11-8-07
Dream 1:
I was in this large field with a group of people. We had a horrible job, but it had to be done. We had been collecting all the bloody severed heads that were around. There were hundreds of heads. I had a wheel barrow that I was using to carry the heads in. I tried not to think about what I had in the wheel barrow. If I thought about it too much I would start to have this feeling of horror and panic come over me, so I tried to turn off my emotions.
Some of the heads were in good shape and picked up easily in one piece. Others were starting to get mushy and when you tired to pick them up would just start to come apart in slimy handfuls.
I was under the impression that when we had collected all the heads that we were going to burn them. But later I found that we really had to just chop them up into little tiny bits. I couldn't participate in this part--it was just too horrible. I felt bad, but I kind of ducked out at this point.
There is a transition here.
Next thing I remember is being at a hotel room with DV members Aquanina, Ranma, and CoLd BlooDed. The severed heads were now all taken care of, and we were now waiting for the rest of the group to show up at the hotel, then we were going to go out to get something to eat.
We weren't sure how long it was going to take. But then we received a phone call, and someone told us that the others weren't going to be ready until 8:00. I looked at our clock. It was only 6:00. We had 2 hours to kill.
I suddenly decided I need a shower after dealing with all the bloody severed heads and all. So I told everyone that I was going in the shower. I took off my jeans. Then I realized I forgot something out in the room. I looked at myself and saw that I was wearing a really long button up light blue shirt. It was long enough to cover me. So I went out.
While I was out CB went into the bathroom. It was then I realized I was just dying to go to the bathroom. There was no way I could wait. I remembered that there were actually two toilets in the bathroom. So I went back in and saw that I could sit on the toilet with my shirt covering everything. So I did.
And so CB and I had one of those odd toilet conversations that I think most of us have had from time to time in dreams, sitting on toilets next to each other not realizing how strange it is.
To be honest, I almost wasn't going to write that part. But I think that it's common enough that no one is going to think that I'm too weird for having that happen. (Right guys...?)
Afterwards there is another transition.
I'm then walking down a hallway with Aquanina. She started talking to me about how she has been feeling down lately. That living in a small town has been hard for her because she felt like everyone was always judging her.
I remember telling her, "Nina, I don't think that's true at all. Everyone I know looks up to you and really admires you."
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