Thread: am i dreaming or am i awake?

11-1-05
Me and my bestfriend chris took a trip to london to meet up with my friend anna. We drove to our friend Anna's house and the whole way there we talked about how the roads are so complicated? We ended up getting to Anna's house and it was a small farm type shack. Her mom came out as we arrived and greated us. Anna took us to some sort of outdoor mall.

I woke up in a dark cold cell outside. I was in a cage like an animal. I sat on the cold dirt floor looking around trying to figure out where I was. I saw I man come over to my cell and begin to open it. I quicky played dead and didnt move an inch. I had my eyes shut yet I could still see everything that went on? He came over to me and muttered some language I couldnt understand. He took a pistol out of a holster he had on his side and put it in my mouth. He laughed in a way that made me cringe. Apparently he saw me move and pulled the trigger. I woke up once again in an open area, still on the cold dirt. It seemed to be some sort of prison camp. I looked around and saw no one in sight. Suddenly people began running at me. I wasnt sure what to do I so ran away. I looked behind me to see that some sort of creatures were coming down from the sky extremely fast and grabbing the men. I realized thats what they were running from so I kept running. one by one the men died.

11-2-05
(I didnt get much sleep and couldnt remember much from my dreams)

Me and my friend were on some sort of huge ship in the ocean with some crazy sailor guy. I remember I kept looking up at the sky to look at the clouds. Everytime I would look up at them, they would change drasticly. Im not sure if this is a new dream or not, but it had the same 2 people in it. The next thing I know we were running for cover to some sort of shelter. I followed my friend Chris and the crazy sailor guy into a bomb shelter looking thing. Me being the last person of the 3, right before I went in I looked behind me and saw some sort of MASSIVE dog. I jumped in the hole and crawled down backwards. I could see the dogs head trying to fit in the hole but It wouldnt fit. I slowly slipped into the bomb shelter type of hole..I dont remember much after that. I do remember the underground shelter was some sort of NASA facility.

11-3-05
I didnt have any dreams last night.

11-4-05
(no lucid, but i did have a false awakening)

I went to a desert party on 99th ave and Thunderbird with some friends. when we got there the cops showed up. Chris was speeding and got a ticket. I went to the pary while the cops where still standing around. I got drunk and somehow it was day time. Everyone was gone. I was all alone in the desert. I started to walk home. Some retarded guy picked me up and said he would take me home. He took me to the freeway by a bridge. I saw a mansion underneath the bridge. I went up to the the back yard and saw a fancy pool. I was invited in to drink some wine. I went into the bar area with the rich guy. I met his 'friend' and he handed me a bottle of wine. While they sipped the bottle of wine, I began to chug it. the wine was for girls so i called the guys pussys after chugging it all. I walked out the front door and decided to walk home. For some reason I ended up at 67th and union hills. I walked to about 75th ave. I kept thinking to myself, I wish i had a car!! Some crazy girl picked me up. I guess I knew her. She took my home and came inside. (lots of adult things happened) I woke up (MY FIRST false awakening) and she was passed out on my couch.

11-5-05
Came home drunk and high and didnt get much sleep.

11-6-05
There was a school conspiracy. My school teacher and everyone else was out to get me. I had alot of paranoia and confusio?. I went to my principal to tell him everything that was going on. For some reason I thought he was on my side, but I guessed wrong. As I walked through the halls everyone stared at me. Through out the whole dream I was afraid of everyone and thought they were all plotting agaisnt me.

I was on some island, I thought it was hawaii. I met up with a girl keley from school. We were in my back yard but still in hawaii? she went with Kramer into his house. she came out a while later and I knew they had sex? (again I dont remember much from this dream, just bits of it)

11-7-05
Three mexican 'mobsters' chased after me in the ghetto?

Had a halloween party at some concert hall?

Went to tucson and saw my old friend pamela.

11-8-05
Didnt have much time to write down my dreams when i woke up. This is my memory from a couple hours.

I remember I was back in kindergarten. our teacher looked like/was Arnold Schwarzenegger in Kindergarten Cop. We had pizza. I remember falling down somehow and breaking my arm. I walked to the nurse with a cup of orange juice in my hand. Somehow I walked pass some kids that where in the indoor pool. I looked at them and it was my class? They all clapped as i walked by. Arnold said give him a hand. I got confused suddenly and placed my cup of juice on the floor and began to walk again. I had a limp in my leg. Not sure if I broke my leg also? I went back to pick up my cup. I looked at the cup I placed on the floor and it was like this frankenstein cup I always drink at my friends house.

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11-9-05

Me and chris were at an airport. I remember seeing this little girl asking for a parachute before she got on the plane. me and chris made fun of her cause she had a pillowcase on her head. We got on the plane and took off. It seemed like we were going somewhere far. It seemed like we were on the plane for days. We arrived to our destination. We decided we needed a place to stay. We went to these apartment/houses and got a room. We went to the pool before we went to our room. I saw the girl that had the pillowcase on her head and I began to make fun of her again. She came over to us and said hi. I thought it was akward. She showed us her family. She had like 4 other sisters. they kind of resembeled the brady bunch minus the boys? I started to cook a stake outside on the grill by the pool. It looked done and ready to eat. I flipped it over and it was raw again. I became upset so i just left it. I turned arround and I was in a backyard? Me and chris went inside and sat on the couch. The little girl with the pillowcase came up to us and started talking. She became annoying fast, talking about her family and other things we did not care about. She dissapeared. Me and chris wondered where the rest of her family was. we looked all around the house and didnt find athing. we went outside and sat on the lawn chairs. We heard talking on the roof so we went to find it. We went upstairs and found the were on the balcony. they were having ''family'' time and told us to leave.

11-10-05
(no lucid, but VERY VIVID dreams)
I was outside of my house with a bunch of my friends. We all were looking up at the sky at these objects moving around. We kept saying that they look like ufos and whatnot. We watched for a good hour. They kept circling each other, and then out of no where, a huge explosion in the sky! (it looked so real) It started small and became massive.They began fighting? it looked like a firework xtimes 100. After the explosion in the sky we were all freaked out. All of a sudden hundreds of lights appeared. an invasion maybe? I ran inside to get my camera. I couldnt find it so I put on this hat that I use to love. I went back outside and the 'lights' were HUGE. I could clearly see that they were ships from another planet. At this time it was chaos outside. all my neighbors surrounding me were leaving as fast as they could. all me and my friends could do was look up at the sky in shock. (again, no lucid, but one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had.


I was at a school. Some kid was following me in the halls yelling at me. I walked outside and saw the biggest fight I have seen. All girls. I realized they were all jumping 1 girl, they kicked her face a good hundred times..I watched for a good 5 minutes then they all got up and walked away. They girl that was getting the beatdown got up and walked away as if nothing happened.

11-11-05
Got no sleep.

11-12-05
once again. no sleep. was out drinking all weekend.

11-13-05

My house was above Kc and Kramers apartment. I was in there with 2 girls I didnt know. There were clowns all over my house. We were about to leave when one of the girls ran to the bathroom. my whole house shaked. I could tell she was dead. We ran out in a hurry. I ran down the stairs outside as fast as I could. I kept slipping. we got to the car and drove until forever ended.

Suicide Silence played at arrowhead elementary. I was up on the stage helping mitch set up. I went out and announced they were playing. Everyone went insane. Before they played my ex Becca and my friend Shannon both asked me out. They wanted to have all 3 of us date at the same time. I thought it was weird. Suicide Silence started and I went to the pit. All my friends were there. I remember throwing punches at every kid around the pit. I hit every person I saw. I remember jumping on someones back and moshing on top of them. Suicide Silence was taking down there set and a ton of cops came in. I hid behind a chair. I looked to see if they were gone, and a cop saw me. I got arrested during the show for a hit and run. I went to the station and my mom picked me up. We drove by marcs house and I saw Travis and Aaron dead in the tree. I jumped out and went up to them and freaked out. I started crying and went back into the car. My mom took me took some creek by our house to bury her friend that died of cancer. I remember making a hole in the ground. The soil was really soft and wet. My mom buried her ashes. I woke up.

11-14-05

I was at arrowhead elementary. I went to school there. the whole time I was in school I was afriad my teeth were going to fall out. I could feel 2 of them were really loose. I went to the bathroom and i spit in the sink and I kept spitting out teeth. At least 12 teeth came out. I got upset and left the bathroom.School got out and I started to walk to home. I walked pass the busses and they kept cutting me off. I almost got killed at least twice. I saw an old friend walking down the golf course were we use to walk together. We talked alittle about what was new. I got home and I looked in the mirror and onlt 2 teeth were missing. (thats all I remember from the dream, strange I know)

11-15-05

No sleep.

11-16-05

No sleep.

11-17-05

no sleep.

11-18-05

no sleep.

11-19-05

I was in bobs supra, the top was down and we were driving. we pulled into a parking lot and I could feel rain hitting my head. we talked about taking some acid. the rain began to hit harder. we put the top up and droped acid. the next thing I know It was halloween. I was walking around late at night saying random things to kids. the next think I know I was at some sort of camp. kids were talking about ''glowing'' they said they would shine a light into your face and you would glow. (speaking of this gives me really bad deja vu)
I didnt know the kids but I felt as if I went back into time in a different reality. I was younger. I noticed the kids I saw were younger. I had a big gun on my back still from halloween. It was some sort of sniper rifle. I was dressed up in SWAT uniform. me and this kid got in trouble and had to sit in these weird looking chairs outside at night. something happened and I was back in class. it seemed like 6th grade. I felt I was way older than the kids and felt misplaced.

I drove my sisters honda civic to meet a girl for her birthday. I kept getting lost. I went to a giant park and thought I was there. I saw old friends walking up and going inside. I looked again and it was a funeral. I left to go find the party. I kept calling the girl telling her I was close.

11-21-05
i was at some sort of party. i was on the second story, upstairs. chris and i were throwing rubbing alcohol on eachother. I ran into the other room and grabed a bottle and started pouring it all over my face and drinking it for no reason. chris came running in the room with a bottle on fire and started to pour it on me. imeditaly catching me on fire. the fire spread from the top of my head to my face. blinding me with the brightness. it quickly moved to the rest of my body. i was completely on fire. everything was quiet. i started to hear something, i realized it was my screams of agony. it seemed everyone was staring at me. saying nothing. no one helped me. I screamed in a way i have never heard before. a scream in which i knew i was going to die. i tried to run to the stairs and outside to the pool. as i got to the stairs my breath got slower and slower. it became harder for me to breathe. only seconds went by. i stoped in the middle of the floor everything quiet but my burning flesh still ablaze. i died.

11-24-05

My dog killed sharks in my pool.

11-25-05
I was at arrowhead mall? or some mall. I kept going from my house to the mall back and forth. I had 3 jackets on, I was really cold. I went back to my house and was looking in the freezer. my mom and dad kept making aton of jokes about me. I felt pretty stupid and went back to the mall.

me kramer and chris were at some water park. we went down aton of slides. I jumped in the pool and tried to swim back up. I almost drowned? kramer and chris went on some ride or something, so I went into a pool. I realized it was a smoke shop in a pool. I went to the side and looked at the bongs. some girl with a baby that was swiming around the pool came up to me and started asking me weird questions. the next thing I remember she was smoking out of a simpsons bong. chris was right next to me hitting the homemade looking water pipe. (I woke up right at this point due to chris calling me.)

12-23-05
I was in a car going to the middle of nowhere. We went to some sort of ranch? I could tell it was far away. We turned into someback road and I steped out of the car. there was some sort of get together, When everyone left, I was all by myself. I look into the distance and could see america west area. I could see how far away downtown phoenix was, and realized I had a long walk. I started walking down the dirt road with my thumb out. for being in the middle of nowhere, there sure were alot of cars going past me. I finally picked up a ride with someone. I woke up in the hands of a madman. being tortured. The next thing I know I was running. somewhere. I was running from someone? the person who tortured me? I could not see. I was in his backyard. maybe? I started jumping fences, that was the first thing I could think of, I hoped as many walls as I could. not forgetting the horrors I just saw. The first backyard had dogs. maybe his? The futher out i got, the more dangerous it got. It seemed to be a normal neighborhood...but the houses were all run down and I could tell no one was living in them. the backyards set of boobytraps? I kept looking for a house in which you could see someone was living in. I began to run down the walls. House after house, I kept walking the line down the backyard fences. Before I knew it, I saw a bigger wall. a neighborhood within a neighborhood? Panic filled my blood. I soon reached the corner of the complex maze and jumped up the last, taller than the rest, fence. I saw a tower and spotlight by me. I realized i was in a 'fake' neighborhood. I couldnt believe what was going on. I ran the the first house I saw. There were a few people outside of it working on a car. I told them I was traped. They called 911 as I sugested. A fire truck came within a few moments. It picked me up. I was in the back looking out. Almost as if I was in the back of a semi. I kept looking out the side pannel, out to the street. The next thing I know I was in the air? I look up and see a skyroof, a rectangle shaped opening in the roof of whatever I was in. I was laying down? I could see a helicopter folling above. In another persons perspective, I saw 2 helicopters crash. all of a sudden, I was back on the ground staring at what appeared to be a child? maybe an alien. It screamed pain. Within seconds the head and the remaining arm brusted, almost blew up. blood poured out of the wounds. the creature disfigured. I look next to me and see a girl. She looks up at me. She wispers something. I think about how amazing this was. I woke up.

7-18-06

I was at the beach with someone. maybe john? or jacob. no it was jacob. I remember me him and him and someone else were going to go boogyboarding and shawn? or someone who wasnt in the dream for long went surfing. I couldnt get up the waves due to them being very high. I walked back down the beach with jacob and i remember looking at the shells on the floor. I looked up and there was one of those suv cop cars right infront of me. for some reason It felt like he was looking at me. like I had a sixth sense or something. I looked down and I could see that I had marijuana and a pipe with me. again with the sixth sense I tried to calm down and walk straight. I keep walking with jacob until we were far enough ahead and almost to the shore. When we got right to the water, the cop got on his speaker and said everyone out of the water. I threw the pipe out of my pocket into the water. me and jacob turned around and walked back to a 'beach' house? it was my beach house. as we walked through the sand the cop car was sitting infront of us with its lights on. it looked like it was waiting for us to pass him and then he would pull us over. As I walked getting nervous again, i had the sixth sense and the next thing i know i was looking at the cop and I could tell he wasnt looking at me. The next thing I know me and jacob are back at the beach house or whatever. We only talked shortly and he proceded to leave. He didnt hug me or look sad he was leaveing. he had a straight face the whole time. I kind of got upset cause I havent seen him in forever and he is going into the army real soon. I walked up the stairs to my beach house. The next thing I know........

(im not sure if the dream ended or not)


my sister ran away. i was looking in the closet for her with my mom. I got upset fast. For some reason I felt like the same thing that happened to that girl in aruba was happening to my sister. I remember going outside and seeing trees and the "cabin" I was in, was on a upward hill. It felt like japan? I went upstairs and my grandma was sleeping outside the loft door. When I came up to her she quickly pulled up her sheets and went to sleep. My sister than just came back home and everything was fine.