Carolina_dreamin's Dream Journal ~

Just like a lot of my dreams, my mother was alive . It always seems so real, although a part of me always knows that its a dream and remembers that she is no longer living. She does not seem aware so I dont want to tell her ..lol..(seems silly.I know) I was introducing her to a friend of mine...and somehow she already knew this friend ..(.I'm thinking , yeah ok...youre not even alive and this is really all a dream..but ok I'll play along.) He talks to her and suddenly we all morph into a new scene ....near the beach..in a big house my parents bought . .. then I'm near the water ..alone and I cant get away froma big wave ..(the big wave is repeated in a lot of my dreams..) Then I wake up...

Wow ...I was really getting busy in my dream last night ... I kinda did not know I was dreaming ...I was , I think on a camping trip for problem teens .(I was a teen also in my dream , a very naughty one, apparently ...lol)...anyway ... I kept taking my shirt off every time there was no supervision around..which attracted many teen boys..lol..and well ..different guys would come up to me and I would pull him on top of me and we would wildly get it on !!! Fun, fun dream !! :-P

What a disturbing dream ..... Ok... this wasnt lucid at first....and I was visiting a friend who I found out was living with a family of vampires. Welll..I decided that I was not too cool with that so I wanted to leave... The only way to leave was to drive a cycle which I couldnt drive but no cars were allowed on this road ..
(I dont remember how I got there in the first damn place )...Anyway , the firends hubby was trying to help me withouth the wifes knowledge...like a part of her wanted me to stay and join their vampire commune..lol..(omg--ok NOW this really seems stupid to me ...) Anyway ... the hubby was meeting me on Main St. and I walked down the road to where he said he would meet me and talk about how he could help me get off of the island. When I saw him...a big loud parade came down the street and he was lost in the crowd....it was like mardi-gras...but there were no people...only animals..and they were doing very freaky things ..
So...here I am standing in the middle of Main St. ..a freaking crazy animal circus/parade/paluzza all around me and the one person I though I could count on ...he was gone ..I kept thinking of my family who I couldnt get to and I couldnt hear anything except for screams, cries and what sounded like animal torture ...
very , very wierd..to say the least...and of course..it all seemed so real...I started to brainstorm..thinking of ideas to get off the island, or find my friend, or at least stop this mental parade... I suddenly decided I was tripping on acid and none of this was real....and that really I was at home safe and sound...once I told myself that, and believed it....I was back at home on the couch sleeping...where I woke to find myself feeling very disturbed .