Thread: Twoshadows' DV Member Dreams

I'm behind in posting in this DJ. But I want to add this dream that I had recently about a DV Member who shall remain nameless..

Dream:

In the whole first part of the dream I am with XXXX. It seems we have been in a relationship for a least a little while. I feel so close to him and we have been intimate. I remember some scenes where we are together and very close.

Then suddenly I realize that I don't belong in his world. That there is no way I'm going to be able to stay here with him. This realization hurts me to the core. I want to deny it, but I know that I really have no choice. I want to put off telling him. I don't want to do anything that might hurt him, but I'm in an impossible situation. I try to think of anything I could to or say that might make things easier.

Then at one point he says something to me. Something about me being "his girl". I suddenly realize that I have to say something now. To not say anything would make me feel like I was lying to his face. My heart was breaking as I open my mouth to tell him that I couldn't be his girl any more.

But my words come out fuzzy and echo-y. Before I can even get out what I was trying to say, I have the equivilant to a false awakening. I realize that I have left his world and am back in my world. I feel a brief moment of relief that I never had to see his face when I told him I would be leaving him.

There is now a lady standing next to me. She is a person of some authority over me and my situation. I think of her as a kind of "dream guide" even though at no moment I ever suspect that I actually may be dreaming.

She tells me that I have to make my leaving of his world permanant. I could do it the long way which would be not entering it for 6 weeks. By doing that it would break my connection to his world forever.

But she told me that it would be best to do it the immediate way. The immediate way would be to create a situation in which XXXX would think I was dead. That would also sever my connection to his world.

It pained me, but I agreed to her suggestion of the immediate way.

A big window opened up in front of me and I could see into his world. It was important for me to see how this was done.

I saw the city that XXXX was in. There had been some kind of big disaster, and the city was burning. I then saw a close up of XXXX and his best friend and the friend's girlfriend. They were in the process of putting on protective clothing so they could escape the city. The friend had a big grin on his face as if he was looking forward to this exciting and dangerous task. XXXX also had a determined and brave look as he also put on his gear. The girlfriend was already dressed. I also saw a figure that was supposed to be me also already dressed up in all my gear and ready to make the escape from the burning city.

I watched as they took off and started running down the street. Dramatic music was playing, as if it were a movie, as I watched them dodge falling debris.

Then I saw that my figure had fallen a little behind. In slow motion I saw part of a burning building start collapsing. I was too close. I saw my figure disappear under a mass of burning material.


XXXX stopped and turned, looking for me, only to see me being crushed by the falling burning building. He ran to the burning mass. I could see the horror on his face as he realized that I was in there, and it was too late for him to help me. He yelled my name and screamed "Noooooo....."

I realized I was in tears. I had never imagined that I would do something to put XXXX in so much pain. I just kept thinking, "What have I just done..."

And then I woke up.

Dream:



I was at some kind of big party. I noticed everyone was drinking. A lot. I even saw that my best friend who doesn't drink in real life was drinking. The party was on a rooftop. I saw that I was then surrounded by drunk people that were vomiting all over the place. I could barely move around without coming into contact with vomit or someone who was about to vomit. I was feeling really grossed out.



I finally went downstairs. I saw several people sitting on a couch watching TV. Two of them that I remembered were Oneironaut and Jeff777. People here were either not drinking or a whole lot less drunk. I decided to stay down here.





Then later a group of young people (I was inclued in this group) and adults were talking about going off to college and trying to organize groups to go and do stuff together. Oneironaut mentioned some activity that he had organized to do with friends. There was this one really weird girl who apparently had a crush on Oneironaut. One of the adult organizers was pushing her off to go and be part of the activity that O had organized. I thought that as not right. And I could tell O wasn't comfortable with that plan.



Later I was talking to both my mom and O, and telling my mom about what had happened. I started out calling Oneironaut "O", but then changed it to his real life name because I thought my mom would think it was weird that I had a friend with a name like "O" or Oneironaut. We somehow got him out of having to take the weird girl with him.







No lucidity here.....

I miss the times when i use to frequent your dreams...

Originally Posted by Man of Shred

I miss the times when i use to frequent your dreams...

Yeah, me too. It's because we talked a lot more back then. I haven't been as involved with the DV community lately...and my DV dreams have gone way down.

I haven't had a DV member dream for a while. Used to have them all the time. I guess that's what I get for being more "antisocial" these days. Need to try harder.

Still waiting to have another one of these. Just bumping this before it gets taken away.

*Inserts self in TwoShadows' dreams*

I will count this since I was thinking of Moonbean in this dream--even though I didn't actually see her in it.

I had a Lucid Dream early on in the night. So early on that I had many many other dreams after it. So when I woke up this morning I didn't even remember the LD right away. But little things came back to me...and here is what I remember:



Lucid Dream:


I became lucid.



I flew outdoors.



I wanted to go to the Moon.



I started flying up into the night sky. Then I remembered Moonbeam's "falling to the Moon" trick". So I stopped flying placed my feet on some unseen solid thing. Then kicked off in a backwards dive and let myself fall. I could feel myself falling....falling.....When I landed I knew I would be on the Moon. I was really sure about that.

And that's all I remember.



How in the world can that be all I remember??


Shouldn't I remember something more?


I do remember something about red buildings. But I think I was just thinking about MB's red buildings.



I mean I really would think if I made it to the Moon that I would remember, right?



Something of that magnitude....

Dream 1:

I was on my bed. I looked over to my might stand and saw the big piece of chocolate cake that I have been keeping there that I take a bite off of whenever I want to. Well, I wanted to. It looked so good to me. It was layered with this delicious looking creme and had this thick fudge frosting. I meant to take a smal bite, but ended up with my mouth full of wonderful melt-in-your-mouth pure bliss.



Suddenly, I remembered that I wasn't supposed to eat this kind of stuff anymore. I ran to the bathroom and started spitting it out in the sink. I hadn't realized how huge of a bite I had taken. I kept spitting and spittig yet I still had cake in my mouth. Finally I started rinsing my mouth out with water.



Then...this thought occured to me. Moonbean and I had been talking about eating dreams and I wanted to make sure I RCed every time things like this happened to me. I knew I wasn't dreaming right now, but I wanted to make sure I got into the habit.



So I looked at my hands....normal.



I looked up in the mirror...I stared at my face, trying to find something wrong. Everything seemed normal, yet I continued to look at myself. Then I saw what appeared to be a small black glove just hovering next to my face. Now that couldn't happen real life, could it?



Okay, I had to test this out..in the big way. I left the bathroom and went to the front door. I opened it and felt the night air on my skin. Too real.



But I went outside and stood my the garage. I looked up at the night sky and imagined what it would feel like if I were suddenly lifted to the sky.



To my utter surprise I suddenly was swept up. I looked down and saw the roof of the garage getting smaller and smaller beneath me. But before I could fully appreciate lucidity, things started turning black and white. Suddenly they were all black and white line drawings. Then they were gone.

And I was left in bed with my eyes still closed, but awake. I thought about the dream, and thought how unusual to have a LD so early in the night. But then I realized that it was actually morning, and that I had already been awakened and thought about doing a WBTB...and that it had acutally worked, even though my LD was quite short.



I let myself drift off to see if I could have another LD.