Thread: PartyPants' Dream Journal

Feb 1
Freaky dream with theme like Final Destination 2. Repeating parts in which I knew bad things would happen. Scary events like being in car crashes caused me to doubt I was in a dream and failed to grasp lucidity. Repeating drive on a dirt road and farm houses and such. Sometimes I would drive too fast. Other times I would know something bad was going to happen. Few times I would explain to whoever was riding with me that “this was where such and such happened last time” Ended kinda nightmarish with a truck chasing me and John around and finally killing John. I awake. Could have easily turned cool, like a rally cross race if I realized it was a dream. Just have to say fuck this bad stuff happening and change it.

(Nearing wake) Sex dream in woods I think. Other people around but on the edge of lucidity and explaining that to them. “I don’t really care that you and you are here.” Never quite became fully lucid but probably wouldn’t have lasted anyway.

(Last dream I think) Kinda weird. About 5 people in Nick’s room smoking a bowl. One of which is Dad. At first he’s apprehensive and I don’t even want to be near him but then he gets bowl passed from Nick and takes a hit. Realizes that its beat (which is funny) and almost violently sets it on Nick’s desk. Kinda like he’s torn between parental morals and having fun. Discouragement adds to it when he can’t even take a hit.

Feb 3
Kinda vague. At our house doing normal things. At one point ended up telling Jola and everyone that I had made some more money playing poker. For some reason we had to make a trip to Grandmas house. Back at the house turns weird. People not knowing whats going on. Giant bug things and creatures taking over the house. I see the blind guy from Carnivale get attacked.

(Cool Dream) Led in from first. Realize that I have to go to Iraq. Think it’s the beginning of the war. Everyone panicking and my heart kinda jumps but then I’m excited. All of about one minute and I’m there. Looking very real. In the desert traveling with my squad. Come to a bridge crossing (don’t know why in the desert) where we get into a firefight. We take out the few guys that are shooting at us. Before we regroup one guy goes ahead. I yell for him to stop but its too late. Bridge breaks through. We go down the bank and see if hes ok. We find spikes and stuff and hes dead. Just then we realize that we are going to be ambushed. I radio in (knowing exactly what to say), “theyre using booby traps”, I look toward some trees and see some tanks. I yell retreat radioing that there’s armor and request air and armor support. (Guess they knew where we were cause in came an F-4. (Don’t know why this plane) Pretty realistic. Missles hit tank closest to me as we are retreating. Soon after I see Abrams and APC coming in. Our squad cheers at them. Gets kind of weird here. Me Nick and Art are all here. Nick was driving the bucketloader but got out. We were walking around and while its still going. Somehow nick ends up in front of it and gets distracted. He slowly begins to get run over but makes a clever reach and stops it by reaching through. He needs me and art to stop the thing. I yell at Art to turn the key and he does. Dream ends.

(Not last dream but last remembered) I somehow know these people that own a shop that sells lots of stuff. They are rough biker folk. I am friends with the son I guess. I am helping them set up some stuff. They give me this special kind of tape for putting up picture displays or something. This stuff stretches with unreal physics (kinda cool.) It starts one length and the adheres and shrinks perfectly to make whatever you are taping perfect. I’m not really getting the hang of it at first. Somehow the whole setting turns post-apocalyptic. Cops crash into this fence near the shop and quickly they scavenge metal and stuff. I go outside and they explain that the sun has burned out. I’m like that’s impossible. Said before that happens people will inhabit other planets. I go around the side and its at MMS. These huge convoys of trucks probably people are leaving. I decide to leave myself but crossing in front of these huge things is hard. I go half way and decide to go back. Just then huge crashes of metal and towering parts start falling. These are huge falls! Like hundreds of feet and each shakes the ground when they fall. I think I am far enough away but the last and biggest one falls on me. I know I will wake up so I shut my eyes in the dream.

Feb 7
Dream starts of at school. I’m sitting next to this kid on the quad. I think were in a class but were both playing poker on our laptops. We end up playing in the same room. He takes a very bad beat. Flops quad 4s and loses to quad aces.
Somehow dream turns to war. World War 2. I’m parachuting with many other people. Some how I get twisted with someone else and start falling. At first I’m trying to get myself hooked up with someone else but then realize I wouldn’t be able to do that. Next thing I know I’m on a beach in a firefight. This is much more intense than the Iraq dream. There are Germans with machine guns firing across the beach. There are small forms of bunkers to hide around but a lot of people are getting shot. I am aiming through my sights which is pretty realistic. Think I’m shooting an M14. After the battle which we win we are going through all the guns that are around. I find a nice handgun that I keep but some how lose my rifle.
Soon we end up in another battle where Germans are attacking. This time there are many more and they are using heavy machineguns. Kinda weird but they land a whole squad of attack dogs like in Rome Total War. Somehow I manage to get a belt fed machine gun and begin taking them out. (Also weird) I find some lighter fluid and begin pouring it over them like it would actually do something. I yell for a light and Jesse lights a cigarette and tosses the match at them. People start catching on fire, mostly the dogs though. I guess we win the battle but I end up in some house with Joe Bower and Dave. I begin to question if I am dreaming because I am now in someone’s house. I’m talking to Dave and say “You know that this is a lucid dream right?” He’s like “No it isn’t.” I recognize a few things from this. Usually I ask people you know this is a dream. But this time I said lucid dream meaning I am taking control. Also from his response I realize that I am not totally lucid. So then I think to myself what should I do? Nothing comes to mind at first. (I have to make a list of things I want to do in my dreams.) Soon I think to myself that I want to go base jumping. However, I wasn’t totally lucid so it was kind of hard to make this happen. I end up floating on a raft on a river. I am hoping there is a waterfall around. I know I am dreaming now and stick my arms in the water. I am trying to absorb my senses in the dream to make it last longer. I feel the water and splash around a little. Soon I end up at a ramp sort of thing. I think around this point I realize that I would much rather do this with someone. So Nick appears. We somehow end up floating down this tight rock formation and it is suddenly dark. At the other side there are these very complex rock formations. I get out and try to climb around them looking for a cliff to jump off of. I can’t find one so I’m questioning my lucidity again. I’m like I should be at a cliff right now. Here is a situation where I should say out loud what I want to happen. Either to myself or someone else but definitely verbally. I think this is the key to willing things to happen. Dream ends.

Feb 8
(Later Dreams First) Last dream – Waking up in my dream which is pretty weird. Guess it’s better than waking up for real when trying to dream. But each time I have to question my dreaming. Never gained full lucidity but knew I was dreaming almost the whole time. Wake up in my dorm but its not looking like my dorm. I feel kinda weird so I ask Mike what happened last night. He said “you don’t remember?” Reminds me of falling out of bed or blacking out. He said we smoked PCP but he’s smiling so I’m like “fuck you” But I stand up and it feels like I was drinking. Somehow the dream turns into a game of Total War. But it’s massive. Probably as big as battles really were. Not as realistic as I wanted but still cool. I basically realize it’s a dream and kinda jump down on one of these banks to a road which is a dorm hallway. I see this girl that says “how can I repay you or something”. I’m like “where’s your dorm.” She takes me there. Suddenly, I am back at the battle. I think to myself “always”.
Earlier – Repeating cycle of waking in my dream. Don’t know if this is a good thing yet. End up at my grandparents house again. This time there are a bunch of people there. Talking to Grandpa about how the house was built. Brick is pretty impressive. Building in general is too.
Playing cards with some people my age. I realize they are playing some wacked out version of poker with no skill so I get mad and take my chips back. I’m like “this game is fuckin bullshit” and go get some water. Have cotton mouth probably in real life too.
Earliest – Playing professional soccer with some European guys. They are very good. But some how I’m keeping up with them. Make some good plays. I have to take a corner kick but don’t want to go for the goal, maybe back to when I played soccer. So I pass to a close guy and it’s a turnover soon after. I go back to playing well. Theres another corner kick. Someone on my team tries to head it. It bounces off the goalie and I kick it in for a goal. Pretty cool.
Can remember something to do with a sport bike. Wonder why? Have to remind myself to dream about cool stuff. Have to gain full lucidity though. Then say what is happening. “The gun is in my hand” – Fight Club

Feb 10
There is a race of some kind going down in Torrington. Winner gets a nice cash prize. I want to be in it bad but I can’t. Might be a motorcycle race.
At a party. See a lot of people that I know. End up spending the night at the house. Wake up still in the dream.
At this parking lot with people that look like they’re in a gang. They really don’t want me there. I talk to this one latino guy named Ampo. He’s like “what do you want man you don’t belong here” I just shrug him off. I meet everyone around and start to walk back to my car. Ampo is like “get the fuck out” in a sarcastic voice. I’m like “fucking asshole” Just then he starts to run around the car to me. I really want to fight him but I wake up.

Feb 15
Awesome dream – Think I might have been lucid for this portion of the dream. Decided I wanted to be flying a jet. Wasn’t in the cockpit but was like I was just flying myself. Was pushing the limits. Flying very fast. Could hear the jet though. Flying through the most beautiful scenery. Was winter and I was flying over forests and mountains of snow. Sky was awesome. Then I decided that that I wanted to fire some missles and ride them into the ground. Must have been lucid because I was able to do this over and over. I think Art was in the dream during this. I’m telling him that I am riding the missles into the snow and I can feel the cold of it. Makes my senses and clarity stronger when I do this. Next I am talking with him trying to determine if I am talking to him as a dream character or himself. I am yelling to him in kind of a floating flying way where all I can see is him pretty much. It is very loud and I am trying to explain shared dreaming to him. This makes me think it might have been shared due to the difficulty of it. I think he might have understood. Soon after we are at home. I don’t know if it was Art or me but we realize that Natalie is at the house. My dad is around is says Natalie has something that needs to be fixed or brought back to her or something. I say I will do it. Kind of stupid but I don’t because I am all dirty from flying I guess. Dream ends, if it was shared then this is where Art may have left it.
In a very strange place. Cool and scary at the same time. With a girl and a robot I think. We are in a maze type place which is supposed to test the skills of being in a dream. May have had this dream before. Basically everything that happens is so weird that if I were to stop and look I would know I was dreaming. However, I didn’t so this dream wasn’t lucid. There were hallways and doors. Behind the doors there were different challenges or things to trap you. One thing I saw was a kid sitting in front of a tv watching it. Then that skipping effect from scary movies would happen. Just happened a lot but wasn’t scary. Moved on. Don’t remember each of the rooms but opened one door and the girl I was with was turned into a painting I think. Swirled around just inside a room. Last challenge was with me and the robot. This thing is coming at us like in the movie Labyrinth. I already start working on a crank which I know will open a door but the robot is stupid and down the hall further. I get it open just in time for me and the robot to jump in. Dream ends I think.
Rest of my dreams are awakened by roommates but trying to use WILD. Working pretty good. Weird going from awake right into a dream. Don’t really remember the dreams. Think I am trying for sexual content though.

Feb 16
Me, Nick, Grandma, and Claudia are in Grandma’s house. Nick is smoking a cigarette and Claudia realizes it and starts yelling at him. I think Grandma joins in. Nick doesn’t care at all. Heard the exact things she was saying and I could remember thinking to myself “you have to remember what she is saying because words are the hardest things to remember in dreams.” Should have gone lucid.

Feb 17
Riding a motorcycle down a street. Pretty cool cause I think I’m riding a ZX-6R. But for some reason it’s not going as fast as it should. Somehow the bike gets switched with a less powerful bike. This happens again and I’m riding a loud motorcycle which is cool but I can’t go fast. I’m riding over some ice and have to control skidding. I come to a big corner and meet Tim. I think we are in Litchfield. He is doing something that involves climbing up on rocks on the bank of the road. I start to climb up because I want to do the same thing.
Playing hockey back in Kent. They are playing against Washington. For some reason they are letting me play with the Peewees. I’m doing awesome. Like controlling the game. We are down and I score a goal. Time is running out and I get the puck. Skate around everyone and there is an open goal. I shoot but the ref says its no good because I was in the crease. I wonder if that rule is good if there is no goalie. If I knew we would have won, but we lost. After the game we are walking back to the locker room but there is some big dinner happening on the way there. Probably thought of this because of the reserved seats in the gym. I slip on the stairs and am like “ah shit.” We go up some other stairs. Both teams are in the same locker room. For some reason we are walking by lots of girls. They are all talking about the game, I’m like “I’m chilling up here when we are changed.” Would have been awesome if I was lucid. For some reason I can’t find my hockey bag because a lot of people have the same ones. I find it and start getting changed. Taking all my hockey equipment off. After I get some pads off I notice my helmet is missing. There are a bunch of helmets on the floor. Can’t find it.
Crime dream. Don’t remember exactly what we did but we had the cops after us. It was night and we ran from them. Don’t remember why or what we really did but they sent dogs after us. Ended up climbing a tree because I knew the dogs wouldn’t be able to get up. But also knew I was screwed because the dogs would just stay there barking. Should have just kept running and kicked the dog if it got close.

Feb 19
Somehow I am slacklining in a room. The beginning of it is in a room but the rest is on a cliff somewhere. I end up not going across.
Hanging out with some people and say something about if anyone remembers 80s horror movies. Shouldn’t have done that. Weird stuff starts happening. Almost nightmarish but I am not really scared. Stuff like bloody rabbits, spiders and other images appear to me. Ends pretty fast though.
Me, Justin, and some other people are taking a walk to smoke. We go up in this place that isn’t really outside but there are lots of people just chilling. We sit down and smoke. Cool cause I am high in the dream. When we walk back I realize that we forgot the bowl.
Awesome dream. I am at Camp Coch. I talk to this woman I think but she is like mystical or something. I look at her eyes and they turn white. Next thing I know I have the power to communicate telepathically. Can’t remember what she was saying but I wanted to do this with other people. Every time before I would hear something there would be a little tone first. To give this power to other people I did something and then they glowed for a couple seconds. Then they had the power to. I was talking to this girl using this power. She says it is too much for her. Dream ends.

Feb 21
Very weird dream which would have been awesome lucid. There is a huge ice storm and we are out after it has happened. It is me, Nick and Mike my roommate. We are on one of those circle tubes. We end up on route 4. We realize that the entire road is nothing but ice. It is cool but a little scary. We slide down the first hill and get a decent amount of speed. I quickly realize that if we go too far we might end up going down bunker hill which could be dangerous if we can’t stop. If I was lucid I definitely would have because it would have been something cool and I wouldn’t have had to even change anything. But we stop ourselves. Next thing I know I am with Nick, Art, Mom, and Mike Carberry. They are all smoking cigarettes in a circle. Nick seemingly unnoticed passes over a metal pipe. Me and Art hit it. I am laughing because it’s like Mom doesn’t care or notice. She might have taken a hit, don’t remember.
Party Dream – Non lucid which kind of sucks but I am basically suggesting everything for the dream. Having a party with a bunch of girls. We are drinking and I think we start playing kings. I am like if we play this we are playing actual kings rules (which no one ever does.) We were talking a lot. Wish I could remember the stuff being said.

Feb 22
Only remember one dream was very freaky. Dream I’ve had before. Was World War 2. Germans are attacking us in Goshen. We are taking them out but they just keep coming. I hide out in the barn to take them out when they get close. I am at the corner of the barn and see a whole squad go by. I am trying to shoot but can’t. They realize I am there and start shooting at me. I run in the barn and find a German weapons cache. It has a huge machine gun that I pick up. I run out and start taking them out even though it wasn’t very accurate. Probably because I am shooting it from the hip. Suddenly I realize that we are taking sniper fire. It’s coming from the top of the barn. I run up and the sniper doesn’t realize I am there. Tries to shoot at me but his rifle is too big to maneuver. I hit him in the head with my gun. I go back downstairs and there is another German with only a knife. For some reason I have nothing but I find a knife. He is very fast with the knife so I pick up something blunt. We are fighting. All the Germans are gone. The phone rings on the wall. I pick it up and it’s Natalie. She is happy but I am freaked out from the dream. I start to calm down and she tells me about her weekend. We are talking for a while but soon I am awake and realize the phone call is not happening. Talking to dream characters is better not on the phone.

Feb 23
First dream of the night I think. I remember waking up and telling myself to remember the dream. Was a hockey dream but I was playing at QU. Was playing pretty well but for some reason I couldn’t see very well. Was playing with Dan I think. Don’t really remember a lot.

Feb 26
Had a bunch of dreams that I remembered during the night but now I forget. One awesome dream I do remember. We were partying with a lot of people and dad didn’t even care. Had like 50 people just over the house for the night and during the day. Lots of girls. House had a lot of weird places that aren’t there. Should have realized this and gone lucid. A truck came by and was unloading something. Dad was telling the guy exactly how to unload it and knew it was going to hit some part in front. But it happened anyway.

Feb 28
Freaking awesome – Finally had a skydiving dream. Might have been base jumping. Was with Nick. I think there was basically a cliff at the top of our road. I jumped first. At first I was kinda freaking out because I couldn’t pull my chute. But then I finally did. Could actually feel the guide chute come out. Seconds later the main chute came out. I could actually feel what them both. Crazy. Then I had to steer the chute down our road and over our driveway to land in the yard. Pretty hard since I had never done it before. I was coming in fast and ended up skimming Jola’s car. I flared and landed in the yard. Was very realistic. Chute came down in front of me. Was purple. Next Nick came down. I was yelling, telling him what to do. Some how he did everything fine. Probably because I wanted him to. I don’t know if it was because I finally have a base dream or what but I suddenly realized it was a dream. Me and Nick are in the garage. He has short blond hair like he used to. I say to him excited “I’m lucid.” He’s like “I have heard of that.” I am trying to tell him what it is when I should have been doing cool stuff. Lucidity pretty much ends and I make sure to remember it. (Thinking about starting to use a paper dream journal and then transferring it to computer. Probably would remember a lot more specific details.) We are all inside and apparently we have taken some shrooms. I walk by Dad and he says something I shrug off. Jola knows we have done something. We talk randomly for a while. Don’t remember conversation.
Dream at school. Not lucid because it could easily happen. In my room looking for something. Hear this annoying kid saying over and over “Mom.” The last thing he says is “Mom, my neck hurts.”

March 3
Kind of a separate dream where I am lucid. I am in Grandma’s living room. I push my finger through my hand. First time I have tried it. Pretty cool. Then I pull my hand off. Next I try to make myself 2 feet tall. I am trying to think of other stuff to do but lose lucidity.

Mystery dream leads in to another dream in a hotel. There is some show or awards ceremony going on. We are all sitting and watching it. After it, there are like 5 black guys that walk by with suits and jewelry (pimps.) I decide to leave and walk through some doors. I end up in a mental hospital. As not to look like a patient I grab a white jacket. I walk through the hospital and notice it is set up a lot like a prison with sections that can be closed off. There are several office areas and I walk to the last one. A nurse hands me a chart. I read it and it says “183 Patient, Has Killed” I can clearly see all the room numbers and probably could have found the room and experienced something different. But I basically want to leave because I am not really a doctor and could be found out. I find the exit and go outside to the parking lot. I am trying to find a car to drive. I should have looked around for a cooler car but found a red jetta. I open the door and throw in my jacket. I get in and it’s surprisingly small. Probably because I am stealing a car. I drive off. I am going down the road and kind of realize I am dreaming. I drive very fast and am skidding and counter steering around corners. There is snow all over the road too. Suddenly there is someone else in the car with me. I talk with them and keep driving. Driving while asking him what I want to do keeps me dreaming and the lucidity. He’s like I don’t know. I’m like “how about we fly.” I drive off the next corner off a cliff and am like “now we fly.” The car becomes just something we are holding on to and flying with. I look up and remember that I want to try to go in to space. I can’t seem to make it go higher. I even try saying that the car is now a rocket but nothing works. Somehow we end up in the woods. I guess it is near school and home at the same time. We walk around talking. This girl appears with us and we are all talking. She seems drawn to me. We get close and start kissing. We are happy. She says her name is Stacy Silver. (Sure about last name but not about the first.) We chill on this table and there are like 4 of us now. For some reason the guy sitting next to me pulls out a gun. Says something demanding. I quickly disarm him telling him not to do stuff like that. He is astounded and chills out. We decide to walk out of the woods a little bit. We run into a bunch of other people including Sean, Nick, Nick, Jesse and a bunch of other people. Jesse wants to smoke and breaks out some weed. He is kind of confused about the smoking device we have. It’s kind of like a can that looks made to smoke out of. He smokes and passes to Sean. I don’t even know if I get a hit. I walk out of the woods more and suddenly there are lots of people. People coming up with trucks with lots of stuff to drink. People are drinking beer and a lot of hard stuff. I kind of taste vodka and am like oh great. This guy brings up a bunch of shot glasses filled with stuff that isn’t that harsh. I drink one. I turn around and there are like 1000 people here now. A lot of them are older people which is cool. All over the place chilling in the woods during a warm day getting fucked up. I walk down and out of the woods and realize we are right next to the Goshen Fair. That is why there are so many people. The fair is very weird. Kind of a mixed carnival and urban selling area. A bunch of black people are around. I decide to call the party in back mine. I run in to Grandma and am like “oh great.” She asks if dad knows about it. I say it’s just a party for the fair. She starts to protest but something really cool happens. One of her friends walks up and says her name. They hug and start laughing. I walk away realizing nothing bad will happen. I walk around a little bit trying to find someone. I end up running into Jess and Jennette. I greet them and tell them to hit up the party in back. I start walking again but get woken up.

March 7
Cool Birthday Dream – At school and about to take a shower. Girls are showering in the same place. Some how I get like two or three girls to get in the shower with me at different times. Very realistic. I am trying to keep myself in the dream but it eventually fades.

March 22, 2005
We are at Tyler Lake. For some reason this is where everyone is skiing and snowboarding. But as I get there it is closing because it is getting very warm. I can see and feel the sun strongly. It’s like the ice is going to melt or something. There is a building we go in to. It’s a restaurant. I think it’s supposed to be a pizza hut. There is a buffet. I can smell all the kinds of pizza but wake up because I am sleeping on my arms.

Awesome dream that I have had before. Kind of mix between GTA and Ocean’s Eleven. I am on a mission or something in Russia. There is a huge factory with more than 10 sections to it. I know I am supposed to do things in a certain order. Like I have done it before. There is a lot of sneaking around and not letting people know who I am. I am supposed to disable a security system and take something and leave. I do what I am supposed to but some how am found out by workers that I am not who I say I am. I end up running with security after me. And it’s like Russians so they are shooting at me too. I have to escape through all these sections of the building. There are lots of ladders that I have to climb and little corridors that I have to go through. I end up outside and find a dirt bike. I ride it through the snow as fast as it will go. The path I’m on turns into a forrest and I am still going fast. I am taking out trees but some how not falling. Dream basically ends.
We are in Cape Cod I think on vacation. We go in some restaurant and it’s pretty weird. Some how I get out of the place by dancing through people that are dancing. There are people outside that I recognize including Tim. They are living at a place above us. We are packing in a car for some reason. Probably to go somewhere. Don’t remember the rest.

March 24
I’m a navy seal. I’m with my squad on a mission. We’re in Goshen, in the barn. People are trying to take it over. Working together makes me know how it feels to be part of something this major. I’m taking out the enemy in the barn but end up shooting at my own guy. He’s like what the fuck! FF as a Seal! After that we end up taking the entire place including the house. Nick is there and supposed to be the leader of the enemy. He is stealing my car to get away. I go out with my sidearm with one bullet in it. I go into the car, which I shouldn’t have. He grabs my arm and begins to cut my wrist with a razor blade. The whole time I have the gun aimed at his head. I don’t want to shoot but he has a hard grip and is cutting me.

March 28
Have an awesome base jumping dream. It’s like we are going to all the cool places to jump. Different cliffs and stuff. At one part I am skydiving and think about a linetwist. I am on my main chute but not even attached to it. I am just holding it with my hands. It is twisted and I pull on it to untwist it. It swings around fast and almost twists again. I should have let go and flew a while then hit my reserve or my main for that matter.

I am at school and have a puppy. It’s cute and runs around the room. But it ends up pissing and shitting on the floor and I question whether or not it is a good idea.
I am in a huge marching band at school. It’s crazy. There are like hundreds of people. We start playing the cadence and it rocks.

Me, Nick, Art and some other people are bowling. We are bowling for a while and I go to the bathroom. Almost turns sexual but I think I might have woken up. Back in the dream I get a strike and win some cool stuff including a Porsche which I see myself driving around in. We head home and we are driving through Litchfield. We stop at a house that is selling a snowmobile. We won a lot of money and were going to buy it. We go into the garage and find a bunch of other tag sale type stuff including a lava lamp and black light. Something breaks and this lady comes out. She thinks we are going to steal stuff. I tell Nick that the money is mine. Art comes by and Nick tells Art what I told him. Art gets mad and goes to hit me. I wake up.

April 1?
I’m having a party in the woods somewhere near Farmington. Some how half the people get the idea that it is a family party and half the people get the idea that it is a friends party. Kind of a stupid concept because aren’t our family members our friends? I start seeing a lot of family members. I don’t like it because I see a lot of other people too that are starting to drink. While when I look at the relatives they are starting to make food. On top of this I hear on the radio that “Marty is having a huge party down here.” I’m like “oh great.” I look over and there is a booth with a radio station set up. Kristen is being interviewed and is telling people to come down. She sees me and wants me to say something. Don’t remember what I say.

April 4
Hockey dream with Andrew and a few other people that I know. We are kicking ass but there is weird stuff happening. Like at one point there are piles of snow all over the place. At the end I think we won but we are suddenly running around the rink like we used to at South Kent. People are running with us. We go around and end up seeing the Hilton sisters. I’m like holy shit! They are dressed in the hottest outfits. We end up chilling on a couch where the rink was. I’m almost speechless because they are so hot. Eventually I do make a move though and it becomes sexual. I realize I am dreaming and I tell myself not to get too carried away otherwise I will wake up. But some how the dream starts to fade.

April 16
Sweet Ninja Dream – I guess I am supposed to be stopping this drug ring or something. Starts off with me getting chased on sort of a highway. They are shooting at me and I jump down off the side. Once I get inside this place its like a big open warehouse. There are pallets of cocaine everywhere. Suddenly I notice that there are all sorts of things guarding the place. The main entrance is guarded by turret machine guns. There is one area with the vicious looking guard dogs. And all over the place there are groups of men with guns. For some reason this woman comes up to me. She screams and starts to run back. The main guys notice this and send this crazy ninja guy in all black with a sword at me. I question whether I should stay and fight or run. I decide to run because there are lots of other guys around. If I was lucid none of it would have mattered. I start running and realize I have a sword too. He is chasing me. I get down to another area and decide to stop and fight him. I do for a little bit but realize re is very good. I decide to run again and some how lose him. I go into this run and hide behind some stuff. I can still see the doorway. The guy comes in and notices me. We start sword fighting. At one point he throws some ninja stars at me. I dodge them. I pick one up. We keep fighting and for some reason Shick comes in. He has two ninja bats that he seems pretty good with. I don’t know who’s side he’s on at first. He gives the bats to the ninja and goes away. I guess this would mean that he’s on my side by giving him a lesser weapon but that he doesn’t want to help me. Probably how he feels in real life. We start fighting again. The ninja soon drops the bats and uses his two smaller swords which he is also good with. I fight with my sword for a little while but then remember about the star. I decide to throw it at him. It hits him right in the neck and goes in deep. Was surprisingly graphic. He drops to the ground and starts making weird breathing noises. Probably what would actually happen. I guess I should have finished him but didn’t know if I should. Soon he dies. I walk out but don’t even remember that I am supposed to stop the drug ring. I run into Art. I start telling him about the fight and how I realized that swords were mainly for stabbing and not cutting. With a good sword this wouldn’t be try but I guess I was fighting with my shitty one. Art starts telling me about some classes he was taking on swords. I wake up soon after.

April 19
Starts out as a dream where me and a bunch of people I know are in a wrestling match. It’s crazy. There are a bunch of big time wrestlers. So how we go from be spectators to being in the match. The main person I am wrestling with is Chris Benoit. I can remember talking and saying stuff that would be cool during the match. At one point we end up outside the ring and there is a table. I throw him on it and climb the ropes. I should have just jumped off and landed however but I tried not to hit him fully. I landed on him kind of but the table didn’t break. After that I found a crate and put him under it. I drag Triple H over and put him on top of it. After that I yell “goodnight” and walk away. The other wrestlers do the same thing and start walking up the ramp. I start to walk to the left where the wrestlers are going but they say to go the other way. I do, and we end up outside. We are outside in a field type parking lot with Dad and some other people. I look up and sure enough there are parachutes coming down. They look like they are having a hard time landing in the field we are in. There are trees all around it. The first few land fine but the last guy ends up in a tree. The chute slips and he ends up falling like 20 feet to the ground. He is ok but is figures that my Dad sees something like that. He goes over and talks to them. Kind of in a negative connotation. They start to regroup and I end up walking with them and having a while converstation. Wish I could remember all of it. We talk about the school in Ellington. I guess they have been there. We talk about a few other things and about how much a rig costs. One guy says “I got mine all in black.” Another says mine ended up costing me 170,000. I say the sport is expensive to start up. The guys look very weird. I guess it was the suggestion that Dad made about the people from Ellington. We come to a hill which I can’t tell is a cliff. I see people stumble down it which makes me think it’s just a hill. Probably could have been either. But as soon as I start to walk down one of the guys says “It’s a cliff.” Kind of forcing me to realize it’s a dream. It’s awesome. There is like 30 seconds of freefall. I start messing with how I position my body. Like I can lean forward and create drag. Everything is going by so fast. I realize I have no chute so I just close my eyes when I get to the ground. I don’t wake up even though I probably should have. I say let’s do that again. And it actually works. This time I end up flying through the roof of a house. And then I finally do wake up.

April 26, 2005
Dream with the evil kid from The Butterfly Effect. I guess the setting was supposed to be Sin City. Started off with just me. I was in this car and for some reason Bruce Willis was fighting against me. I don’t remember the whole scene but I ended up shooting him with a handgun. We were in a city and I think we were doing some illegal things. This kid was very evil. We went to this one place and when this guy refused to do something the kid bit his lip off. We were running from the police and parked in a parking lot. We went up to this hideout place. We were discussing what we were going to do. We ended up jumping out the side of it over this ravine.