FFX's dream journal

[ffx-dreamz]

Ok, I figure that if I want to become lucid more often I must have a dream journal.So here it goes... 3/22/04 Last night's dream Non-Lucid Ok, I started out in my house, and for some odd reason paperdoll was there. So I went into my livingroom and told paperdoll to come and my dad was sitting in his recliner asking who the fuck was paperdoll.So naturally I told him to shut the fuck up.(I wouldn't do that in rl) Then the scene switched.Me and paperdoll were at this house and this guy had a dream machine where he would analize me and paperdoll's dreams when we went to sleep. For some reason, when I went to 'sleep' I 'woke' up in this wooded area and paperdoll was with me.We started playing this video game sorta thing that came outta nowhere(don't ask me..)and then one of my better friends came outta nowhere too..We started walking around, and then I 'woke' up in that guy's house and me and paperdoll got up from our 'sleep'. He told up our dreams where interesting and sent us back to 'sleep'.This time it was just me and my friend.We where talking, and at the same time I was thinking if this is a dream, why can't I become lucid.I kept trying to change things within the dream within the dream.But I couldn't so I decided that that guy must be keeping me from becoming lucid.(I wasn't aware of me being asleep in my bed, but I was thinking that I was lying on that guys table where he was analizing me and paperdolls dreams.) I then started walking with my friend again and we spotted a tent.I through him inside it and made some sort of joke.Then I went inside and noticed it was a church.I then woke up for real. That was the wierdest fucking dream to date.And it confuses the hell outta me.I think there was more, but no matter how much I struggle to remember, I can't..Well, post your remarks here, but don't stray off topic.

[Umbrasquall]

Sounds like a length and intresting dream. And wait, have you met Paperdoll IRL?

[ffx-dreamz]

nope, I only met her in that one dream.

[ffx-dreamz]

No dreams last night... 3/24/04

[ffx-dreamz]

damnit... no dreams last night... 3/25/04

[Umbrasquall]

What techniques of dream recall are you using? No dreams for 2 nights in a row?

[ffx-dreamz]

MILD. W00t, I can remember some of my dream today! I was with my dad and we were going around houses looking at fountains, and jumping in them.Then we went to this one mansion, and advised this dude where he needed a fountain.Then he started laughing.I went upstairs in the mansion and grabbed the cealing fan, and made it shake.I awoke shortly after.

[ffx-dreamz]

Today, 3/30/04 I had a dream. I was in my room, and went to my parents room to fish.(apparently they had a stream running through the side of the room.I caught a 25 pound fish w0ot. Scene changes. Im with my mom, we are in the car going through cities to drop me off in an exchange program. We finally stop at a certain city where I meet a few kids at my school.Everyone went to this department store later on where my mom picked out this green denom thing and all my friends told her to not make me buy it. Scene changes. Im at my house again, and go into my parents room to fish, but the stream is dried out. I then wake up..

[ffx-dreamz]

Oh yeah! 2 dreams tonight. The first one took place on a basketball court.It was that guy on the movie hellboy and my friends playing him.I was passing the ball in ect.I rememebered that the hellboy dude started attacking my friends.I knew I should have written this down right when I woke up.... The second dream was more enjoyable and took place at this house I didn't know.I started out outside the house and I guess it was like recess.My friend says "Im leaving.."softly and looks very down.I was like wtf are you talking about, and he started mumbling about his grandma dieing.(If she did anytime soon that'll scare the piss outta me.)He then left through a gate while the teachers were not looking. Scene changes, im in the house.No teachers or anything.Just me and this girl.We were talking and getting to know each other and then that night, I walked into her room and she was like go ahead.The rest will be replaced by <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/banana.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/>. That was pretty much the end except that I rememeber Truthbearer talking about owning a ragnarok online server.... Needless to say that last dream was way better. <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/banana.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> I didn't explain all the deatails because that would take forever and I can't remeber much more than I told you there.But those are accurate outlines of my dreams.Oh yeah, they were both non-lucid.

[Umbrasquall]

<img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/banana.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> Nice dream you stopped at the best part.

[ffx-dreamz]

I had a lucid last night. I was in my house, except I couldn't turn on any lights, and then the living room lights came on.I went in the living room and found a playstastion(I own a ps2, my ps1 is under my bed)on the entertainment system.I thought hey, that shouldn't be there, and I went into a lucid.The first thing I did was look around.It looked pretty good to me.Then I tried spinning.I then stopped and proceded to walk around...and that is where my mind goes blank...

[ffx-dreamz]

I forgot to add, that post above was at 6:00am and I went back to bed, and had another ld! This one took place in my house, and it happened all of a sudden.I was walking around and then I go hey, Im dreaming!!But then I tried to spin cause I was losing it, and had no f**king results.Infact, after I became lucid I couldn't move.So it was impossible to spin... Then the dream faded...

[ffx-dreamz]

Last night, I was having a dream about doing something I well...lets just say I was doing something not nice. And the wierd thing was, I wasn't worried because the wholetime I was like "Im dreaming..yep Im definately dreaming.."but I never became lucid..Wtf??

[ffx-dreamz]

Well, today I had gotten ready for school, checked dv for a few mins, and go to sleep.Well, in my dream I apparently 'woke' up and got back on dreamviews, and then my monitor went black and I was like oh wtf...and it came back on with a "Naughty Dog"(the makers of crash bandicoot and Jak and Daxter)emblem.About that time I was like "Im dreaming" but I thought I fell asleep at my monitor while surifing dv.(right before my monitor went black) about that time the dream started fading and I was trying to stop it but couldn't.I awoke on my bed slightly in shock that I wasn't at my computer desk.Wierd..

[ffx-dreamz]

This was the wierdest one to date.Ok, I can't remember much of the first part(but I know it was there)So, I'll skip to the part that is clear.I was in this room with a drainage pipe sorta thing.There were these guys around me and I guess I was one of them(a gang or something.)Anyway, I(or the guy beside me) was talking telling them that we should go down there.They called it the 1st dream world.So, one of us was hesitant, but we all went down in the end.When we got to the bottom it was dark..very dark.Things were moving in the shadows and we were all basically scared to death.We ran a bit farther up and found light.Beside the light was an elevator."We proceded on the elevator and got off below, at the 2nd dream world.At that place their was one person who was at a sink washing his face, and I assumed he was the boss of the 2nd dream world.This world was light where I currently was.Well then I went up to the person and asked if I could procede farther into the 2nd dream world.So I went ahead and found that my fellow gang members had been replaced by two girls(both my age)So we went and explored the 2nd dream world.We went farther down a narrow passage way.At the end was a beautifully landscaped house.I explored the backyard with the two girls and we came upon several strange things.I remeber watching out for someone on the lawnmower in the front yard as we sneaked from bush to bush in the back.Suddenly this voice came.It explained to us that it was the dead son of the person up front.It told us that it was best not to ask how it died.Then my sexuality took over.I went and <img src="http://www.dreamviews.com/forum/style_emoticons/default/banana.gif" style="vertical-align:middle"/> one of the girls.I started to question my reality and realized that I was dreaming.I tried to change things, but couldn't.So I said something along the lines of"Whats the use of being lucid in such a great dream?"I didn't conciously say that though.Do you think my subconcious is trying to make me forget lucid dreams?I then woke up.