braha's journal

Hey, i'm going to try to keep a dream journal here. If I wake up I always write down keywords so I'll try to translate those keywourds in a nice journal every evening. I hope doing so that this routine will help me to remember my dreams even better.

I'll start with some old dreams I've written down

PS: My english isn't superb :D

Saturday 18/03/06

Very weird dream. I was just like in a college or something. It ressembled my old school but it was a bit different. This happens a lot in my dreams I see familiar locations but they are always different then IRL.

Appareantly I was annoying my fellowstudents so I left. Then the next "scene" I can't really remember but I do remember that suddenly I was @ a psytrance party. And there were no people there, that's it. All I can remember

I haven't written down a lot the week after this dream...

Monday 30/03/06

I'm trying to read the keywords I've written down but my handwriting sux, all I can read was that I was with a friend of mine and that he wasn't happy :D

Tuesday 31//03/06

I lived at my grandparents house (wich I don't IRL) and I was going to move out. There were lot's of familymembers and I said goodby to them. I recall the saying goodbye with my niece the most vivid ...

Thursday 06/04/06

Me a friend and his girlfriend were sitting in a train. We came back from a party. I can't remember the party though. One thing I remember was that I still had to pay the trainticket to my friend. But my friend said I didn't have too. I said this wasn't fair so I said 50 / 50...

Monday 11/04/06

I was a DJ in my dream :D (I don't dj IRL!) And I remember that the box with my records was very heavy and I was a bit annoyed so I went to the dj booth and there were some fans there who were very curious for my records and started to harras me... All I can remember

As you can see I still have problems with writing down my dreams DAILY, I hope being a member here and having this "blog" will improve this. Oh well, we'll see"

Thank you for reading my boring dreams :P

Yesterday I've putted my alarm clock @ 0500 and at 0700. At 0500 to wake up and then to go to bed again and at 0700 so I could wake up and go to work.

I woke up around 0100 this night. With lots of pain in my tummy :? still dunno why. I only could remember one thing about my dream:

I was dreaming about my grandfather and the fact he couldn't go to the pub... (wich he never does IRL so I don't really understand it :lol: )

The next dream I recall a lot better:

I was sitting in a big car with my parents and my girlfriend. The car wasn't familiar at all, never seen it, it was bigger then the car my parents have.

We were driving from a city and we were heading somewhere. I think it was to an observatory (you know where they watch the stars and the sky). So I was very excited (I like 'space' you know...) but we kept driving and driving and driving. I was getting very much annoyed. We were now @ the countryside and we kept driving

And suddenly we re-entered the city. I remembered getting furious and stuff. And suddenly my dad parked. I was furious and kept yelling and suddenly I ran away into a video rental. The video rental ressembled the one I visited IRL this weekend (they moved to a parking lot and now they're in a parking lot, very industrial setting).

I was running in the video store and found a door and hid myself there. Until my mother opened the door and then I woke up.

This is a very common theme in my dreams! I always dream about going somewhere but I never get there! This is very annoying. Most of the time I dream about going to a party but never get there and lately this happening IRL too. Because of circumstances I never get to a party or I never get @ my destination... Is this my subconcious talking about this matter? Imo it is, but a more experienced view would be highly appreciated.

No cool dream last night, but I had some friends over in the evening and wasn't completely sober... Here we go:

I was in a house and left the house. The house was in a village like were I used to live. I had also just bought "something" and I've put on the alarm when I left, just like I do at my work. And when I left the alarm went of.

I started to panick jumped on my bike and left. I was riding thru the village until I passed a house where to old friends of me lived. They came out of the house when I passed by and started nagging about the stuff I bought.

After a while there was a car coming our direction and then I woke up.

Fucking weird dream tonight.

I was at my work, and again the environment ressembled the environment IRL but it was different. And my work was like a school at the same time.

I was sitting their just like doing my exams or something when a mate got busted with some C... They called the cops. I had to go to the cops too to testify. But when I was talking a cop pinched me in the arm :lol: The other cop got mad on the pinching cop and said I could go so I left. There were more cops there and one of them had the face of the boyfriend of my niece (an other one then in one of my last dreams)

Weird stuff I'd say :lol: and no I don't do C!!!

I was living @ my parents house again. It was late but the sun was still shining (still didn't notice I was dreaming though). I wanted to go outside but my dad got mad and said I had to go to bed. I first started argueing with him but gave up and went upstairs to my room and started packing. Then while I was packing stuff happened but I can't remember it anymore (had a heavy weekend....) oh well better luck tonight

Again no recollection of my dreams. Partying a whole night in the weekend is not good for remembering your dreams appareantly :? Maybe more luck tomorrow :(

Finally I could recall a dream this morning! :D Here we go:

I was at a big Acid party with my girly. We were allready inside and stuff but my hair was gone (I have long hair, it was short in my dream, again I didn't notice it :mad: ).

The whole room was still kinda empty but the beats were allready pounding (I tought it was an Acid rave but in my dream the music was different, again I didn't notice :mad: oh well :lol: ). After a while a niece of mine and her boyfriend (wich is a mate of mine) entered the party too. We chitchatted for a while and suddenly I left and went outside.

When I wanted to get back inside I had to give one of my favourite books (I never take my books with me when I go partying :lol: and again I didn't notice :lol: :oops: ). So i traded my book to get an entrance ticket but the only thing I received were some goodies. i was getting pissed and I yelled to the peepz @ the entrance and after a while they've heard me and gave me my ticket. So I went back inside to my gf and friends. Danced a bit and woke up...

Great night! The dream wasn't pleasant but for the first time I recall a lot. Here we go:

I was like in a big mansion. I was walking thru a corridor/living room where there were thee televisions. One went on when I passed, but again I didn't notice, unfortunatly. I went further until I came in a room where there was a girl. She looked like my ex girlfriend and she told me she wanted to leave the mansion. She lived there with her boyfriend who was a tyrran... We packed everything I remember something funny about sox or sumfin lol, can't recall it.

So whe left the mansion... next scene I cant recall but suddenly I was at a boat. The girl with whom I left was gone. I was like a lone and the boat was "riding" on a street :lol: but I didn't notice lol. The boat went over a bridge that was going open (sorry my english sux can't really describe it).

Then suddenly I was with my girlfriend (so not the first girl) at a Video rental. We were inside and suddenly whe had a fight and she left. I tried searching her, didn't find her. Then I was looking for a video and she passed, didn't look to me, she ignored me and went outside. Outside she got in a car with another guy and I woke up.

I went back to bed and had some small naps with dreams. The last one I recall was like a continueing scene of the last dream cause I was in a Hotel/School... I was sitting next to my girlfriends friend. And suddenly I saw my girlfriend who was talking to the hotelmanager. He was definitly coming on to her. I was getting mad. I told my girlfriend I was mad. Then I went to a room where the hotelmanager was and started fighting with him and then I woke up.

Had lots of dreamssigns but again I didn't notice them :( I guess patience is the keyword

Had a rough weekend this weekend, so I'm kinda tired this week. Only this morning I could recall a dream again.

The first part is kinda vague. I think I was @ home, and there was somebody I know there. A guy who dj's at parties, whom I know from parties (well duuuh :lol: ). I don't really go along with that guy and it was the same in my dream. I can't really remember what happened...

What I do remember is that me & two of my buddies wanted to go to Gent to a party So we left. I dunno why but very early in the morning we left (In my dream it was supposed to be round 0300 but it wasn't dark, again I didn't notice :oops: ).

Suddenly we were at a street that goes to my hometown. But we were still FAAR FAAR away. The street looked familair but it wasn't totally the same cause there were bus stops. So we went to a bus stop to look how late the bus was going to arrive. I was getting scare we were going arrive too late. But suddenly a bus appeared. But the weird thing was that the bus stopped in the middle of the street. I was shocked but still I didn't realise I was dreaming. I ran to the bus got in and woke up.

weird dream. I'm pretty sure I've dreamt other shit too cause when I woke up I was soaked with sweat :? but I can't recall what happened. oh well

Damn, being tired ain't good for my dreamjournal... I still am tired because of that party last weekend, and it makes my difficult to remember my dreams but here we go:

I was like on a big domain with some people I've knew and it was just like a horrormovie... can't remember a lot of it but after the horror part we were in a building. In a meeting room, it ressembled like @ my work. There was a boring lecture going on about can't remember :lol: it was so boring that I and a mate left and when we left the building I woke up...

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Originally posted by braha_kahn
Damn, being tired ain't good for my dreamjournal... I still am tired because of that party last weekend, and it makes my difficult to remember my dreams but here we go:

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again same shit... Last week I only recollect some lill'parts of my dreams... I've wrote them down in my personal dreamjournal.

Edit: My dreams from my dreamjournal

Sunday 31/04

I was sitting on the bus going back to my hometown... We we're going to the local partyhall cause there was a rave. When I entered there were two huge rooms... I went to the right one...

There were almost no peepz on the party but suddenly I recognized my nephew and went to him to have a lil'chat... Afterwords I went checking the running order of the djz and then I woke up

Monday 01/05

I could fly! I don't remember much of that but I remember I could fly... Maybe I had a LD but I can't remember I don't know :(

I do remember they were rebuilding my studio and that there was a Metalparty in my studio... THe bouncers @ my housemetalparty didn't see that some visitors had some weapons with them I showed it to them and then I woke up. I do remember something of a big Truck driving thru the gardens/terasses in my street lol I could see right through all of them... (can't really explain it in english...)

Freakin'weird dream lol

Tuesday 02/05

Me and my girly where at a very boring party on a terrace. There were lots familiar faces allthough I can't remember one of them, only thing I remember is that they felt familiar. But suddenly we were going to my grandfather cause we had to work at the fields. I suggested to my grandfather I would help him at the fields but he said it wasn't necesarry.

Suddenly we were in a bedroom/garden. We changed the setting by moving my bed thru the bedroom/garden cause suddenly we were back @ the terrace and we were having our house warming party :D I went inside a room to get a box full with records and gave him to the dj who ressembled two friends of mine at the same time.

I said here's some techno/hardcore to spin and he started spining them records. There were lots of people dancing but they were all North-African with their native clothes on lol there was also a collegue of me in the crowd and that's it I guess...

Lot's of stuff that is on my mind I could find back in this dream... this as a sidenote

Tuesday 09/05

Tonight I had a dream that me and my girlfriend worked @ the airport and they've opened a new building. We were searching for the reception in this new building... Unfortunatly that's all I've remembered.

during tonights dream I was at my work, behind the desk at the reception. When I looked around I saw there were more counters then usually... Normally on each counter there's a collegue and a visitor...

At one of the counters there was a collegue of mine BUT there was no visitor instead there was a ghettoblaster :lol: and my collegue was working next to it... I was kinda amazed that he had the guts to bring a ghettoblaster to work when suddenly the lights went out. I looked around and my boss came in. He asked how the hell this could happen. Someone replied we were using too much electricity and immidiatly I looked to my collegue with his ghettoblaster again...

After this scene it gets kinda blurry and I woke up. Weird but funny dream (well for me)

I awaked from bed and went to the toilet... When I came back I closed the curtains and went back to my bed but suddenly I saw something on the floor.

I looked at it and it was some sort of insect/spider that fastly crawled away. I tried to kill it but failed but in a hurry I took the lill'table next to my bed an put it on the insect. I crawled back in to my bed and tried to turn of the lights... But the lightswitch didn't work, I tried it a couple of times and suddenly I woke up realizing I just had an almost lucid experience :lol:

This dream happened after I woke up around 0100, after this dream I woke up again round 0140 and was so excited that I almost had a lucid experience that it took a while to get back to sleep :lol:

Second day in a row that the electricity doesn't work but still I didn't notice but then again I still don't do any RC's during waking life... :oops: Oh well

I'm having fun :D

Can't recall much of last night's dream... The only thing I remember is that my girlfriend and her best friend were in it and that I had a fight with my girlfriend

couldn't recall any dreams this morning but yesteday I could and damn what a weird one :lol:

I just came back from a big "travel" and arrived at my old house with my parent. I went to my bedroom and it was still the same like I left allthough my PC now stood in the middle of the room and not against a wall.

I was working @ my pc for work and my dad was allready sleeping... A collegue of mine was cleaning the roof outside my window... I thought how strange is that but I didn't notice it to get lucid. When I looked outside it was daylight and when I looked again it was night. It changed from time to time.

I put on some Goa music and immidiatly my dad started yelling to turn the music down, I didn't see him in my dream though, I only could hear/feel him & his emotions.

After a while there was a girl in my room. She ressembled someone from my class a year or six ago. She was getting undressed cause she wanted to have sex with me... When she was buttnaked I got all excited and went to the badroom. The lights weren't working in the bathroom and suddenly I realised I was dreaming BUT again I woke up :lol:

too bad... weird dream :? and very vivid

ATTACK OF THE GIANT KILLER BUTTERFLYSNAILS

lol

Straaaaange, one morning I can almost remember everything of my dream the other almost nothing... I really can't remember a lot of it except that it was like a stupid B-Movie... with giant snails that could morph into butterflies or sumfin :lol:

o wel :D

Hopefully the first dream in a row of a lot of cool dreams this night :D Getting up @ 3 in the morning is hard :lol: but thank god I have the day off tomorrow :D here we go:

The Supermarkt Library Conciercge

The only thing I can remember of it, was that I was just like working as a concierge in a big big supermarket filled with books. It was just like a big library & supermarket at the same time.

I remember sitting in a (desk-)chair and "driving" around with it... :lol: you know and suddenly I saw all them books and started looking around. I also recall, vageuly, something about the Davinci code and discussing it with an invisible friend...

And then my dirty little mind started to think about sexbooks :? :lol: and I started looking for them when suddenly I heard some noise and someone was calling for me (it was just like m y mother) and then I woke up... 3 minutes later my alarm clock went off... and now I'm typing this dream :D

LOL

don't think I'll do this again soon

I almost couldn't sleep :? :? :? and now I'm awake, tired, no dream recall

pffff

oh well

Vacation Job at the Factory School

I woke up around 0500 this morning (without an alarm). The reason I woke up is because I started noticing I was dreaming... Here we go:

Finally it was vacation BUT I had a vacationjob in the factory. So I went there... The factory ressembled like the ones I've worked in in the past but I was really really LOST in it. We were in group going to the right hall where we had to work, but like I said I got lost.

But after a while I finally found back the group so I joined them. But then the scenery changed and I was just like in a big gym. They were playing some kind of volleyball there and a good friend of mine (Benji) and a very very old classmate (PJ Steen) where there too. I wanted to catch the ball but I couldn't, cause the ball was bouncing on a very strange manner. That's when I started noticing I was dreaming and when I finally could catch the ball I woke up.

The woman with the three tits

This one was a very very very strange dream. I think I was a doctor, conducting plastic surgery when a client came in. She started crying immidiatly and told us she had four tits after a last operation. She had to do this because of her terrorizing brother. And she asked us to remove them...

Weird dream really :? :lol:

Breakcoresoundsytem with thunderpussy!

I was just like travelling with a breakcore soundsystem... A bit Spiral Tribe style but then with a whole different type of music. I remember we were travelling to Italy to play at a party. When they told me XXXX (can't remember the name) was also playing at the party but they didn't announce it on the flyer I was so amazed, so very amazed that they didn't announce such a big act that my dream changed into something about the Thundercats :lol:

Can't remember much about the Thundercats part but I do remember the fact that it had something to do with the Thundercats very very vivid. And from (thunder-)cats I went to pussy cause suddenly I was laying in bed with my girflriend getting jiggy with it 8)

Nice dream :D too bad the jiggy part didn't last that long :lol:

False awakening wakening

I was very very very tired yesterday... We went to bed round 2400 yesterday and when I fell asleep I dreamt I was still awake. My girly was laying next to me and she was just like bending over me and looking at me... I thought how's this possible I thaught I was sleeping? I immediatly awakend...

Think this is strange because I hadn't slept yet then... Perhaps because I was so tired I immidiatly had a REM phase or sumfin? I dunno

School, work and ganja

I was looking for a cheap location to throw a party for my b-day... Running around in the dreamcity that ressembles my homecity and yet it does not. When I came out of bar asking if I could throw a party there I met an old friend of my.

We had a little chat and wanted to smoke some weed. We went back thru to the street that changed in a restaurant or something... There was a guy there, a collegue of mine, with his family but the weird thing was he didn't have a beard (he does have one IRL) I didn't notice and continued my road with my friend.

After the restaurant there was some kind of alley and there we stumbled in two persons who were working for a gouvermental institution that takes care of students. They told me I had very bad results and had to leave school... They pushed me outside and then I woke up...

I still remember little parts of my dream too but it's kinda vague

Soccerfight

Me, my girflfriend and her parents were going to a soccer play. I was doing very annoying and suddenly I had a fight with my gf's dad... Then I left the stadiun to go to a coreparty or something

Afternoon naps

Did some napping today and it was very strange... One time I had a dream about drinking coffee and I still remember how vivid & realistic it was I could even taste the coffee !

In my second nap I was dreaming that I was writing in my Dreamjournal when I realised I'm sleeping :!: And woke up immediatly afterwards

Wensday: Travelling

Me, a mate and a mate of a mate were going on a travel. We were allready packed and all ready to go, but I kept arguing with the mate of me mate... The arguments got bigger and we got in a fight, all I can remember

Thursday: Family and milk

This really was a very weird dream, I only remember parts of it... Me and my family were having some kind of a party... And the party got boring, so we decided to take a walk. During the walk I kept fighting and arguing with everyone (seems I'm an a bad mood lately lol, in my dreamlife and irl).

I remember we arrived at a pub where my grandmother was boss. I went to the bathroom there and started pieing when the setting changed from the pub's restroom to my parents house. I think I became lucid then and woke up...

I fell back a sleep immidiatly and I found myself in the shop in my old hometown where my mother works... The shop looked familiar and yet not... It was smaller then usually and the walls were painted black :shock: I was standing @ the "cassa" to pay my bills when I suddenly remembered that I forgot three things... Can't remember what it was, so I went back in the shop.

I got some milk (the only thing I remember I needed but I do remember the things I needed were important for my dream-me). I watched at the expiry date and took another bottle of milk when suddenly I saw my mother. I said hello and went back to the "cassa" I woke up then....

Friday: Party & school

It's only the last part of my dream I can remember. I remember we were going to a rave and when we arrived we didn't take of our jackets and putted them in the car no in stead we went to a small dark room witch ressembled a room in my grandparents house :lol: It was the room where the kettle of the central heating was, weird dream...

After that I woke up but went back to bed and dremt about highschool. I was having history class I recognized some faces from when I went to school... One of them was a very hot girl from my old class :lol: too bad I only saw her face and she left the dream :lol:

The teacher was a real bitch, she kept complaining and complaining, and fighting with me... It was horrible, I woke up because of her ranting :lol:

weird dreams lately :?

Saturday 27/05/06
Locked out after evening school
I remember I was in the evening school, chitchatting with someone. Really can’t remember who the person was… And we were walking to my home…
Suddenly I arrived at home, I remember I was already alone then… I also remembered I couldn’t enter my own house… Why I can’t remember…
After this dream I woke up and went back to sleep.
In the mall
Me and my girlfriend were in a mall, well it wasn’t really a mall, it was like a huge supermarket. We met Aisha there and said hi to her. And suddenly we met Alex, another friend of mine and we started gossiping about Aisha. Then we arrived at the “cassa”.
I was the first in the queue but suddenly someone pushed me away. I was very mad but my girlfriend tried to calm me down and we went to another “cassa” and there I had a chit chat with the cassier about the pressure at work and not being able to eat while working…
I also remember something about an announcement thru the speakers about a gay person lol…
Again I woke up after this dream and went back to sleep
Fruityloops
I was at work, making music in fruityloops. There was a producer there who I know and he was working in a weird program to de-assemble music… I still remember the picture on his screen very vivid (I’ve drawn it in my dreamjournal). He also played the track he was working on, then I woke up.
Sunday 28/05/06
Family
I was driving on my bike to my parents but I wasn’t following my usual route… Suddenly I came across the roundabout and passed it but instead of the normal road the sea was on my right side (there’s no sea there…). I thaught, this is weird but I didn’t “really notice”… so I continued my road.
Suddenly I heard a big lawn mowing machine and I found myself back in my homecity but now I was at my grandma’s place… I looked outside the window and saw the machine passing by, very closely to the window. I was surprised when I saw it was a kid who was conducting the machine… When I looked outside the window, all the yellow roses in her garden were topped off…
I also noticed there were more tables then normal in her living room… I asked her why but she replied with the sentence “It has been way too long that you visited me…” (which is true in real life too lol). I was kind of ashamed but admitted it.
Suddenly we found ourselves upstairs were my Aunt and her daughter were… My niece her tummy was bigger then usual, I asked if she was pregnant and she replied yes… Then I woke up…
Monday 29/05/06
Can’t remember my dream, I can’t read the keywords in my dreamjournal lol, It talks about my work, something about Judo and my boss lol, oh well…