Thread: Janis's journal of odd dreams.

I'll start off whith some reoccurring dreams I used to have. About 1,5 year ago I had this specific dream at least once a week.

I dreamt I was in school, and suddenly I started to feel sick. I could see how the blood started to coagulate inside my veins, I remember seeing the veins in my hands going all stiff and swelling up. The thickening blood started to work its way to my heart, I would try to scream but no sound would come out. This all happened very slow and was painful. Sometimes I would desperatly throw myself on a bus to get to a hospital, but the busdriver wouldn't let me on since there was something wrong with my ticket.
Out of desperation I would take a knife or such, open my veins and try to push the blood out, but it would be all thick like glue.
The dream always ended with it finally reaching my heart, wich exploded and sprayed blood all over the place. I would lie on the floor thinking "Shit, I'm really dying here".

I'm very glad I stopped having this dream!! Anyone who has an idea of what it ment?

Nr 001:
I dreamt I was on the subway with my class and people from my old class.After a while it was only me, Johanna and Ante left. I got his phone number because I was afraid some guys were going to attack me, so that I could call him and he could come and kick the guys with his pointy shoes! After that we went in a tunnel and Johanna wanted to go back, so she yelled at the driver to stop the train. There were only chinese people on the train by now, and I asked íf any of them could be kind to guide Johanna back through the pitch-black tunnel. The tunnel was wery dirty and full of old clothes and things. There was a flea market there and my mom bought loads of old dirty jeans.
Then the train finally stopped at it's destinaion, wich was a palace-like building with a flume-ride inside. There were lots of young people there with their teachers. I was the only one left from my class and realized the people who worked at the 'palace' wanted to brainwash everyone. They forced me to go on the flume-ride where the actual brainwashing took place, but I kicked and yelled "Nooo! I'm an atheist!! Stop this". Suddenly all of my friends were there and they told me to go on the ride, it was fun. But I refused. after a while they made me do it anyway, but before I went on I took out a big book from by backpack. it was something written in russian. Then I threw a crucifix at one of the staff workers. I was wearing a necklace with a scorpion on it.

nr 002
I dreamt we were goingt to make a movie at my friend Emmies house. We were there for a really long time, when we went home again I wrote a letter and posted it back to her. We watched a program called "How rich are you?" and in the show they said that rich people had Ramones T-shirts, leather jackets and puffy hippie pants.

003
I dreamt me and my friends and my family were on a camping trip. We went in to a second-hand shop and I started changing clothes to my pyjamas, which was like a long, black shirt.
After that we went to the cabin we were to stay in, it was right by the sea. When we were out swimming suddenly it went dark, so dark you couldn't even see your hand infront of you. We didn't know where to go to get to the shore, suddenly me and my sister found some rocks we started to climb. After a while we realized they weren't rocks, they were towers to a castle that was right by the camp site. We jumped back into the water and continued swimming in total darkness. Then I saw a glimpse of daylight, and then the sun went up again and we saw we were only about 10 meters from the camp.
When I looked in the mirror my hair had gone from red to gray, it looked awful. Me and my friends went to the barbecue-place and there we met some guys from my old class. I said hi but only one of them answered. One of the others, 'M' had built a wax figue of himself and he hid behind a sofa. I asked if they wanted to come down to the beach with us and they came.
I swam out but then I saw some really scary evil pigs. They had thick black eyebrows and big teeth. They swam out to me and tried to drown me, i called for help but the guys from my class just stood on the beach and watched. Somehow I managed to kill one of the pigs. Then I saw that 'M' had a gun and was aiming at me. I cried out "What the hell are you doing?? Help me!" but instead he started to shoot at me. I used the dead pig as a shield and swam to the shore. I went up to him and asked why he had tried to kill me, he didn't answer so I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went back to the cabin.

004
I dreamt my sister puked baked beans all over the sidewalk outside our house.
I was a vampire and couldn't stand daylight. I had fallen alseep on the couch outside and when I woke up at 5 am the sun was shining right in my face. I decided I couldn't stay there so I went to an amusement park with Johanna. There was a disco there, we used to go there all the time when we were younger. Then suddenly we were in school and we were doing a test about different kinds of candy. We were to only ones left and the teacher told us to hurry up, it was already 5 am. I thought "5 am! Have I been here all night?"
Then I was at a hospital, inside an X-ray room. When I looked in the mirror I could see I had cavities in all my teeth.

Tonight I dreamt was in Stockholm taking pictures of people. I saw a guy with a camera and asked if I could take a picture of him and he said yes. Then he gave me some dusty candy he had had in his pocket. He took a picture of me holding it.

After that I was inside a perfectly circular, or cylindrical, 100 story building. It was pink or peach colored and had a staircase and an elevator in the middle. There were no rooms, only one, big circular room on each floor. When you looked out of the windows there was an unending sea in every direction, as if the building was standing in the middle of the sea. I ran up and down the stairs, turning lights on and off and picking upp things from the floor. The whole building started swaying back and forth and I was getting very nausiated. The floor in each room had diagonally striped carpets that made you even more confused and sick.

I didn't really know how to get out of there. At one point when I was on the 100:th floor, I opened the elevator door but there was no elevator there, only an empty elevator shaft that I almost fell down into. At that point I was about to faint. Then suddenly my mom was there and told me how to get down. When I got down we were in stockholm again and I went shopping with her.