnt in the hospital, I was in a room similar to mine only with alot more bright pink, and the baby was in a sort of crib next to me, I picked it up and caught the train to Liverpool. I went to his house and knocked the door but his friend opened it and I saw Sean in the background kissing another girl. His friend told me that he didnt want to know me and the baby wasnt his. Even though looking at the child it was obviously his. The baby was a boy. When I got home I didnt want to look at the baby, or hold it or anything. I just wanted Sean, I didnt even name the child. I just stayed in the pink room and my mum cared for it. The baby must've been about two months old and there was a knock on my door, I opened it and saw Sean there. He apologised for the way he'd been, told me he loved me and that he'd acted that way because he'd been afraid of becomming a dad. He then asked me to marry him, I said yes and then he kissed me. He also named the baby Jonathan, it also looked exactly like sean and had REALLY blue eyes, just like his are

I've been friends with Sean almost a year and a half I'd say. I've liked him a good 70% of that time. Last November we fell out, I dont remember why. I'd been so annoyed I blocked him, deleted him, erased his number, got rid of his messages, everything. I didnt want to know him anymore because he'd been so hurtful to me. About three months later I had a missed call on my home phone, there was a message. When I heard his accent my heart lept out of my body, he'd asked me to get in touch with him. Which I did immediatly. He didnt stop apologising for his actions, he told me he'd really missed me and he'd lost such a good friend. He'd regretted what he'd done. He said he'd been thinking of calling me and saying sorry for a while and then -not to sound like a pervert as he put it- he'd dreamt about me. He told me he'd had a dream I'd gone to Liverpool again to see him, that we hung out all day and he kissed me in the trainstation. That had prompted him to call. He tells me all the time that he really likes me, sometimes he tells me he loves me. He told me the other day he dreams about me alot when I asked him what the dreams are about he went...er...kissing you again and seeing you again...as if he was holding back on something he didnt want to say. He's had a few serious girlfriends in the past that have cheeted. Which I think is why he accused me of that in the dream, I also thought maybe the being afraid to be a father thing may have came from the fact he hasnt seen his dad since he was about two years old :( he has a step-dad but he hates him. I cant thin of anything else to add to that, I'd proberbly have understood it if it wasnt for the child.

Ask if anyone needs more information?

Oh and I cant find the spellcheck button so I greatly apologise for any mistakes.

Isabel
xoxo

You saw into the future, but by you viewing it makes it alterable. Therefore, it's really only a possible future. You are being warned. You need to discuss possible pregnancy with everyone you sleep with. Maybe you need more effective contraception, or to actually use it. If you have a baby, you must love it, and take care of it, not pine after your ex-boyfriend. I am not saying you would do this, but your subconscious is saying you could do that. It looks like you two want to be together again. If you choose to do that, you must remember why you broke up. You say you don't remember, but you do. You must accept that pain he dealt to you in the past as pain he may deal to you in the future.