TheChosen's Astral and Dream Journal
Since i first write my dreams to the computer and later write them down into my notebook journal, i only have for the last couple of months. Feel free to reply with comments
08.02.2004 Dream: I was somewhere in the middle ages , i was there with my friend gorgi. We captured a small village of people, around 50. They were from the enemy living in our territory. They all had swords but i talked most of them into surrendering and living under our country. I told them that it doesn't matter who they give their taxes to as long as they are safe to live and grow, that all it matters is how they experience their life and that politics of over which state they are under is not that important. Few of them fought which i had to kill , at first with my long sword which got broken later by some short one , after which i killed him with a short one by stabbing him in the neck and killing one more again with a long one.
09.02.2004 Dream: At first there was this monster living under our house , but later it turned out it is on our side and helped us defeat a much bigger one controlled by two men. | I was somewhere in some room i don't know , i was told this about the daughter of my friend Hatem 'the experiment will aquire her a mother' , then later on it said 'she will feel quite lost when her brother marries , let her find consolence in prayer'. | The other dream i was in front of a big monument in shape of head , out of which there was a waterfall , somehow this place was sacred , i saw it in 4 time periods , the first as i allready described , the second was some kind of stargate , the third period a ship came and they said they feel i should know about this .. or they were telling everyone they should know about them beeing the creators of this place , the 4th the water was gone and only a white stone monument remained. On the opposite side of the world there was a monument of fire but i didn't get to see it. Later on i was told they would unite in the middle of the world in a monument called freedom. I flied off to find its place and asked my grandmother to help me of its position, she told me the direction but was quite afraid of the flying and later on i left her as i flied very high and asked for the place to be marked with red.. after doing so i easily got there. There was only some place with closed off pipes , as i was about to travel through time into the future and asked for the year to be displayed in the clouds movement from my roommate woke me up. It didn't wake me up completely though , only to begin a dream where i woke up, Hatem was about to leave and i told him about my dream to which he replied 'she allready has a mother and a very good one'.
Physical: It was interesting i let hatem read this dream, he told me of a dream he had 3 years ago about me but that he had to wait to tell it to me so late. He said he was at the judgment day and looked for me but when asked he was told that i started dreaming and that the satans have told me i have been chosen for some mission.
12.02.2004 Dream: I was flying over some nice beach , i flied for some time till i got bored , i got down and there was a girl i liked but she didn't so i found some other one that liked me too.
15.02.2004 Dream: I was part of some team but we were the third (last and worse than the first two). But later on the first two teams started fighting among eachother and got killed so we got to lead all the operations. There was some girl i liked at the beginning of the dream but later she was gone , i was at some interesting ocean with the colour of the water gray. | I was trying to connect my computer with a TV but it was not working well , i couldn't set up the refresh rate and had problems of bringing the controls of the monitor ahead.
Physical: Another dream come true , just 20 minutes after i woke up , my monitor broke down. I wish the good dreams came true as much as the 'bad' ones :).
18.02.2004 Dream: I was back in my village in the football playing field. There were lots of people i know there and i was teaching them how to create objects with their thoughts and was quite good at it. My brother was there too and i rided on some bicycle that i could villingly change its shape.
19.02.2004 Dream: I was on the earth with Hatem , half of the sky was covered with the moon and it was becoming even bigger , we figured out that the moon is falling down to the earth. I flied up where i could see the whole earth and tried distancing the moon. But he said that we shouldn't interfere with the nature so i turned back time to the point where i still hadn't interfered. The moon fell on the earth and covered 1/3 of it.
20.02.2004 Dream: I was some sort of a ranger or knight , but i had hidden powers. There was a girl like me and at one point we fought because she didn't want for the world to know who we really are and thought at first i didn't agree with her. She changed into about 30 meters high monster and wanted to hit me , but so did i and after a short battle i explained her that i think we should hide our nature and help the world as humans. Later on there was some village and the king arrived there but she changed her form into an older lady so she can match him and he fell in love with her. She betrayed our cause and went on with her personal goals saying she doesn't believe what we were making was making any real difference , i knew that we were not going to change the world but the contribution that we were making was important for the world for the growth of our souls as well. I went on fighting for our cause with few of my human friends. | I was just flying around my campus , there was a moving green star in the sky , i tried flying to it but always missed it as it was constantly moving , i was very far from the solar system and later just returned with a thought. I was having a bit of difficulty with the passing through the walls , it was slowing me down a bit but later on i improved. | I was in some strange world , some very broad RP story like lord of the rings but intermixed with the spirit world and some kind of ring was involved as well but not as much.
22.02.2004 Dream: I was in some other world where there were two races, one could change into flies and for that ability the normal humans wanted to extinct all of them. Slowly i found out i can change into one as well and later met a girl i wanted to help her but almost got caught changing into a fly , cause it always happened automaticly if one was in danger. Somehow i had the feeling that all this had happened once before and i was seeing it all over again. | A shift from the last dream , i jumped through the window and in the forest i met a girl i liked a lot and she liked me back, it was a village of some kind and we spent some time together. | Lot later in the night i continued dreaming the first dream, i was inside the council of the humans and wanted to steal some secrets , but they changed the plans and wanted to test us all so i had to escape while beeing chased by some people. I escaped fairly easy cause i could pass through walls but i couldn't fly. Later on there was another girl which managed to steal the secrets and i helped her escape and reach the rebels.
23.02.2004 Dream: I was a part of some small group , i think with my friends, we had a great enemy that wanted to kill us and we all got surrounded. But somehow this was only a game even though we could die. As they were advancing and we were slowly loosing the battle i got hold of my abilities , flew around and using telekinesis i crashed all the walls of our enemy and threw all their weapons away. Later on there was a celebration for our victory. | I was flying back home with my friend but we didn't make it , we got caught into some cave of the undead where they wanted to turn us into their own.
27.02.2004 Dream: I was with my cousin Goran, we rode on some chariot for a long time, then we reached a kind of a underground pass, as we entered it the chariot speeded like a rollercoaster and on the way up it didn't stop but flied off the track through the air , just when it was about to hit a house the scene ended.
Physical: It is interesting i haven't had a dream about my cousin for a very long time, today the President died and my cousin was working as his personal guard so he felt quite touched by it.
28.02.2004 Dream: There were some people in my room but also in the opposite building of mine. Later they started to fly around and a room exploded, after which there were much more of them and they began to be hostile. They wanted to eat or energeticaly draw from other people , before they reached me a woman came and told me she is going to help me escape that i should trust her, i doubted for a moment but i told her that i do trust her. She took me by my back and flied me away , few people were chasing us , she destroyed some of them by a touch of her hand and the rest after following us for a while starved. After they starved they actually turned into good ones and we were later all in some sort of a big school.
06.03.2004 Dream: I was in my room , there was some girl outside that thought i wanted to harm her cause i was looking at her through the window. But later i got down on the street and tried explaining her that i want to help her. It was night , i saw on the sky a flying saucer and flied towards it telling the girl that she sees now what i really am and that i only want to help. I flied for some time towards the UFO and when i caught up with it , it grabbed me with some sort of a rope and landed down on the ground , it was the size of a table. There was some sort of a very shallow hole and a big rode , as i put it into the hole acid started spraying all around and it hit my leg and pants. But using my abilities i flushed it with water and even repaired my pants to their original state. After that the door to the flying saucer opened a lot of objects poured in , after seeing the notebooks i noticed the handwriting was mine which surprised me greatly , there were all kind of objects and notebooks all from my childhood. There was also my mobile which later turned into my calculator. Since i had my original one with me they seemed to attract each other and the force increased , as it increased they slowly melted into one another making only one of them. I assumed they were from different times or dimensions and it is what happens when they are brought together.
20.03.2003 Dream: I was in some other world , there were couple of girls that wanted to compete with me in doing things using our abilities, after few tries i was doing better but i got it too far and started to tease with them for doing better while they were the one challenging me. They got angry and left , i realised i am alone so i went to the nearby supermarket , as i entered i realized the other place started to move away , i quickly changed my mind and returned to that place. I met some woman and showed her i can move objects with my thoughts and told her the world i am living in is limiting to me while i can do so much. As i returned to the place i was before i started asking for my higher self to meet me, there was a room nearby and i willed of making my higherself appear inside. As i entered , the room was full of people , but they were not humans , even though humanoid type. As i started talking to them i realized they were all parts of my personality , one was the flier and driver, but he was asleep , as i woke him up he said he is quite happy with what he does. I also noticed another one , had some kind of satanic symbol on his head , but he was in the corner of the group. I asked aloud who is the human part , i felt terrified when noone answered. There was also the girl from the previous dream , she said she is my conscience , but not to feel bad about hurting her before , as that acctually helped her realising she has became spoiled by her parents. Then someone looking as a schoolmate of mine.. a tall one , said he is the pain , and showed an index of different situations. I noticed there was a date and year , so i started changing it to higher years , but nothing in the room changed. The pain went on telling me that 19/12/2004 or 2003 , i will find out i have some kind of irreversible kardiardic (heart) disease , and that half year later i would die. It was confusing though as i don't know if the year was 2003 or 2004, and was about to ask how is that possible while the time for that has allready passed.
03.04.2004 Dream: I was in some strange prison, it was one big room and i spent few months there with two other people. One of them was a schoolmate from primary school but somehow changed , at first he was hostile to me but as the months passed by he became more friendly. We had everything we needed in that room, from various tools to different kinds of food, also it was strange that the door to outside was unlocked and we could leave anytime but we never did because we were afraid of the higher entity guarding us. There were 3 safes where a big treasure was locked , we didn't pay attention to them at first but later wanted to open them , the third was empty though and was some sort of a gateway to some other dimension. As i opened it a strong wind started blowing from it and we had trouble stopping it and closing it again but later some sort of a witch appeared and said she could help us break the other 2 safes. She was going to go back in time and somehow get it from there , but i didn't trust her so i told her i want to go with her that i am capable of resisting her magic. She didn't believe me so she wanted to test my abilities , at first i was doing well and i could make her float and do what i want with her , but then she caused rain and made me all wet , as i couldn't summon an umbrella. Later on in the dream we discovered two more rooms , we haven't been there because they had very dangerous areas where when stepped upon on the wrong place one would die instantly. But i figured out the combination in one of them and stepped upon 4 places , as i did so a hole opened and we were to have the first key or clue to opening the treasure. (Somehow i think that prison and everything around it represented this life). | I was flying around and my mother was there , she was very afraid of me flying and was not letting me do so , but i argued that it is perfectly normal and not dangerous at all. I transfered some information for her while flying but when she wanted me to take some money and get them to my aunt i was not too happy about it because i told her i would need to wake up and do it in the physical world so i left saying i need to do some more work in the dream world while i have the opportunity. I flied on and found myself on a very tall wall , i was to face my fear of heights there , i did so for a while and then left. | There was some kind of party in the future , i was there as well but my parents had operated a part of my brain because i was dreaming too much and it was some kind of nightmares, but i told them they had made a mistake. Later on there was some sort of time travel from the even more far future , about 7 years that warned us about something.
05.06.2004 Dream: I was somehow part of a james bond movie and on a very special mission, the international space station was somehow endangering the entire planet and i and few others had to repair it and save the planet. I saw a big plane , which was few times faster than normal planes, land. Later we were aboard the shuttle and traveling through space , i was very excited to be traveling through space , but we had limited fuel , somehow someone from outside helped us and turned around the space station so we can reach it earlier. Also my father was aboard the shuttle and we had dinner. I think at the end we managed to do the repair to the station. I was concerned that we may end up without fuel or not make it back home.
11.06.2004 Dream: I was in the village i grew up at nearby my grandparents home. There were many people from my high school and i was teaching them how to do things using their thoughts only. There was someone else, someone i haven't seen yet but he told me he knows me well that i am 30 degrees old (whatever that means) and he asked of my birthday after which telling me i will live a long life , he also told me his name but as i wanted to write it down in my book he didn't allow me to (now i don't remember it). He said he was there to help me and we talked about all this only after we moved away from the others (we flied on a tree) because he didn't want them to hear it. As the dream was nearing the end he left saying we may meet again. Later on i was in my grandparents house and couldn't sleep , so i rather flew around and passed through walls until the dream ended.
24.04.2004 Dream: I was back home and with a friend of mine from high school. I was showing him how to fly and pass things through walls. Later i wanted to connect with my higher self and it happened in a form of a movie i saw on TV. It was a strange one, as i had seen it before. There was some kind of a village and some natural disaster happened where certain people died. Somehow i was connected to the king and all this was a part of the world of the lord of the rings. The name of it was Novakia or something like that. The TV was playing while i had taken off the power cords. | The city of Brno was attacked and we had to flee to Prague on order to survive, i set on a journey with my friend from primary school but before that i had an audition in English for some role.
27.04.2004 Astral: I couldn't fall asleep for some time cause i am not used to sleeping over night right now. So in the morning i had kind of a half astral state. I found out that my thoughts leave a bit of inertion, that it takes a while to change a situation that has allready been realised in the astral , about 10 seconds. Later on i met my grandmother there, she started talking about astral and that i should continue practicing it, that i will be meeting some girl from macedonia in june/july that can do hypnosis and should do it with her. She also said they will be leaving this sunday with my grandfather as pass away.
02.05.2004 Dream: At first i was around my primary school and i started to fly around, i wanted to leave the earth and see it from afar.. with few tries i made it to space. | I appeared in some home, i looked around and saw a lot of books, i wondered if i am in the future seeing myself.. there was PhB written on the books. There was a small girl around which i felt was different, after talking with the people in that home that were my relatives, which at first couldn't see me, i figured out she is a scared ghost. So i started talking to her about the light and that she should go there.
03.05.2004 Dream: I was in some big gym and there were a lot of people that were very good in gymnastics and maintaining their position in the air while defying gravity, i did ok but not too good, there was a girl there i started to like and got with. | I was back home celebrating the new years eve , later on i started flying and went on to see the rest of the city, someone wanted to take my coat off so i can enter a church but told him i do not wish to enter. Then i met my cousin and we talked about few things, he said that i have advanced a lot more than what is normal for my country and we found some chips that allowed us to have telepathy but i didn't like it so i turned it off.
08.05.2004 Dream: I was with Gandalf and there were many white horses in the basement, but then the borg started attacking so we had to escape and take only one horse with us while hiding the rest. Later on we met some warriors which agreed to let us go after telling them where they can find the horses. | Physical: I was thinking why this strange combination in the dream, and it appears it was a precognitive for the next day, today i saw the movie x-men and the main characters were from the two main roles of star trek and lord of the rings.
09.05.2004 Dream: I was back in my grandparents village. There was some blonde girl that moved in somehow connected to my mother, we were even consider brother and sister. At first i wasn't interested in her but she showed very good martial arts skills so in time i started liking her.