I hope it's okay for me to post here, since I'm new?
The first thing that occurs to me upon reading your post is that you state that you haven't told people about your sexual orientation. I believe you are having these dreams because you are suppressing a part of your real self during your waking life. You are subconsciously (and probably consciously) frustrated about having to hide a part of who you are all day long...so it comes out in your dreams.
The reason that you are interrupted when you get to the sex part of the dreams is probably twofold. First, you haven't told anyone that you are gay. So the fact that your mother shows up or something interrupts the sex could be showing your fear of your family finding out or interfering in your life. The other reason could be simply that you are sexually frustrated. If you aren't getting a sexual release during your waking life, then your dreams could be reflecting that frustration. The friend showing up and then the dream where the guy wanders off, could reflect your desire to connect with other people who share your orientation and your fear that they won't accept you. You're probably feeling a little isolated since others don't know your orientation.
Hope this helped.
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