Thread: Queen Celestial??? WTF?

Last night I had a dream that was pretty cool, in my opinion. It struck me, somehow, so thought I'd slap it up here for some people to take a crack at. (I apologize, I didn't realize this was so freaking long! Being one who loves writing, I think I probably added too much detail. Lol.)

The first thing I remember is standing in a small, broken-down house with three or four of my friends and my mom (the only friend I actually remember is one of my closest friends Sami, whom I see as a very strong, optomistic person. I supposethat's also how I view my mother). So, we're standing there in this dark room, the only light was coming in from outdoors. In the dream I knew that I had already been here before and I had gone off to get my friends and mom to show them. When we got there, we stood around for a while observing. There was stairs and a railing on two sides of the room so that anybody on the second floor would be able to look down at the room we were in from there.
Then all of these noises came out of nowhere, like banging and creaking and slamming of things around the house. Surprisingly, though, I wasn't scared. I knew that there was a strong, feminine being, spirit or faerie, in the house and that was what I'd brought my friends here to see. I felt amazed, i guess, not scared.
Then the noises stopped, and I started speaking to the being. I remember thinking of it as a faerie (but only because I'm into faeries and such). I spoke loudly, clearly, with great respect, and also trying to be comforting because I thought that the being was somewhat distressed (which I think explains why it was in dark ruins). I addressed the being as "Queen Celestial" and I don't know why I knew to call her that. I felt so proud of myself for being able to communicate with it, but I don't remember that I said, besides speaking her name.
Then, and this part is a little fuzzy, either after the reply my mom started speaking to the being also, or my mom was the one who gave me the reply. I looked at my mom and for some odd reason she wasn't wearing a shirt and she had a very big necklace on, her kin was very pale and glowing kind of blue (for anybody who's played world of warcraft, it reminds me of the nightelves, haha).
I don't remember anything else, and then I woke up. But then I went back to sleep and had another dream that was connected to that one.
So, I'm back in some building with my friends (my mom's not there though), only now everything is golden colored. I'm pretty sure it's same place only it's much bigger and the stairs are in a little different place, but the the railing on the second floor and the doorway are in the same spot and there are pillars here and there like before. I have the feeling of great comfort and joy in this place, it's like my friends and I come here together often and we've helped Queen Celestial to revive her home. There are decorations now and it's like the very air itself is gold and sparkly. It's absolutely gorgeous!
Some time lapses that I don't remember now that I'm awake.
Then, I'm with a large group of girls and we're all wearing fabulous (and very girly, somewhat old-fashioned) white dresses. I know that we're headed toward what I think of kind of like the "clubhouse" (which is the great golden mansion) because I feel so comfortable, strong, peaceful, welcome, and somewhat needed there. I begin skipping with a friend of mine down the path which we follow, so that I can be up front without being obvious about it. I want to reach the place first because I feel entitled to it, since I found it first, y'know. I'm proud of myself for being so... such a leader, I guess. I skip along as fast and as high as I can go, and there is SUCH beautiful landscape!
Finally, we get there and some time lapses again that I can't remember. I know though, from what happens next (and I don't know if I woke up again or not) that I was in training through this time to become the next Queen Celestial. This part is kind of reoccurring (like I'd experienced it two or three times before), but not really- like, I knew what was supposed to happen, and it felt very familiar, but it didn't go the same way. I wasn't shocked or anything that it wasn't the same, though. I just went with the flow.
I arrive at the "clubhouse" and I'm quite pleased and proud to be there, though I'm no longer the girl that skips and sings and twirls in her white dress because I was taught differently. The place is now surrounded by dark and churning seas, although they are the only thing that do not seem realistic in the dream. There are now more powerful beings like Queen Celestial, and i know that they work together in this place to keep order and peace, like royalty.
It's late in the day and it's dark and cloudy outside. My mom came with me on the journey to this place, I think. And i (or we) am pretty tired. But I stay up to watch the figure of Queen Celestial drive through the ocean where she will drown and then be brought to a different world and then I will officially be her replacement. The other beins are sad to see her go, but it must be done. (This is where, it, like, stops being so familiar as if it's reocurring).
More time lapses and the next day, another being, male this time, is being replaced in the same manner.
More time lapses and then the dream just kind of morphs into another dream, like a different setting, in which I'm at a family picnic walking m dog with my mom. I have this feeling that if I hadn't wondered this far away from the "clubhouse" then I wouldn't have had to give up that life. Yet I had given it up, but somehow I was content standing there watching my puppy sniffle around the forest floor while I thought back on those times. But I cant remember any of what I thought.
Now, that i'm awake, I've kind of figured out some interpretations. I think that maybe, in the end, I didn't give up, but I was replaced. And going out into the sea to drown was my "wandering too far away" and this was the world I was brought to.
I also think that, maybe, I see my mom as a "Queen Celestial" and that while I was in my safe haven being carefree, I was hurting her, and so she drowned. Because I know that I don't do much around the house to help out, and I really should, but it's hard to leave my "safe haven."
Also, though, I've really wanted to be apart of some club where I just meeshed with all the other people, and together we were perfect and complete and content being our true selves. That's what I think the "skipping along in matching white dresses to our secret hideout" thing was.
What do you guys think?
(Again, I apologize for this being soooooo super long, but the sticky did say "give lots of detail." Hahaha.)