disturbing dreams since being involved with a new man

Hello,

I need help interpreting two dreams I have had since being involved with a man from my uni.

Firstly, it was when he slept in my bed. We were perfectly comfortable sleeping next to each other, in fact I found it really nice. ;)

I dreamt that I was in a small room with a lot of people, who I think were all male, dressed in brightly coloured silky women's clothes and capes. The costumes were so bright in colour they gave me a headache, and they all just stood there, staring at me. I then got scared and started screaming and running out of the door, but the people in the room ran to the door and prevented my escape.

My second dream happened last night, after missing the same guy since we are both back for christmas break. This was WAY more disturbing.

I was in my house, however it kept changing from a homely atmosphere to a hospital - like atmosphere. There were two doctors there, helping with me and my friends' problems. They were just about to leave when I noticed some black fluid leaking from my breast. Freaking out, I called the doctor back, who reluctantly returned, where i was sobbing and kept repeating "please don't let it be cancer" over and over and over.

He took me into a room which looked like a doctor's surgery, but had different pieces of furniture from my room in it. I sat on his lap, father and daughter style, and he comforted me. But then he started grabbing me and tried to rape me. I screamed and ran, managing to unlock the door this time. I ran own the stairs and out of the front door and down the street to where my friend lives, and ran in to her house.

Then a dfferent person was after me, but he was trying to kill me this time. He resembled a family friend who is the kindest person I know, so it really shocked me to see him so angry. But then his faced changed to that of a stranger. Many people were in the front room of this house that I knew, but from random places. We all sat round a table and started eating dinner, and I poured vinegar, salt, pepper, and spices into the man's eyes to stop him from attacking us, but weirdly he sat around the table too and ate with us. I then panicked, as I realised had left my younger sister in my house with the rapist. But I kept on eating...

Then I woke up breathless and panicking as there was a knock at the front door.

Please please please help me in interpreting this! I don't know what it means and I havn't had nightmares for a long time!! :(