wedding blues

The ending is gross/disturbing so please don't read if that concerns you. :(

The dream started out with me planning a wedding with my current boyfriend whom I've been with for 6yrs (In reality I've never discussed wanting to get married before). The plan to wed was a bit rushed and before I knew it I was in a beautiful wedding dress with these hideous thongs. =(

We booked a plane to go overseas. I didn't want my family/friends to be there because I strictly wanted a personal experience but everyone was already invited. I felt robbed because I wanted an intimate wedding and I wasn't going to have it. =(

For some reason my boyfriend turned into Dexter (from the TV series), from here my dream started to bounce back and forth from tv to reality. I waited at the wedding but it turns out Dexter was off having an affair, this is where it gets gross because it involves necrophilia. :S

Ends with me yelling "why? why would you cheat on me on our wedding day!?" and not getting a reply....

Phew! so that's the end. Sorry it's long and stupid. Interpretation for any section of this story would be great. thanks so much. =)