i had this dream in 2006 but just found it in my diary

this is a transcript of what i wrote 4 years ago so i dont really remember too much only what is here. i was a young girl and i was walking around and people were looking at me because i looked so foreign to them. i was pale skinned and they were all dark. i finally stopped walking and went into a jewellery shop a italian or spanish type man started saying stuff to me. there were some nice earrings one with a heart and a bluebird that was in a plastic case. i dropped it and quickly picked it up. i then saw 8 round things (like knik knaks) with roses sticking into them. (one was navy) i saw a weird necklace that looked like sand or a piece of planet (weird i know) the jeweller started to talk english to me and took me over and got his employees to rip up some white sheets and placed them on the floor. i dont know if they wet me but i was wet and i was in a white night dress. the room i was in was a study room or something and there were men (old) and one young one. he looked at me and i felt like i'd seen him before. i said in a british accent (im australian) 'i cant change here may i use your bathroom. the lady said i could. i was expecting a gross bathroom but it was a beautiful coral colour and the water was a pinky coral colour. it went into the shape of a sideways C. after that i was talking to a friend showing her what they gave me. one was earrings that had G.P on it (dunno what that means) with orangey seahorses and the other was drop earrings with black and on the back it was sand windblown (whatever that means) i was more excited about the italian/spanish mans earrings (the young man had given me the sea horse) i dont really remember what ifelt at the time of the dream as it was so long ago but i know it was like in the 19th or early 20th century
its weird cuz this dream has made me look up certain things and i've sorta changed in how i feel about my life like now im so motivated. and hapy
this is another dream i've had that seems connected to the first one. its a recurring dream of a boy he's really sad and maybe depressed and he has problems with his dad. i just remember how much love i felt towards him and how we got each other. he's always waiting for me (mostly at school or abandoned building and mostly sitting with his legs up) but i havent dreamt of that scenario in years now. maybe im just unhappy with my life as it is now so im trying to find meaning in my dreams

i just had another dream last night i was standing near a bookcase and i had a microphone in my hand and i could see this older guy (in his 30's) sitting on a couch i could only see his profile he had black hair and was wearing black boots. i knew him we were together i started singing just nonsense then i yelled out 'julian you're so hot'. he looked at me and laughed. then i was in a kitchen with this old lady on the bench was a wedding cake. i knew it was ours. she said to me 'arent you a bit too old to be married' in my dreams i was in still in my twenties i said 'yeah probably' just joking not taking her criticism then the guy came over and we kissed passionately. i had so much love for this man. its weird cuz im in a relationship but im not really happy and we've never really been connected. he doesnt get me and i him. anyone ever had any dreams like this does it mean anything or is it just an escape from being unhappy in my relationship