dream 2

I was here in my house JUST as it REALLY IS up to the present..I was coming down from upstairs..there were people or what appeared as people throughout the house no one really said anything and neither did I . I walked purposefully toward the stairs toward the basement..there was MOTHER ANGELICA of EWTN catholic tv network. and I sat on her lap crying and pouring my heart out she was very reasuring and lOVING and caring etc and it was awesome then suddenly appeared the presence of my adoptive mom who was very abusive towards me..just as suddenly and unexpectedly MOTHER ANGELICA turned to SOLID WHITE STONE..I was shocked and scared..that is all. THEN the scene changed to my analysits office again just as it really is in the present there we sat and talked and all the sudden the spririt of my now deceased adopted mom took over me as in USED me to do her talking it was NOT my voice but hers Being heard..she was enumerating different events and things she hated..mainly about ME..I was sort of in the background LISTENING. THEN there was another dream taking place in a conference room in some office long table and several chairs but ONLY TWO people a man and a woman talking and snickering etc about how they had succeeded in their plans against me..etc I was again LISTENING totaly unaware to them.