I had a dream about my uncle...
My uncle died when I was five. (I'm eighteen). My mother told me that he had died of a broken heart, because his mother (my Nana) had died a few weeks ago. It wasn't until I was thirteen and we were doing family trees in Spanish class and a boy was teasing me for not knowing how he died, that I brought it up again. She told me that he had died of a heroin overdose. We don't know whether it was intentional or not, and Mom never talks about it.
A few months ago, I overheard my brother ask my cousin how he died, but she told him to ask Mom. He didn't; we never talk about my uncle.
Yesterday, my friend told me that she had tried pot. She seemed like she might be thinking of other drugs, so I told her that story to convince her not to.
Last night I had a dream that I was on the phone with my uncle. He told me he had gotten a part in a play that was showing on Broadway. (In real life, he wasn't an actor). He was really excited about it, and I was happy for him. I told him we'd go.
But when I got off the phone and ran upstairs to tell my mom, she said that she was too busy and she couldn't go. She didn't want me to go all the way to New York by myself, so she told me to call my uncle back and tell him we weren't going after all. We fought about it for a while; I was frustrated that she wouldn't listen to me. But I begged and whined and told her that she hadn't ever taken me to New York (they grew up there), and finally she agreed (reluctantly) to go.
We took a train to a nearby city to catch a plane there, and we got straight off the plane in New York and onto a taxi that was supposed to take us to Broadway. We didn't even pack anything, we were in such a rush.
But the taxi was driving around these roads we got lost on once in Mexico. (That time, in real life, my dad and brother were with us, and my Mom was yelling in my ear while I was trying to listen to the gas station attendant because I was the only one who spoke Spanish). I tried to tell the driver where we were going, but there wasn't a driver there. The car was driving itself, and it wasn't taking any direction. I think that if I had jumped into the driver's seat, I could have gotten control, but I didn't know where my uncle was.
That almost reminds me of a time a few months ago, when I got sentimental and wanted to go see the graves of Nana and my uncle. But I could only find her grave, and I hadn't wanted to ask either of my parents to go with me because I was too embarrassed to explain why I wanted to go.
Anyways, we never found my uncle, and I don't remember any more of the dream, except a vague image of a theater and some papers on the ground outside. Any ideas?