Beno's Dream Journal

I post a warning right now because I dream in color, and it isn't exactly appropriate to the younger audience...

I'm also fairly honest with myself and others, so there will be sexual scenes/content ine the following posts because I've had them in my dreams....

So, I have an LJ account that I use to get everything on my mond off it... And recently, I've started posting my dreams to it. Recently being Jan 23... Until I get to today, I will just be copy/pasting what I have wrote. Here goes, the first mention of dreams"

So, last night was an odd night for sleep.

Dreams about sex, dreams about Magic games, dreams about olympic-type sports on a small scale. Dreams about people interested in me (Not people I know are interested in me, people i know, but I was interested in), weird happenings, you know... The works.

Plus, my room was so comfortable. what would have made it all better is if the air wasn't so dry it made it painful to breath through my nose.

Okay... So that dream was wierd. I don't even know where it came from. a bungh of adults brought their children to an amusement park. (Actually this is sort of a continuation of a dream I had had previousely, but not really... Just some things are the same, like you gotta shoot the robots in the head for them to stop moving)

And the children were about my age.. So a bunch of us teens go into this one ride which sounded interesting. so we go in and things start to get weird, don't ask me the progresstion because I just don't know. I remember going through the place and having to avoid things and shooting a robot in the head, and it deflating/going 2D once I walk past or something. I remember encountering the parents and them giving us questions and not really caring that one of the kids had a peg-leg now, or that one had died.

I remember that earlier in the dream one person had died, so we took some fake jewelry from out of nowhere and put it in his stomach wound and said words over the body as a sort of mourning before moving on.

So, after the parents, we got to this creepy house. this one person had a key to open all of the doors, but I decided to open one because I had saw something outside the window. I opened the door, and couldn't get out because some sort of like fallen tree roots were in my way, so we chased the thing I saw to this field with trees. I grabbed onto it and started spinning. the thing was a vampire, and we knew this automatically.

So here I was spinning in circles holding on for dear life to the heel of a vampire... his leg was slowly stretching like putty, and eventually after a long while I managed to hit him against a tree, which was my goal.

At this time I should point out that I'm not me in the cream, I'm a force that inhabits nameless people and uses them to get across what I feel needs to be done.

So, somehow we get from the battered, but defeated vampire to this girl in the group being strung up on a tree for her own good. And out from the darkness around our clearing, the evil forces are trying to convert her with their evil tongue. So, I start to do a cleansing/warding ritual to keep that influence out of the girl. this is a non-intrusive ritual... mostly just speaking in a tongue that sounds sort of like a whisper without the sssss sound, and hitting something softly with a something, I can't remember what it was.

So afer a few moments, the rest of the people join in but they are actually making fake whisper noises which doesn't help really... it's mostly their intent that helps. But out of the darkness the magical attack suddenly and savagely shifts directions to someone else.

I should also at this time point out that I have never dreamed from the female perspective.

So there I am, all chained up at the wrists by this evil force in a place I recognise as my home (the home of the person I am being at this time). she's chained by the wrists and being raised and spoken at, I can't quite remember this part, but I do remember the thing bringing me to two crowns(tiaras?) of a sort. one was a few inches wide, about twice as long and a few inches tall (think sortof tounded rectangle). the other was a tiara-like thing. circular in design, and shaped like one. I grab the rectangular one and turn the corner to look at the mirror. I finaly get a good look at my face, which is a woman's. I personally IRL have never seen this face that I can remember, but she was gorgeous. tanish skin, roundish face, cute nose and lips, beautiful long dark, straight hair, and almond shaped dark brown eyes. the thing on my head seems to have more hair coming off of it in the shape of little braids.

and for some reason, i'm somewhere completely different than the home or the grassy clearing, but the mirror is in front of me.

what gets me a little wierded is the fact that I as the woman look at the thing, think "hrm... this may just fit" and I lower it and insert into her aroused genitals, and it slides in easily...

That's where I wake up with a morning erection. You know, those things guys have because of that cycle they have during sleep? yeah, that's what was odd, to myself.

there's more, but I just wasted about an hour typung this and now have only an hour to get to work. Also, the rest is just detailing.

okay, so I can't exactly remember all of it... But I do remember some of it.

It all takes place in my old appt, and two of the rooms I used to have as bedrooms.

I don't remember why, but I went into one of the rooms where a friend from HS was staying. He was awake, so I figured I would hang out. I don't know how it got to be this way, but we were rough housing and he started to apply pressure to my ass. I was all like "Dude, Stop." Thankfully he did. He apparantly read signals wrong and thought I was gay wanting some lovin'...

so that done, Silent A comes into the picture. I'm not exactly sure how it gets this way, but it ends up with me sitting on the floor with her sitting between mylegs and I'm hugging her from behind. And then I start getting her worked up between her legs. She doesn't pull away, but just sits there... Somewhere in there my mother opens the door and Silent A is all distressed, and I clam her somehow with words.

And tehn she tells me that she'll be back in a few. She brings Stillnes into the picture and starts making out with her. I tell them that I'll go to my room, and wait for them there. I wait a while and nothing happens. I go back to the room they were in and I see them making out. I get between them and kiss one or both and it tastes wierd. I ask them if they ate eachother out and stillnes says yes.

Then I wake up becasue of my alarm.

It was really wierd.

I have lately been wanting to get out words, but they haven't come to me...

But, I do have a dream from last night that I can tell you all about.

I'm not sure how it got to be, but in the dream, Megan and the C-man had broken up... And she wasn't happy with him at all, in fact, she was more not liking him than being hurt or sad or anything. So that was to catch you up on it. There may have been more to get to this next part, but A: it was a dream last night and it's now 7:15... and B: I just can't remember it all, I mean I only remembered that I had a dream today because I was thinking on my way to work.

But any way... I'm not sure if I had a place of my own or if she did, but one of us were at the other's place because she wanted to be there. Now, I'm not sure if we had slept together or not. My inclination is that her being in the same room was what did it, but it was morning and all she could do is smile. she'd smile, and stop for a while, then it'd come back. And it didn't really look like her either. she looked different. I can't explain it. but anyway, she just keeps smiling, I'm not sure if it's because she's happywith me, or if the night's events were the cause, or if it's just her position in life that has her beaming, but I just keep feeding her the sweet-talk I do to the person I like... And yeah. I don't think there was any sex or anything.

I just found it to be an interesting dream because I have never in my life seen someone smile like that. there has been close, but never have I seen someone smile so fully like that.


Another dream that I had, but couldn't post about (Thanks getting a new 'puter) is one that is sort of recurring, in a way.

A while back, I had this dream of these tornadoes that came and ripped appart the house I used to live in. I also have had a drem or two where I'm on the beach and there's this impossibly huge wave coming at me. sometimes I'm hit by the wave, sometimes I wake before that.

This is something of the sort, even though it has nothing to do with tornadoes or tidal waves... sorta.

Burlington was flooding, stuff needed to happen, and Frau, the Drama teacher at BHS had some people coming to help out, but they never showed. I can't exactly remember the details, but I know that at one point I made out with one of the women who was with us... she had really small breasts. I most likely would have had sex with her, but I was awakened by the alarm clock... she liked it rough.

So, yeah... Dreams, I can't exactly remember because of time, and dreams I wish I knew more about... Also what I do remember is all garbled and I can't put it together correctly.

So.... I am remembering a dream I had a few days ago. I was at BHS and I was fooling around with some friends... In mechs. there were three of us who were going to ambush a fourth because he was better than the rest of us. I was the Noob of the group, so they told me to sit back and watch, and familiarise myself with the suit. As it turns out, I woke before any of the fighting started. I didn't see any fighting, but dreaming of mechs was cool.

And now to last nights dream. There were a bunch of things going on. I remember being outside this building. I don't remember exactly what we were doing, but there was just a lot of us who had to line up for some reason. Eh... that's not what stuck in my head tho.

what stuck is that at one point I was at the beach. I was watching Liv Tyler walking in the water which was only mid-thigh. I was cheching out her legs and ass, because I like the lines they make. But anyway, my attention is called somewhere else, and I'm then sitting in a beach chair. Stillnes is there too, in fact, I invite her to sit on my lap. I then did something I've only done twice... I slowly slid my hand upward. I then started masaging her vagina through her bathing suit, but I was trying to do it sneakily because Rucy was on the beach as well and stillnes didn't want anyone to know. Well, after the people left the beach, stillnes's bottoms came off and I started to eat her out. I didn't go any further because I awoke at that point.

I woke 30 whole mins before the alarm was supposed to go off.

Oh, yeah! I remember another dream from within the last few days. I was with a few friends at a hotel of sorts. They weren't RL friends, but I get the feeling that one of the girls I know from somewhere. Anyway, I went to the gym with a girl, we worked out, we went back to the room, changed, left the hotel and walked around for a bit. I think that we stopped at the entrance and got some food from the food stand that someone had... Mind you that this is a hotel on a beach and we exited onto the beach. So yeah, there was a food vendor. It's sort of boring, but it's what I dreamed.


Remember, I usually drema about much more than I write about... I just forget between the dreaming and the telling of the dream.

So, I had a dream last night..

At first I was at my old middle school and I was trying to find the teachers I had when I was there. I didn't find them and went home. When I got home (my old appt.) there were people waiting in the old computer room wanting to roleplay. So we rp'ed it up. At one point we called it a day and it was great. I went out front and fell asleep... When i awoke, everyone was back in the room and rping again.. So I took a running headstart and dove into the room. I did it so it wouldn't hurt, but I did it anyway. I landed right next to a friend I have from highschool. when I turned onto my back, I gave her a hug, and she kissed me. I of course kissed back. we do this for a few and then resume RPing. Rucy was there and noticed that I had this thing for the girl... when no one was looking, Rucy came up to me and basically said that she knew what was up and showed me the chart she had made for the couples that were going to hook up soon, and mer and this girl were on that day's date.

later during the day, I gave teh girl a look, and Stillnes comes into the picture and says something about that look being for someone I really like... And of course that leads to people wondering and such..

That was my dream. Nothing real exciting, but eh. Who needs exciting dreams every night?

The day before I had this dream I found this website, and I tried the LD for myself...

So, I managed to remember last night that I was dreaming... a few times. I just couldn't hold on to it.

A huge wave is one of my dream cues. So isn't running, but having the feeling that I can't get anywhere as fast as I should be able to while running...

Anyway, Last night's dream consisted of a girl with little blonde ringlets who adventured out of her father's castle.. The father had done something or other and had neglected the kingdom... I think that it was his father that had neglected the kingdom, but any way..

She goes outside her castle and each time adventures further and further.. untill she brings home another girl to play with.. Now, I'm not sure what happened, but the king's daughter is put on trial.. And it is the other girl that is accusing. but half way through the trial a huge wave shows it's ugly head. We all brace for it, because we're in an alcove sort of thing, and the wave can't get us there because the presure wouldn't allow it and because the wave's too big to fit.. so we rush to the door, and right before the next one hits, we rush through the door at the other end of the alcove. We manage to make it through, but the water makes it through also.. this sucks one of us back, but he manages to hold on to the dorojamb and come back to us.. We now head for the stairwell. (This has happened before, and we went up, so this time I told someone that they were leading) We go up anyway, and we keep doing so... IT is at this point that I realise that I was dreaming and I wake up.

I had a dream last night, Go figure... I actually remember having a few dreams last night.

One was at the beach, another was on the waterfront(I think) and I have forgotten the location of the last one.

I waited too long and forgot what I dreamt about.. So, until next time...

I've been pretty bad about remembering dreams since I've been here. Not that I've been trying, really. I should get on that.

Here's my latest set of three dreams. It all happened last night and the last one was after I woke and fell back asleep. I posted it in another place so I'll give you the whole thing.

So, I just had a string of three dreams. Before going back to sleep I could remember the first two... And in fact, Thinking about something I thought of when I woke up which was That the dream was about after exalted.

Anyway, I will now tell you about all three because I now remember them.

In the first one A bunch of us were at a store and we had a limited amount of money each to spend (that would be covered by another person). I got what I wanted and paid for it myself because I had the money.

The cashier for some reason carried into the next dream where a bunch of us were sitting at the Apt. But it wasn't the Apt. It was bigger or something like that. The cashier girl and I were the only two sitting on the couch, and there was one other person who was in the room sitting on the floor. I'm not sure if it was Teh Rucy or The Taurus I pleased last year. Either way, the cashier and I were talking for a good while and every now and then she would move closer (We both started out at opposite ends of the couch). At one point teh girl who wasn't on the couch voiced something... I'm not sure what it was but it resulted in the cashier getting closer and kissing me. After that, the two of us were sitting really close and we kept talking.

That was about where I woke up. So... This last dream happened after I had awoke and tried to go back to sleep. I don't usually try to go back to sleep after the sun wakes me up, but I tried anyway.

So as it turns out, I dreamt of the SCA. I don't remember all of it. I just know that I wanted to participate, so I did. I was scolded for not having my numbers, and I started to go home to get them. In fact I think I did in a blink of an eye. But that wasn't what was so great(?) about this dream. I decided I wanted to go into this area of the place the SCA was being held at but a red scaly guy came up to me and told me that this guy wanted to see me. I went being, me bieng co-operative and all. As we were on our way we were going through the woods. It didn't take me too long to realise that we were running. And I for somehow decided that I was dreaming. I'm not sure how because this was a different kind of running that usually happens in my dreams. I think it might be because I don't run that often.. But anyway, I decided to test out whether I was dreaming and jumped. I did so and I jumped really high and did some acrobatics. SO, I now realised I was dreaming. I decided to do what I first decided I wanted to do as a test. I went over to Tiff's house.

But first I tied a strand of long dark hair around my waist so I could find my way back (And I just went "holy-shit" because that could very feasibly have been my chord connecting me to my body if I really did astral-project). Then I went over to my friend's place (I'll call her Jane). On the way there were some beautiful clouds and stuff but I was determined to get to Jane's, so that couldn't distract me from getting there.

When I got there it was light out. So I went inside not using any real means to do so. I went inside and turned something off. I don't think it's anything she has in her Apt. but I haven't been there in a while. So I turn the X-box on. It was different though because for some reason the on-button was on the top now... But anyway, I went into the bedroom bacause that's where I thought she was. I moved something and (I'll call him:)Joe was apparantly there and was all sleepy-like calling out "Shep? Sheppard, is that you?" from under the covers. At that point Jane walks in in a red silk night robe and undresses. All I saw was her from a diminished standboint and her with the robe open from behind. This is because Joe said something and Jane imediately got defensive and started forcing her will on her surroundings and placing temporary "get out of here" wards. I couldn't wake up fast enough. I tried getting back to the place I got the hair but I couldn't... It was just darkness. I tried willing myself to wake up and it failed. So I pulled on the hair around my waist so I might get back, and woke up imediately. Great thing is, some of the fingers on the hand I pulled the hair with were numb when I woke up.

So, yeah. Interesting dreams. Especially the last one because I LD'ed and had control over myself.

And it was about 12:15 when I awoke. I can't say for sure if that was when I woke but it was close to then.