So, this will be my third journal; second online...
I'll put some of my more interesting dreams here. I'm not promising all of them >_>
I'll also be open for comments if anyone wants to discuss or interpret one of my dreams...
-LUCID DREAMS-
Space reserved for all past and future lucids I have. Sorry, present isn't included in that. *does a reality check again* Nope, no present. (That was a joke people...)
1/24/07: It starts off like any other dream, with me not knowing what the heck is going on. Then that mystical 'Dream ESP' pops in (that's what I call the background sense that dreams come with, like 'I am in a bathroom, but I know this bathroom is in a public restaurant I haven't been to.'. I'm in my grandparents' backyard. It's looping infinitely for some reason, with the same basic shape in all parts. There is a mob of young girl scouts running around too. We're playing tag!
I start running off into the infinite backyard while dodging all the random 10 year olds popping up to tag me. Actually, I wasn't dodging them. I kept running after getting tagged two or three times. Anyway, next I see a Porygon in the distance; just sitting there in the same fashion as a video game powerup. So, my dream logic concluded that it was a video game powerup. I ran over and (after pushing someone else out of the way) took the Porygon. My consciousness turns around as I literally become that Porygon (because it was facing the other way). Now, some people would have realized this was a dream as soon as they begin. But for me, it took turning into a ****ing Porygon.
"OH SHIT! OH ****ing SHIT! I'M ****ING DREAMING! YESSSS!!!!"
I take a moment to ponder about how I'm conscious at the moment in a dream. I had always wondered if dream consciousness would feel the same as waking consciousness. From what I remember, it did. While I'm off thinking the environment disappears and is replaced with a white void. If I wasn't a beginner I would have realized that was a bad thing.
"What should I do first? Fly? Have a shared dream? I think I'll start with the basics: dream movement." I tried moving my left arm (gasp! I'm not a Porygon anymore either!. It wouldn't move. And that's when the dream finally fell apart.
3/17/07: So it was a nice weekend morning. I put on my lucidity inducing mp3 and tried going to sleep, eager and hoping it would finally work. I went to sleep and woke up a few times, but nothing I had in that time was lucid. I leaned up to get a view of the clock. 9:00 already, wow. And then, I blinked. 9:10. That made me at least semi-lucid. I turned around completely, then looked back at the clock. 3:25! The clock reality check works! But stupid me; I had convinced myself that I'm only dreaming if my finger stretches when I pull it (that's the RC I always use). I pull and it doesn't stretch, but my head starts tingling a LOT. I start to feeling like I'm floating, and I close my eyes (or I see my physical eyes closed). It becomes too much, and I lose it.
4/3/07: This thing seriously came out of nowhere. I don't know how it began or what happened when it ended, but I have the memories of it... Well, I suddenly gained lucidity in a dark gray void. The standard floating sensation that comes with it for me messed up my concentration (like last time). I put my hands up and rubbed them together, remembering hearing that was done to keep LDs from being lost (I'm pretty sure I heard it). And then I woke up...
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