My last few dreams were kinda violent. I remember waking up today vividly remembering my dreams, but I forgot now. It's only been a couple of hours and I can't remember anything it seems... but I remember taking a mental note that it wasn't violent.
It seems that my dreams tend to be a bit on the negative side, but this dream wasn't. It was neutral. I'm trying hard to remember it.. sometimes if I just look at a word that had something related to the dream, I could remember it.. and i'm looking at a whole bunch of different topics now, but I can't remember it at all.. it's a bit frustrating. But I've noticed that my dreams can powerfully impact my mood for the whole day. Today I'm soooo neutral for some reason. I don't feel happy or unhappy one bit. I'm just at work just doing my thing here without any emotion. Usually my dreams have strong emotions, but I'm pretty sure my dreams today completely lacked any kind of emotion. I wish I could remember it because it was different from the past few.
This is kind of off topic and it doesn't really have much to do with dreaming, but the the way we remember things is through our brain cell bridges. Basically we have clusters of brain cells throughout our brains. Some of them aren't easily accessable because there aren't many connections/bridges to that cluster. The more you learn and repeat, the more bridges are built. So when we study some date in history and memorize the fact, and look at the wrods over and over, our brain builds stronger and more bridges to the fact. I wonder why dreams fade out so easily.
I'm revisiting this post because I just remembered my dream. I was shopping for wine, and saw this one Syrah that was made in India.. and I was like.. What? India makes Syrah? and then that sparked the memory.
In my dream, I remember being in this Indian restaurant that I frequently go to called Calcutta. My brain was telling me it was the restaurant, but the inside looked totally different. The manager, who's a little Japanese guy told me that there were some of his friend's upstairs, and that I should join them. I usually don't like meeting new people, but I said okay.. and there were all of these people from my highschool.. Sebastian, Yuuki, and a couple of others who I forgot.. and they were watching TV. As I entered the room I was like.. yeah I know these guys.. but none of them really acknoweldged me. They just kept watching TV. I eventually left, and told the Indian manager that I wanted to try Butter Chicken Masala for a change.. and he said he'd make it.. He made the food and he said that he was busy and that he left out some of the spices and herbs, and I should ask someone else for them.. This is obviously a bit strange because you're supposed to cook the spices and herbs into the curry, and not add them later.... but in the dream it didn't seem strange. I asked around for some of the spices, and one guy gave me some spice which appeared to be black pepper shaped like sesame seeds.. He said it was really spicy and that I should try it, but he didn't have the other spices on him. I crushed up the pepper and put more than I should have. I tried the curry and it was too spicy for me..
The End.
Analaysis:
I've been having more and more dreams recently about people in my highschool. I don't keep in contact with any of them because I don't really have good memories of it.. but recently I've seen a lot more of them on Facebook and more and more of them are adding me to their friend's list. I don't know why they're doing it.. probably because if they have more friend's on their list it makes them feel popular. I know a lot of these people adding me have absolutely no intention to connect with me.
Anyways, Mr Sava, my favorite teacher, and many other st.mary's kids favorite teacher had recently died. There's this rememberance thing going on in there and people are becoming fans of the rememberance group, and people are commenting and sharing memories. I've been reading some of them and it brought back some memories of his class and the school, so maybe I've been thinking about them.
Ironically, one guy that didn't like me at all had added me on facebook. I had a dream a while back about how I saw him and I told him that I was sorry for being immature back in the day...
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