School Stress and Battling the Giant Microwave Brain
I was working on a school assignment with R, but she was angry with me because I hadn't done anything yet and the deadline was only three days away. She wrote me a very angry mail, and said that I pretended to be busy but I wasn't and that she "looks deeper into the lake" (me). Later I agreed to do the assignment with J.
I was with M, walking through a park. We stopped at a bus stop and looked at the map. A was standing next to us.
I was at a hotel, which later changed into my parents place. There was a giant brain attacking me and my mother (?) and we had to stop it. We put it in the microwave and first I found oil, which we poured on it and lighted it. It made shrieking noises. Then a little bit of brain was still left. I found some bleach and we put the last of the brain in the bleach. By now it looked darkgreen with a little brown. My mother was eating cucumber with yogurt sauce but I thought she was eating the brain from the bleach, until I saw it was different. Then, for some reason, I took a little bite out of the brain with bleach. Don't ask why, I have no clue.
Tumbling Down to London and Bankrobbery Cartoon Girls
I had to do an assignment for school in a group. My group consisted of me and four girls. For some reason they were sleeping at my place. I remember "waking" and getting into a conversation with one of them. She was concerned "Where exactly this is going" between her and me, because we had lots of fun before, which I vaguely remember. No sex or anything, just talking and laughing. I replied that she needn't worry because I had a girlfriend. She was pleased with that.
They walked around in my house but I took a shower and had breakfast alone. Then I met the blonde, slightly fat, but still a pretty girl. I talked to her but I can't remember the conversation.
Gap in memory.
I remember being on the side of a crossroads sitting in a blue wheelchair. I could easily get up but it was fun playing around with the wheelchair. A group of guys showed up. They started fighting. There were two groups all of a sudden, dressed in football outfits, fighting. After a while out of nowhere one of them jumped really high into the back of another one, just as the rest had calmed down. They laughed really hard. I laughed along, sadist that I am. Then four differently dressed (black/ blue) guys started to pee at the fence. The smallest had filled a bottle with his urine and after finishing, he started running around with it, throwing urine at everyone. I fled in my wheelchair, and I rolled back to the school. It wasn't like the university, but i knew it was my school. It was more like my highschool. When i got in an american soldier was behind me, he was guarding the school. I remember thinking "Why the hell do soldiers guard the school?" I was looking for my group of girls but couldn't find them.
Gap in memory, some random imagery.
I remember seeing some kind of person or face which sparked a bit of lucidity. I asked him to give me the paper for some reason. I didn't get the paper but I could hear someone ripping/ crackling paper and I realized I was dreaming.
I had a false awakening. I realized I was dreaming when I saw that my window was covered in some kind of pink distortion, like TV static but pink. The nose RC worked but I didn't trust it. I looked at my hand which was changing so I thought I was dreaming but I was still cautious. I decided not to fly out of the window but climb out. I phased through the pink sparkly glass. First time I've done that. It was raining but as I got out it stopped raining and the sun started to shine.
I walked around on the roof a bit. Looking down I saw two guys, one with blonde dreadlocks. I asked them where london was (I wanted to go there, don't ask why), the blonde guy pointed to the right "that way". "How do I get there?" I asked. "Just tumble down to London." I asked in my head "Yeah but what if I'm not dreaming?" The fact that I had just phased through a pink window somehow escaped me.
Then I was on the ground, I think I was still talking to the two guys, and I suddenly decided I wanted to fly! So I flew up, trying to get to London I think, but I only got up into a tree and then I descended back down again to the street, with that now familiar but still awesome feeling again. Wooosh.
I walked along the street when I saw a bankrobbery was taking place. The robbers were running out. One was bald and shooting at people, so I wanted to summon a gun to kill him. I said "There's a gun in my hand." That didn't work, instead I just stood there going "pow! pow! pow!" at the robber with my hand stretched out. That didn't kill him unfortunately and he pointed the gun at me. I think I got shot even though I didnt hear anything. I ran towards the entrance of the bank while telling the robbers "Dude, just relax, be friendly." cause i thought maybe that would make them stop shooting.
I walked into the bank looking for someone to have sex with. I said "I want someone to have sex with." My perspective changed around here, I was watching myself in the third person. I wonder why that happened. A girl offered herself but the dream had turned into some kind of anime cartoon. She said "Aww are you cartooning me?" I tried to change it but I couldn't. I danced with her in the middle of the hostage situation. Then i saw another cartoon girl, really big breasts, but I woke up.
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WBTB seems to be the thing that works for me. I have not yet done a RC which triggered lucidity, I always do them after the suspicion creeps in. I will do a WBTB every morning now. I will have to let go of the whole sex thing, because that's most likely what ended the dream. Too much excitement. First I will have to increase my skills. I was too much in doubt of the fact that I was dreaming. Work in progress.
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