I had the oddest dream

I had the weirdest dream two night ago. The reason I am coming online is because usually I forget my dreams within the first 5 min that I wake up. They seems so vivid, but fade quickly after I stir. This one however…

Ayway, the dream went something like this:

I was in a house, not my house, but somewhat familiar, but couldn’t get anywhere else but in that house. I spend the beginning bit of the dream wondering around this house, which was huge and dark and mostly clad in wood (?), never ending it seemed. Meeting lots of new people. It was like there was a party of some sort, but without the music. Just lots of people, who didn’t notice me much; only when I spoke to them but they were more than willing to answer… they were all faceless though; either I wasn’t looking or something but I can’t remember even one face except that woman.

Anyway, I walked around for a long time explaining who I was and why I was there. I am not sure how it happened but this group of girls appeared in front of me and began questioning me, a lot. Not about anything important, but the rate of questioning was a bit bizarre, like they weren’t even hearing my answers. There were guys around too but they never spoke. Than all of a sudden I felt someone kissing my neck from behind. I reeled away and saw woman I did not recognise. I became a bit aggravated and dismissed her. But every time I looked anywhere else but at her face she was at my neck again. No other part of me, just my neck. Odd note: every time I looked at her, her eyes were closed. I remember not finding her attractive..

Time went on, I lost bits along the way, can’t remember how I got there but I was in the garden outside this house, and I feel like I have managed to deter the neck-kissing woman and made it out into the garden where I felt safe. I see this enormous fence along the one on of the property; a gargantuan fence, black and spiked, with a lot of litter in front of it on my side of the fence. For some reason I am irritated by this, like someone is littering on my lawn. I start picking up the bits of paper and throwing it back onto the street over the fence. Another faceless person stops me and tells me to read the bits of paper. They are letters addressed to me. They turn into small books, some weathered some new, like small diaries FULL of writing. Remember being confused as to how someone could have written anything to me that contained so much writing, I scan the diaries looking for pages of nonsense or something that doesn’t have to do with me, page fillers in other words. But to no avail, all of it is relevant. Cannot for the life of me remember what it said though. A lot about what she felt, and wanted. Then she appeared on the other side of the fence, and in light of her writing seemed more whole somehow, she was positive about the fact that I found her writing, but an air of negativity surrounding how late I was. Can’t remember, she left after that.

Time went on again, lost bits, there was a fight of some sort. Between me and another guy, he was larger but I mastered him… he threw me really high in the air at one point, my stomach lurched. But when I landed it didn’t hurt, and he was surprised. I forget what happened after that.

I spent a long time looking for the neck-kissing woman, so that I could tell hetr that I took her hundreds of diary-letters seriously, and that I would read every one, page for page… and by the end of the dream I was longing for her, even though at first I didn’t like her being around me. I think it’s weird that we did not exchange words even once. I feel this great sense of loss, and pity for her because I felt somehow that had it not been for the fact that I was dismissive at first, that she would not be feeling this same sense of loss. The guilt over causing her that grief was far more powerful than my own sense of loss. A lot of embarrassment and regret, and the group of faceless girls looked on shaking their heads… wake up…

I don’t usually remember much of my dreams., this one has burned every detail into my mind which freaks me out a bit. Anyone have any ideas?