Last week -oct 05

Was upstairs in my room retrieving something. I looked outside my window and found my tree was gone and water was everywhere. I realized I was dreaming and flew out my window. Everything went black and then took shape again. I thought to myself, I always fly or I always seek sex. I don't know what I want anymore.

I flew straight up. Eventually I came to a cloud and I saw a head poking out over it. I found this funny and flew closer to investigate. I realized it was God. Or more correctly, my dream version of God. I called out to Him and then saw Jesus next to him. At this moment I felt a strong outburst of energy, something akin to "rapture" or so I think. They both turned away from me and I floated back down to earth, not disappointed that they turned away...but excited to have felt anything at all.

I woke up, and tried to call my friend, but couldn't dial the number. I quit dialing and asked, "Am I still agnostic?" He was talking, but I his voice was too quiet. I couldn't hear anything he said. I realized I was not awake and then truly woke up.