Thread: Mindwanderer's Journal

i haven't been updated lately...but here's a good one*start* I am in a forrest or something and I'm walking around on logs and stuff, for somereason I never touch the ground, I just stay on the logs and vines, and I have a person on a 2 way video that keeps on playing songs. and everytime I get to the end on the log there's a train I jump onto...its very odd*end*

*start*I am in a dark field lit only by the moon, I start manifesting thoughts into visual things, as I think they show up in front of me. I am standing looking at thoughts then an oppinion comes and I see it as a small thin word, the word is as follows "States". I then start seeing others thoughts manifested as simple squares then others oppinions, they are spheres, the thoughts start bonding to form oppinions on certain matters. As I'm standing there I start breathing and on the exhales liquid starts flowing out, a clear liguid. It starts pooling on the ground and starts forming into familiar shapes and images which are accompanied by sounds that are often thought to go with said shapes or images. Then the sun rises which starts drying up the pool of images leaving a phrase burnt into the dirt the phrase is "Solitude and loneliness are things of which are miles apart" the second I finish reading it the ground turns to sand, the dunes flow like waves, I struggle to stand up. When I stand I see a man who appears to be around 6'. He is wearing 70's clothes and he then says to me"When thoughts manifest reality limits are as [immigration]"(don't understand). The ground then precends to sink under water until it falls beneath my feet, I find my self in water but dry. I start looking for land and find myself inclose in a large sphere, I look below me into the waters and find words swimming and swirling beneath me like fish would. The word "Strength" then grabs my leg and pull me under...the second my eyes go under water I'm falling and look up not to find the surface but clouds, I look down and see the planets, the curvature of earth. I fall asleep in the dream*end* Thats it....what does all this mean?

Wow, I thought my dreams were abstract. No idea what it means, but very cool dream.

*start* I am falling thru space, towards what appears to mars. I start going thru the atmosphere, I start burning up as I fall. All my skin comes off to reveal another me. As I get closer to the ground I start paniking and breathing heavily, once again liquid starts flowing thru my mouth, as it is falling in front of me it takes the shape of the word "Dud". I procede to smash into the ground only when the dust clears do I find myself standing up like nothing happened. I try to calm down and asess my situation. I start walking around then a large raven swoops over me knocking me over with a large gust of wind. I stand up in time to see it land several hundred feet ahead of me. It starts walking toward me so I turn around and run. After about 30 seconds I look over my shoulder to find that the bird is gone. So I stop. Look around and see the bird flying towards me at an incredible speed from above. right before it hits me it opens its wings and slows down then lands in front of me. It pecks at the ground a few times then starts talking to me. I don't hear what he says at first because I'm in awe of the fact that its talking...but when I zone in I hear it talking in one of those old 1940's record sounding voices. It's says "Stay Calm, the elevator you are currently in is experiencing technical difficulties and we will attemp to assess the damage as soon as possible, please stand by" it then starts flapping its wing which picks up a lot of dust leaving me blinded, when the dust settles I am in an elevator, hearing what the crow said being repeated over the intercom. Shortly after I hear a snap and the elevator shakes. I start falling nd due to the speed I start floating because the elevator is falling faster then i am. I start paniking again and the liquid flows from my mouth spelling *Debt*. The elevator stops moving and I fall to the fllors, the fall broke my back, and I'm drowning in what was previous the liquid that spelt *debt* The liquid starts filling the elevator, when I open my eyes I am back in the ocean where the words swam beneath me. I see a bright light beneath and decide to swim to it, as I get closer It gets very hot, I try to turn back but it's to late, I somehow turn to dust underwater, the water drys up and I become one with the sand that was in the desert I was previously in. I see myself in the same position I was in the last dream. I see the whole thing in 3rd person.*end* What is wrong with me? I decided to have another nap during halftime of the hockey game...I'm very confused...should I get help? (jk)....about the whole should i get help deal...lol....just messed up dreams

*start* I'm walking around the local shopping mall with my step-brother, I see a new microsoft shopp, they're selling various items...from xbox 360 to microsoft brand ping pong balls. I start asking around to were I can buy some ping pong balls bulk and cheaply. Thats it. *end*

*start*I'm at an outdoor swimming pool and get in an argument with my parents...I run off and live in the woods*end*

What's with all the words? Do you work with a lot of text of something?

*start* I'm out camping with a few of my buddies....its kinda weird, I have a big backpack with beads and stuff*end* *start*Lance is showing my mom a video thats like a commercial type thing, he says grandpa made it in cornerstone...it then goes to my grandpa who starts talking about his life and stuff...*end*

*start* I go on a bike ride down to church to meet with a few friends, when I get there I find a dead body on the roof of a shack and a human hand...*end*

I have a gun in town

I am at a supermarket sitting on the ground with my buddie. An older couple keeps bothering us and calling us "huligans" So after 5 minutes i get so angry that i say quite loudly that they're racist against first nations and over generalize about youth...they then pause momentarily and then run away...me and my friend get up and go to the deli and have a 15 cent hotdog with a 15 cent bun and 5 cent condiments....

This was a rather odd dream...*me and a buddy are in china town or something and as we walk we keep on finding a bunch of different types of swords and knives, obviously we pick them up. We get to a point where there is a huge guy with a fu man chu or whatever. So i start slashing him up with my sword. I slice at his neck and his head almost falls off but he keeps fighting anf I just keep cutting but his head won't fall off. So I end up killing him and i wake up.*

*start*(Lucid) Just flying around and showing off to my buddies.*end* For some reason In my lucid I am told to be weary of those with wet feet by an old lady. *start* I am running around my house looking for my shoes, I can't find the same one, Some are the same shoe but different soles and vis versa*end*

Lately I've been having more and more dreams about guns. Not any particular gun, and I'm not really doing much with them, just loading them and looking at them etc.

I walking along a catwalk or boardwalk while phrases in spanish flow past us and I'm testing these tourists that are following me on spanish. I ask what por supuesto mean....So guy says it obviously means to love...I said he's wrong then he doesn't some old scholl 1800's singing and he has an old style mustache. They jump up and down and shake the board walk...they are both dressed in camo.

*I'm on the coast of the fraser and I'm talking with a girl, and then a helicopter fly's by us and drops that red fire retardent. So we get in the car and start driving so we can get away from the forest fire, but the car is engulfed in smoke and the girl is talking to the police on her cell phone. When we escape I'm at a church and proceed to fight some guy, I won!*

so, I'm in some desert with mud houses but we all have futuristic weapons and are fighting. They other guys launch a wierd robot snake at us that then attacks us.

Wow, it's been a year and a half since I posted a dream. Time I get started again I guess.

*I'm in a scary foresty zombie type area, and I approach a house and find my way to the second floor. While there I knock over an end table and zombie start swarming, but my only defense is a drawer full of fine china plates... which for some reason can cut kills zombies just by throing it at them. The whole dream had an 'arcade' type feel to it... like I was playing the dream, as opposed to being in it.*

*Me and my parents are caving through some really cramped caves*
*Me and my stepbrothers are at a construction site at night and my one stepbro grabs onto the hook of a crane and gets lifted up really high and we're all really scared.*

Hmm. From what i see, you dont really write down that much detail(unless your dreams are all very low detail and i doubt that)

You should try laying in bed for a minute after waking up(without moving or opening your eyes) and run through your dreams a few times. it helps to remember the details and helps for much better journalling

I also think that Banhurts DJ program will help you journal them alot more efficiently(its a sticky at the top of the dream journal forum)

Keep it up, and remember that if you need help with anything, im usually online(except during the weekdays between 7am and 3pm(PST/GMT -7) and between 10pm and 10am on weekends cause thats when i sleep in for maximum dreaming.

Great! Thanks man! And I'll work on getting more detail in too.

*I'm at my home computer, it's daytime out, and I'm using a combination of mouse and touch-screen to navigate the internet*
Semi-LD*I'm flying all around my old school. I use the 'swim' method to get really high and then swoop down really fast by my school.*

*Me and my friends have this 'baby' that's really tiny, like a little bigger than a large peanut. We're keeping it alive in this wierd cup thing, where we put a really hot hotwater bottle on top of it, and it's resting in a shallow pool of some slimy fluid. Even though it seems really small and undeveloped, it's breathing on it's own and even cries.*

I just remember that dream after I posted the first two. Holy crap. It's so vivid, and I remember every bit of it. Geeze, that's wierd. I woke up at 5:30 and tried to LD, and I got a semi-LD and this dream.

*Start* Walking at a school, and I see my principal from my old school (Mr. Comeux). The whole school is roofless and everything is made of vividly red brink, and everything is very detailed. I shake my principals hand and I can it all feels real... very detailed and reaslistic... even the texturally. The school is maze like, with very high walls and lots of obtuse and acute angles... with almost no 90 degree corners. I'm looking for someone specific, but I don't know who... and I'm looking to get something from him, something that's kinda of C shaped... maybe a car boot or something. Extremely detailed, and very colourful... more colourful than real life. Also, there are no shadows.*