Woooooooohoooooooooooooooooo
I had my first fully fledged LD last night! Just when I was losing interest!
Ok this is how it goes -
I was enjoying myself, doing some weird race thing, which when going round, you could find hidden bonuses n stuff. I beat everyone, up to one girl, who then beat me cause there were no bonuses. After that I got a lift to to the top of a mountain overlooking my city, which was embedded in the slope of a mountain/dead volcano, with trees surrounding it, but my friends turned up and we went racing down. After that, I was in the forum (large modern building in my city) with my mum and sister. We had just entered the library there, and I went looking around. I first went past a shelf of books about some famous german whose name had come up in the title of some piece of music that I knew. I turned through the next row, and two kids were messing around at the end, one moved, and the other stood there making stupid noises at me. I then went across the main bit, with some broken glass/paper/something, thinking about claiming out loud that I was a psychopath or something. I then went into an spaceous café thing, made of glass and flimsy metal stuff, where my sister and mum were sitting. My sister claimed there was some ingredient in one of the types of drink or something, and I argued against her. They then looked at a menu or something, and found it definately was right. I argued against it anyway. After this I found myself in a doorway to someone's house. There infront of me was a girl that used to go to my school, but sadly died one day, from an asthma, and her dad, sitting in a toilet cubicle next to the doorway. Now this was strange. I remembered that she was supposedly deceased, yet there she was. I asked the dad 'Is this Sabrina?'. They both said yes, it was. I was extremely confused. I then did a reality check. '5:15' or so. Checked again. '9:55' or something. YES! DREAMING!!! I was so excited, I started getting dizzy and started fading out. I said out loud "Woaaah woah, calm. Calm down". My friend was there, laughing at my freaking out at this point. I moved around a bit, and generally got used to what was going on. Going down the stairs, I decided it was time to try some stuff out. I tried telekinesis. I pointed my finger and some stuff at the bottom of the stairs and tried to lift it, failed, tried again and success, up they went!!! I went the rest of the way down the stairs, and into the living room. I thought I'd try to create a person. I tried to imagine this person appearing, but it didnt work. I raised my hand over where I wanted the person to appear, pointed to specific points that I wanted to appear, behind my hand, and when I raised it again, there was the girl, sitting on the floor. I greeted her, and asked her a question I'd thought up just before hand. I wanted to ask her what it was like in the underworld. When I asked, I said something else instead of 'underworld', and then corrected myself, she was just struggling over a reply and... I woke up -.- Oh well, there's always tomorrow night!
I cant quite recall what I did exactly after stabalising myself, but I think something else happened.
Wooh havent posted anything for a bit so here goes
Last night I had lots of entertaining events in my dreams last night, but aswell as that, I had a lucid that started rather randomly.
I was sitting at my piano seat, with my dad and his friend sitting on a sofa where the computer table normally is. They were talking about music recitals or something, so I turned round and told the friend 'If you wanna play anything you like, you just have to realise that it's actually a dream'. I turned back to the piano again, and told myself 'By the way, this is a dream'. There wasnt really any buzz like there has been when turning lucid before, and I wasnt actually sure that I was in a dream. My living room really looked like it does right now, and I walked to the window. I felt wide-awake. I tried to make a laserbeam appear from the clouds, for some reason. Atfirst I could only see it faintly, where I wanted it to appear, but it became stronger, and when I stood up higher, I could see that it'd set fire to about half a mile of the city. I tried to make the laser pierce some of the clouds (since it was a very cloudy sky, so rather dark) and managed to get the sun shining brightly through. After this, I think I went back to a normal dream. My mum'd brought me some animé that was on sale at Virgin. Never had heard of them, but they had some stuff comparing it to studio Ghibli stuff.
That's it really.
Wow, what a memorable night
Basically, this was the night it was gonna happen, and that was that. I was gonna use the whole arsenal.
First, I slept, and I dreamt about some big celebration or event in a mall. It was more like the local university library though. Some stuff happened, I got annoyed, i rectified it, I ran away to avoid punishment the end. Aha! Its early morning, I havent got much time! WILD test time. I tried to visualise stuff for a veeeeeeeeeryyyyyyy looooooooooong time. Atleast it felt like hours, who knows, coulda been five minutes in that state. Anyway, I couldnt do it. I felt so close, yet nothing would happen. Even my spine felt like it'd gone into sleep paralysis a while back but it just wasnt happening. Oh. Ok, so after a bit, I decided to roll over, I tried counting, and reminding myself that I was actually dreaming etc. and concentrating on the experience. I quickly got bored with this and tried a mix of both. From here it gets a bit hazy, but I think I either WILDed or fell asleep. I've never managed a WILD before but there were none of the transitional effects, and I think I had quite a bit of dream before.
Whether I managed it but forgot it was a dream I dunno, but I ended up at my cousin's. We had to do school, even though we were there, and in my room, I found my sister had been playing paganini on it, for some reason, with my cousin playing a piano accompanyment. I came up to the sound of this, and found the strings had warped or something, and it'd gone weird so my mum was gonna replace the strings. After this, I was in a GCSE geography class or something, and one of my friends was in it, re-sitting the course for some reason. I had only been there for one thing, and I'm not really sure what, but Id managed to knock one of those pencil holder thing's contents into the desk and had to open it up and fish them all out before leaving, out of courtesy. After this, the guy sitting next to me spoke, reminding me of some party i'd been to, and it'd actually been his sister's or something. After this, I ended up in a really strange bit, from the school, with some friends, some creature, cant remember whether it was a cat or not, though I wouldnt be surprised, since I brought up a cat a lot when visualising; my sister, who was some kind of witch (the Harry potter kind, for some reason it was magical :S) and 3 or so other people. After this, we were running down a bright tunnel, when we came out we were over a harbour or something; the old lazy fishing village Nintendo-style kind, and we flew over it. For some reason, we were all singing that lil bit from Walt Disney's Peter Pan going 'We can fly! We can fly! We can fly, We can fly, We can flyyyyyyyy!" and someone corrected the last bit, to something else which I cant remember, but recognised as more correct. After this we went down a tunnel again, and had to hop over some stone pillars or something.
Now *this* is the strange bit. Mid-dream, I decided that this is a dreamsign, and any time in future that I do this, even though jumping over large crevaces doesnt happen often, would be a dreamsign. Five seconds later or so, and we're jumping over a lava filled crevace! I do a dream check, its like 5 to 5, again, its like 11:30! BINGO, After a long night, I'm in the game! And I still can't believe it. Anyway, I run out into an outdoor bit. I cant remember what exactly it looks like, but It simply wont do. I try to change the scenery, BAH, it wont change. I relucantly try the whirling technique, pah, how I dispise such a cheap technique, but I think it works, however, the place is still not to my taste. It's nice, windswept, calm, with the plain white spanish-sea-side style houses, colourful doors, and mostly-red sheets out to dry on the classic-washing lines, but I think I wanted a place to fly in. There was something about false awakenings here. Things had gone black, so I tried opening my eyes, to find that I was still in a dream. I continued. I COMMAND it to change, under all the powers of my deity-like body, with huge downward flattening geastures with my hands... ~_~ Still no change. RIGHT, THIS PLANET ASKED FOR IT. Total smite-age time. I SUMMONED THE MOON OUT OF THE SKY AND COLLIDED IT INTO THE VERY GROUND THAT I WAS STANDING ON! Down it comes; I can see it coming right at me, through the clouds, I LAUNCH INTO THE AIR, AND BOOM; I'm in space, large chunks of earth and moon all around. The sun. Open space. Hmm, I needed some land, and I remembered my intention was to mash the two orbital rocks together to make a nice clean slate. There, in the original location, they were. Like Yin and Yang, but much more alien; very reptilian, and jagged, but in a distinct shape.
. They had crater-like features, and instead of being tail-to-face like the classic ☯ Yin-yang, they were face-to-face, tail-to-tail, intertwining. They were magnificant. But they immediately wanted to break apart and float off. I didnt want this so I geastured them back together, and the huge lumps of rock rebinded. Now this had enlightened me. I wanted to become their core. It was like a primal sexual drive to integrate (in a non-sexual way!) with these ancient, yet only just born, entities. I began calving them, but not with a blade or powers, but with my hands and mouth. I dont know how I managed to meet their proportions, but I was making them look different, one had several jagged edges around its mouth, the other was smoother where I'd been using my tongue to wear it down. The Yin (dark) side's great eye, while doing this, turned towards me, and the voice said
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I shall dedicate(or 'make'/'create'?) a shrine to this creature[/b]
I heard laughing, maybe from outside, but anyway, I woke up. YES, I'm back in my bed, ofcourse it was really a dream and not waking fantasy!
Ahh sundays; Time to try again :)