to me, it seems to be indicating maybe, you have wanted to escape life recently, but you feel embaressed and ashamed to even admit it to anyone, maybe even yourself? Hence in the dream, you wanted to hide your windpipe from your friends. When I say escape, maybe you are contemplating death? or maybe you just want to escape, disapear? the age, being an old owman, may be a factor of having been holding onto this all for too long? I would also think, cutting the throat could symbolise you are cutting yourself off from communicating your real feelings, unable to voice your true thoughts perhapse? And the fact you mentioned windpipe, being exposed, and wanting to rip out your throats innards, I think this may suggest wanting to display all your true thoughts through words unsaid, perhapse feeling frustrated and misunderstood, never the less it being because of your own inability to speak your own personal truth, to circulate the 'air' of your being, as to hide and hold your real self, your true thoughts, feelings to the world, to others, is like withholding breath to spite them, yet, you are not doing yourself any favours, and you are disrupting a natural cycle of the exchange of carbon dioxide and oxygen, the exchange of your own thoughts and feleings through voicing them and recieving feedback |
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