!Very Important dream in my life, I just wanna see peoples thoughts about it and any interpretations
ANY HELP WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED: This dream has shaped my life. Every line in the description below is important to the whole thing so please if you read, read all of it:
Hi this is my first thread on this website and its because I want some thoughts about a very important dream I had a couple of years ago.
I moved to Canada when I was about 3 years old and than I went back to Iran for 3 years when i was 12. Today I'm 18 and I had this important dream when I was was around 15 right before coming back to Canada from Iran. While I was in Iran I was introduced to Muslim thoughts and traditions in school because its part of the school curriculum nothing too serious though. Before coming back to Canada at 15 I was really looking forward to and excited about seeing all my friends in Canada when I got back. Right before coming back to Canada maybe a month before I had the dream: There was 3 scenarios in the dream the first one and how it all started was with me being in the middle of something that seemed to be like war but it was really smaller, something like a backyard fight in which everyone including me had guns. There was also one good looking girl with us to the people I was surrounded with all seemed to know me and be my friend and I seemed to be following them. For some reason everyone that was with me started shooting themselves one by one and at that point I felt like I had to do it as well; since everyone els is doing it it must be the right thing were my thoughts at that moment in the dream. After I shot myself I fell on the floor and felt like I was slowing dying and slowly died with my eyes closing. That was the first scenario and than right after that in the second part I woke up (still in the dream) in someones arms crying. I somehow new in my dream that this person was the Muslim Prophet/Messenger and I was in his arms crying my eyes out I'm not 100% sure why it might of been because I was wondering why I killed my self or maybe just felt bad I'm not sure while I was crying my eyes out the Prophet/Messenger which had a very kind and warming face and seemed to make me feel better was trying to make me feel better. So in this scenario I was crying my eyes out and he seemed to be trying to calm me down. In the last part of my dream We were by the ocean, I was sitting in the beach that seemed to be like a little mountain, I was sitting there not in the ocean just thinking really hard and looking at the ocean. In the ocean there was a group of guys and one of them was the messenger/prophet who seemed to have brought me there he was waving at me and telling me to get in the water and join there game (they were playing a game in the water maybe water-polo or just swimming around having fun). Before he told me to get in the water I was just sitting there thinking really hard maybe sort of depressed just thinking and when he told me to get in the water I was still just sitting outside of the water thinking really hard, im not sure what I was thinking about but the dream ended like that with me just thinking and the prophet/messenger telling me to get in the water. (Thank you if you have read all of this so far please keep reading and tell me your thoughts)
That was the dream after that I woke up had breakfast and lunch with my parents and for some reason I told my mom about the dream told her all of it and she told my dad and they say oh its a good dream means your a good person something like that nothing to deep. (my parents are not that religious) While we were going on a trip my mom told my aunt about the dream and my aunt was really interested in this dream because shes had experiences with dreams, she didn't think it was entirely positive and that it might be deeper than what my parents see it as. she told me shes going to ask her friend who is really good at interpreting dreams what it means. A couple days later this is she told me what her and her friend think the dream means; their interpretation of the first scene was that that everyone around me killing themselves is just showing that I'm surrounded with bad people and I'm just following the things their doing which I shouldn't be and I'm doing things that I'm gonna end up regretting which is what the crying scene meant. So I was following the wrong people doing the wrong things and ending up regretting it and for the last part they said that means the messenger/prophet/god/good people inviting you to join goodness which is represented by the water and telling me to do the right things and I am sitting their thinking what I should do which path i should take. And they told me to be careful in my future choices. A month after this dream It was time for me to go back to Canada for the rest of my life really exited to have a good time and see my old friends. Coming back to Canada after three years everyone had changed a lot and the things they were doing had changed a lot. Kids seem to change a lot from the age of 12 to 15 it went from biking, roller blading, swimming, having fun to all of them wanting to smoke weed every day, drink every weekend, do some ecstasy and go to raves and eventually them doing some cocaine and start selling drugs. Which shows how corrupt our society is. For the first month I never smoked weed but when EVERYONE around you is doing these things and thats what everyone seems to want to do even the sexy girls find this interesting its hard to not do and being 15 makes it even harder. A week has not gone by that I haven't thought about the dream because of this dream I never took anything over board and I never got to the point of smoking weed every day and selling drugs as a grew up a little by 16 I realized that all of that is just completely stupid, childish and ignorant and staying away from all of that became easier. Getting into martial arts at 15 really helped to and I started focusing on school, martial arts and business for my future. Keeping one friend close to me that seemed to want the same things and stopping to hang out with everyone els everyday. Now being 18 i realize even more how stupid all of that was and am completely focused on school, and sports and hopefully opening a business soon. I still am in contact with all of those other people but we don't share the same interests and as some of them got older they realized different things but most of them still continue the same ignorant ways which is fine for them. Some of them have got to really bad places and probably will get to worst places but even today i cant stop thinking about that dream and how it might have saved my life and it being such a significant part of my life and not being able to share this with people I want your ideas and thoughts about it. This is the first time I have told this full story to anyone so any thoughts would be much appreciated and thank you if you've read all of it.
