Something about going to my friday networking meeting but it was at a different place with all different people [dream sign]. There was a circular white leather couch we all sat around facing inward. It was boring - which is unusual. These people suck! They don't care what they're doing. I had to remind people to stand and clap. Some really arogant young business men.
While talking to one later who is a dot-com guy, I hold a handful of dry spegetti (made spegetti last night for the first time in a while. I'm more of a fusilli guy :-) I spend a long time straightening all the sticks to be even on one end, then flipping to the other end where the ends of the sticks are now all uneven, and straightening them. They behave in ways which defy physics [dream sign]. I think this is strange. I am engrosed in dry spegetti.
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Somewhere in there was a false awakening or two. One I remember I was just lying in bed with my eyes closed, slipping back into sleep. I thought, I should do an RC. But I was so sleepy. I just went back to sleep within the dream. The next FA was elaborate. My roommate had two attractive girlfriends over before I woke up. I woke up and they came into my room and saw me tucked in snuggly and told me I was cute. I asked like a little kid, "do I have to get up too?" They said, "No, sweetie. You go back to bed." and I did - in the dream (sneaky dreams).
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I'm in a kitchen at night time with two men (which reminds me - there's always some periferal undefined character in my dreams. Like the FA above, my roommate has to friends, but only one is defined. There always seems to be some extra person there besides the dream character I'm talking to. This is some kind of consistant dream sign). So anyway, one man is a cop, a young guy who is an aquaintance. He looks like my old co-worker Luke. Or at least he has that nice-guy but somewhat suspicious of you attitude. He is off-duty, but still in uniform.
It's a nice kitchen, I think we're all in a vacation house. Me and the cop are standing on opposite sides of an island. I think he's washing dishes. I'm chopping vegetables. To my left is a large wall of glass that reflects the dim lights and kitchen scenery so that I don't see outside. The island has stone countertop and the kitchen has fancy brushed metal appliances. The other dude is also on the cop's side of the island doing something else. They are more in the kitchen, I'm in an area that opens up into another room.
We have a discussion about my car which has a car alarm which keeps going off (now, in waking life, I hate car alarms. They are stupid, accomplish nothing, should be outlawed. I don't even have a car in waking life.). But in the dream my car has an alarm and its faulty. The cop says he's going to have to arrest me if it goes off when he's around and on duty. Apparently it is against the law to have a car alarm in this dream! I don't want the alarm on my car, but it's an old beater car which came with one. I can't afford to get it fixed.
Apparently I'm just passing through this area (vacationing?) whereas the cop lives here. I think we're in the mountains. I don't feel like explaining to this guy the whole situation. I guess I even simpathise a little with the ordinance. But I'm also thinking, 'gimme a break, dude. why are we even discussing this now?' But he won't let it drop. "Just be warned." I'm annoyed but I say to him matter of factly, "You gotta do what you gotta do." I don't know why, but this phrase stands out so much from the dream. It's like nothing I ever said was more true to the situation at hand. At once to him it's saying, "okay - I get it - you'll arrest me - you have to because your a cop - end of conversation." And in my mind it's like "this is the situation, we have our roles to play, I don't have to like it, but there's nothing I can do to change it, no point in vilifying this guy."
Something comes on the radio. It's the voice of Sylvester Stalone and Robert DuVall. Sly is talking about himself smoking marijuana. It's like BBC or NPR or something. The reporter comes back on and says that Sly and DuVall had visited a poverty stricken country back in the seventies (somewhere in asia or near Indonesia). They predicted it would be a disaster now without massive aid. But now this country is doing well economically. I think to myself, "yeah, but what about the facism? what about the brutal regime? Sure there are some rich bankers, but there's still massive poverty there." (my typical sentiments, even though this country is no specific country in waking life).
My father, mother, and brother come into the room. I turn away from the island and greet them. There are some photos someone has hung on the wall of my and my grandfather. In one I am climbing a tree and I'm wearing a bunch of climing gear, a helmet, a jacket but no shirt so my chest is exposed, pants and thong underwear (WTF?). For some reason everyone thinks I look very sexy/macho/hunky. And I agree. This seems odd to me as my style is typically handsome/cute if I'm dressing up, but never macho/sexy. I am both flattered and embarrased by the attention the photo is getting.
There's also a picture of my grandfather which I can't recall. There's debate over whether or not it's embarrasing. My mother and brother want to take it down off the wall before my grandfather and grandmother arrive. But my father and I say it's fine - he wouldn't be embarrased by it. We decide to leave it up.
My brother has gifts for my parents. He opens a tupperwear container and takes out a replica of my mother's hand, ending at the wrist, which he says he has sculpted. I am amazed because I never knew my brother could sculpt (in fact, in WL he can't), and because this hand is exact and perfect in every detail. I rotate it at various angles, except I don't look at the palm. I am amazed at how ever bump is perfectly captured. Every ridge of the knuckles, every wrinkle. I touch it and it's exactly flesh-like. Like a top layer of flesh covers a layer beneath. It's squishy but springy, moves a little but is attached. The color is also perfect. Pale with a pinkish glow coming from within, soft grean veins in intracate detail. Variations in skin tone. It is a perfect replica of my mother's hand!
I say, "I didn't know you sculpted!" He just shrugs. Then he gives me mine. I open the tupperwear container. My hand is sitting in a pool of muddy water. It is covered partially by small flate, slate-like grey rocks. There is bright green living moss growing in and around the rocks and my hand. The water sloshes around in the container. My sculpted fingers are muddy. I wonder if I will be able to keep the moss alive over time. Again, I don't look at the palm. I wake up.
Now this is interesting because my favorite quick RC is to look at my hand, starting with the back, then the palm. I got this from somewhere. It's quick. Supposedly your dream hand will not look right. So here in this dream I'm looking at my dream hand, and it doesn't look right. But I don't think I'm doing a RC - I don't even think it's my hand since it's supposedly a sculpture. Sneaky dreams.
hand gifts, photos of me in a tree, car alarm and cop, indonesian brutality, celebrities on the radio discuss marijuana,
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